Sungmin's P.O.V


I looked at my reflection in the mirror and sighed. I'm in a dressing room right now, currently preparing for an interview to promote my new movie. Me and Kyuhyun's actually. I sighed again as looked in the mirror to his direction, who was just few meters away from me. Sitting on a chair opposite of mine. He was currently talking/complaining to his hairdresser so he didn't notice that I'm looking at him.He's saying something like his hair was a mess. That was not true at all. I think it suits him.I smiled.


I looked at the direction of the door when someone knocked on it. "Mr. Cho and Mr. Lee you can now proceed on the studio" said one of the attendants of the show. I smiled at her and nodded. "Yes, We'll be there in a minute." I said to her. She smiled back at me and bowed slightly before leaving the room.I looked at the mirror again, checking if I look good enough. I wipe few of my hair to see my face clearly. I smiled in satisfaction before taking a stand. I looked at the direction of Kyuhyun to saw him looking at me with a annoying smirk plastered on his face. I raised my eyebrow at this. He just chuckled. "Come On. We're gonna be late" he said, before leaving me in the room with the hairdresser. The hairdresser looked oddly at me as if asking why Kyuhyun just leave me. I smiled at her. "I'm gonna go too, see you later. thank you" I just said to her. She just shrugged and proceed on arranging her things.


I went outside the dressing room to the studio, they we're still not ready so one of the attendants just said to me to wait in the stage. I quietly walked to the stage and saw Kyuhyun sitting on one of the couch facing the audience. I carefully sit next to him. I looked at the audience, some we're smiling and some we're talking to each other, but I couldn't help but to noticed their banner saying something like:

Oh. Only if they know.


I looked at the host of our interview, she looks professional and looks like she knows her business. She got this twinkle in her eyes that saying she know something. Good. At least, another person who did not get fed up by a lie.


The host looked at me, smiling.'Are you two ready?' she mouthed. This time I looked at the person beside me. Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun. My 'boyfriend', lover, relationship-partner, life-partner, my boo, my love or whatever you want to call it, but I prefer Lie-partner. Yes. Us, the two of us. Me and Cho Kyuhyun was a lie. A big fat LIE!! It was never true. We we're just together to gather more attention and popularity. So Lee Sungmin and Cho Kyuhyun or KYUMIN or what the fans call it was just for fanservice. Kyumin is not real. It was far from real. It was all pretend.


The host gave a cue to start the filming of the interview. Kyuhyun took my hand and placed it on his lap. Yeah, the pretend, right.The show started and the host started speaking, I don't really pay attention to what her blabbing about. All I know is that it's about us, me and Kyuhyun and how perfect we looked today and how kind of us to be in her show. Yeah right. It's not like it bother us, actually it really help us.This kind of interview help us to gain more popularity.I looked at the audience again, this time they we're not talking they we're just staring at us excitedly with dreamy look on their eyes. I really do feel guilty lying to these people. They seem too kind, always supporting us. I still remember when our manager first spread the LIE. At first, our fan was a mess. Always complaining that we shouldn't be together at that time I have second-thought about my manager but apparently, he's right.As the time passes, our fans started to accept us, and they started to support us even made a new fanclub "KYUMIN". Yeah right, kyumin.



"And now this time, it was time for us to interview the most popular couple now in our industry. Mr. Lee Sungmin and Mr. Cho Kyuhyun. Let's welcome them with a big round of applause" The host of the show said, signaling the audience to clap their hands. The audience complied and start clapping their hands. Me and Kyuhyun bowed our head in respect.

"So how was your day?" The host asked us as soon as the sounds of the clapping submerged. Kyuhyun take the initiative and answered first. "It was good. I was kinda excited to do this interview" he said. "Both of us actually" he looked at me and squessed my hand. I smiled and nodded. "Yeah, I was excited too" I said and nodded. The host smiled at us. "So can you two tell us more about your upcoming movie" she asked us again. I looked at Kyuhyun, silently telling him to answer the question. I think he got what I was trying to say because he was the one who answered. "Yeah, of course. Our movie was about..."

I stopped listening to him. I knew that he was just gonna tell bunch of lies. I mentally sighed and looked at our intertwined fingers. I couldn't help but to think, our hands fits together perfectly. I closed my eyes for a moment and looked at Kyuhyun. He still talking with a witty smile on his face. He really look good. With his eyes that shines the brightest and his hair that fits perfectly on his face. The way he look at you and the way he speak and yeah you can guess it right now. I'm in love with him. Not really the smartest idea I know, but I really couldn't help it. I just wake up one morning and I realized I love him.Stupid me, right? I shouldn't feel anything for him because we both know. Our relationship isn't real and it will never be real.


Our interview lasted for about 30 minutes(I couldn't really call it our interview because the whole time, Kyuhyun was the one who answered a lot and I was just there for display) after that we both go to our car, yes share the same car because our manager says that it was a proof that we're together. We both climbed in the car, still hand in hand, I waved goodbye to our fans before closing the door. As soon as the door closed, Kyuhyun let go of my hand. I just shrugged and pretend to mind my own business but I'm still looking at Kyuhyun. He looked outside the window, as if they were something great about the sceneries. I couldn't help but to sighed. That caught his attention, he looked at me. "Something's wrong?" he asked. And know you're probably thinking how kind he is, asking if I'm all right. Wrong, he's not kind at all. He's just irritated that I interuptted his precious moment alone, watching the sceneries outside. "Nothing" I plainly said. I dont want him to know what I was really thinking. "Do we really need to attent that party?" I asked him, to changed the subject. "Yes, we need" he just said then proceed to looked outside the window. I sighed again. Why the hell we need to attend that party, we already guested in many show and promoted our movie enough. So why bother with the party, not like any media and press will be there, right? It's a private party. Private birthday party for Seohyun. Yeah right for Seohyun. I rolled my eyes when the name Seohyun suddenly entered my mind. Yes, you can guess it again. I don't like Seohyun. Plainly because she knew about me and Kyuhyun. She knew the truth. She knew the pretend and I hate it. Because Kyuhyun like her.


Our car stopped in front of Seohyun's house, we both got down from the car. He didn't even bother helping me to get down, he just quickly walked towards the house. I rolled my eyes in annoyance and sighed again. He couldn't really wait to see Seohyun. I walked towards the house, I noticed they we're many guest, mostly celebrities and no media. Yes, no reason to pretend. That's why Kyuhyun just decided to leave me alone. Aisssh. if he really want to attend this party, why bother taking me with him.

One of the waiters offered me a drink but I declined. I know I can never tolerate alcohol and I don't want to be drunk.So I just got myself a juice and proceed to one of the chair on the room. I sat while looking for Kyuhyun. I found him talking with Seohyun. Seohyun again and no don't get me wrong. I dont hate Seohyun, I can never hate her. She's so kind and lovely. I can never bring myself to hate her. The truth is I hate myself. I hate myself for these feelings I feel for Kyuhyun. I took a sip from my drink. They looked cute together. Kyuhyun and Seohyun. The perfect match. I watched them as Kyuhyun placed a kiss on Seohyun's cheek. I frowned at this. I know it. They we're together. Him and Seohyun. I bit my lip and looked at my drink then looked at them again. I watched as Kyuhyun took Seohyun on his hands, embracing her. I bit my lip harder. I watched as Kyuhyun s his arms on Seohyun's tiny waist, bringing her closer. I know that I'm not the only one watching them. I can also feel people's stares at me. I decided just to leave. I took a stand and proceed to the balcony where no one else will bother me.


I walked in the balcony, admiring the stars. I closed my eyes and sighed for the nth time this day. I looked back again at the party and saw Kyuhyun still busy with Seohyun. I don't get it. Why Kyuhyun is so in love with Seohyun. I don't really get it. I looked at the stars again. Forcing myself to smile. I can do this. I can. I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself but it didn't help. My tears slowly falls from my eyes. I sniffed.

Stop Sungmin!
You can do this. Don't cry.
What will people say if they saw you crying.
He's just a man. Don't need to feel sad over him
There's a thousand of people out there, I'm sure you can find someone for you..

I tried talking to myself and I think it didn't work. I hate him. I hate him so much. I hate myself for loving him. Why? All of the people out there, I need to fall in love with him. I bit my lip. I hate you Seohyun! No I don't want to be selfish. Seohyun got nothing to do with this. It's my fault. All my fault. I chuckled this time. I don't really know what's going on with me but I feel jealous. Extremely jealous.

But I know it. I don't have the right. I looked at Kyuhyun and Seohyun again. They we're happily talking. I smiled sadly at this. Yeah, they we're happy. and I don't have the right to steal their happines because I'm just a lie-partner. Me and Kyuhyun was just a lie, we will never be true. Never! We we're just together to bring more fame in our name. We we're just fanservice. We're just dating to gain popularity. We we're just not real. Kyumin was not real. So I dont have the right to hate Kyuhyun because he's talking with Seohyun. I don't have the right to feel sad everytime he's with Seohyun. I dont have the right to love him. I dont have the right to get jealous because me and him was just for show.Kyumin? Just for show.