Min Yoongi had been most affected that day he new exactly how many days had passed without his sunshine, he couldn’t help but blame himself why didn’t he stay by him he needed him so much...Hoseok the name had a sweet taste but ended bitterly. The name was rarely spoken it was a sensitive topic for Yoongi, he could have saved Hoseok...Hoseok had saved him when he believed he was long gone. Hoseok was the only reason he was still alive he could have left him there to die, but he didn’t he quickly took him to Jin who helped him. The one true family Yoongi had yet Yoongi had no clue how Hoseok’s past was, he clearly could see his family was breaking. Everyday seemed to get harder for him to get up and each day he went to work seeing Jimin with an equally grim expression, however no one dared to ask what was wrong...all except that good for nothing Tae who had the nerve to ask him where Hoseok was...of course Yoongi snapped at him.

“Dead Tae...he’s dead are you happy now!?” Yoongi practically screamed and Jimin rushed over handing Tae his letter before trying to calm Yoongi down whispering soothing words into his ear.

“N-no...that can’t be true…” Tae said shakily tearing up as he listened and looked at the letter it was Hoseok’s handwriting he could tell...it was unique to Tae his handwriting was something he adored about Hoseok.

“ off Bastard before I show you what isn’t true...” Yoongi growled and walked away with Jimin following, Jimin gave Tae an apologetic but hard look since he was partly to blame but they all were to blame. Yoongi stalked home fuming while Jimin followed before he quickly walked in front of Yoongi, stopping him before pulling him into a tight hug trying to calm him down. Jimin was one person who could calm Yoongi down he took in Jimin’s scent with a soft sigh as he continued to walk with his intertwined with Jimin’s.

“Jimin take Jin and Namjoon out they seem really out of it i’ll join later I just have to finish cleaning.” Yoongi said calmly and Jimin nodded getting Namjoon and Jin out of their rooms. He took them out to an amusement park deciding to try and take their attention away from Hoseok, Yoongi let out a sigh of relief as he closed the doors before entering his room and cleaning up the clothes. The letter just sat on his desk taunting him until he finally cracked and picked up the letter gently it was the last thing he had that was Hoseok’s, the cops took everything nothing was left that they could keep. Yoongi gently opened the letter making sure he didn’t rip anything he wanted it to be perfect, but before taking the letter out he traced over the words on the back that read ‘to Yoongi from Hoseok’. Yoongi couldn’t read it yet he wasn’t ready he quickly pushed the letter into his desk and closed his eyes, but he didn’t find a safe haven in his mind all he could see was Hoseok. Yoongi opened his desk and pulled out his lighter clicking the button and making the light flicker on before putting it out, this repeated for a good hour or so until he pulled his cigarette out and set it on fire taking a few puffs before thinking his idea over. He walked into the basement and pulled out the oil canister Namjoon used often to refill the car during emergencies, and walked up to his room unscrewing the lid to the canister before pourin