The shadow of him was always near, always watching, always protecting and never leaving her. This wasn't fear that she felt, this was love. She could feel the warmth from afar, but longed to feel the closeness of his arms wrapped around her. Lilly trusted him with her all, would lay her life on the line for him, and in fact did, quite a few times. Could she continue to save him even though she felt the need to run? Lies were told out of protection, friendships were tested, new love was found, but can she control it all and survive at the same time?  Even if she knew then what she knew now, can she honestly say she would change things? To many questions plagued her, and the answers laid with her past.