"I'm tired and sick of these things Fany, let's break up" Taeyeon said not facing Tiffany.

"I can't~ I don't want to, Taetae please it's not like the first time we had problems, I am sure we will get through this again, together" Tiffant hugged Taeyeon from behind, hugging the latter so tight.  "I love you so much, please don't leave me" She continued.

Taeyeon and Tiffany are dating for 3 years. At first, they were so happy, lovey dovey towards each other and when they reached their second year of dating that's when they started to fight, they argue a lot over small matter, and Taeyeon would always asked Tiffany for a break up when she is furious but the latter would always say no, and would always understand Taeyeon. As for Taeyeon, She do love Tiffany but with all the problems they had and facing, she became less romantic. There were times she ended up going to a club nearby their apartment, to get a drink and when she sees a beautiful girl, she will hit on her just to get over the fight she had with her wife. It became her way of releasing the stress.
~~

"C'mon Taeng, aren't you tired? You've been hurting Tiffany a lot since then" Yuri scolded her friend.

"Yul,  you didn't know anything, I love her but sometimes she gets on my nerves. She never listen to me, I think she needs to grow. "  Yuri was surprised and confused with Taeyeon's words. She have no Idea what is Taeyeon talking about, the couple never mentioned anything about their fights, specially Tiffany, she don't want their friends to think that Taeyeon is a bad person.

For 3 years, none of their friends really know how unhealthy their relationship became. Tiffany works as a Server at a chinese restaurant, she often gets salary deduction whenever she breaks something at her work, this is one of the many reasons why she and Taeyeon always argue. Taeyeon would always scold her, and being called Stupid. If it weren't for Tiffany, they wouldn'd last for 3 years, no matter how clumsy, stupid, immature she is like what Taeyeon always define her, she tries to be more understanding, not to repeat same mistake again, and even apologize when it was an accident in the first place because she loves her that much.

"Are those enough reason to cheat on her? I saw you with Sunmi the other night at the club" Yuri crossed her arms, looking straight at Taeyeon.

"First of all, I am not cheating on her and Sunmi is just a friend,  she just happened to be there too" annoyed Taeyeon stoop up and was about to leave when Yuri touches her shoulder.

"Friends don't place their hands inside each other's shirt, Taeng. Look, You and Tiffany are my family, take this advice Taeyeon, Don't let problems eat your beautiful relationship with her. You used to tell me how much you love her, that you wanted to marry her and spend the rest of life with her, where did these things go? You loved her before for who she was, so still love her for who she still now. Let me give you a scenario, years from now, can you imagine yourself with someone else? Do you think there will be someone who will love you as much as Tiffany do?  Will that person do the same things Tiffany did and still does for you? Problems, its just part of the relationship, talk about it with her I am sure you two can solve it together, don't wait til Tiffany turns her back on you." 

"Whatever Yul~ can you do me favor? Don't tell Tiffany about what you saw the other night" Yuri shake her head and decided to let Taeyeon go.

~~

Whenever they fight, Taeyeon would always go to the club, flirting with some random girls. She cheated on Tiffany five times, that five affairs she had lasted only for weeks, it became her routine to forget the problems with her. No matter how angry she gets with Tiffany, she only hurt the latter verbally, she never lay a hand on her wife. Whenever she comes home drunk, she would always find Tiffany sitting on the couch waiting for her to come home, Tiffany would always take care of the latter, or worst will force Tiffany to make love to her, ofcourse Tiffany never say no to Taeyeon and when morning comes, Taeyeon would notice her nice, clean clothes she's wearing.She starts to feel guilty but she put that feelings aside.

[Taeyeon's POV]
I've been hurting Tiffany a lot, I love her but I am not sure if as much as before. I am getting tired and sick of having the same problem. I am  trying so hard to be good to her but whenever she does something wrong I just can't help but to get mad at her. Yuri is right, I coulnd't imagine myself with someone else but at the same time I don't want to be in this kind of unhealthy relaionship, I had enough. My conscience won't let me do it, I am her first in almost everything, she gave me her everything though I didn't asked for it. I am not sure of my feelings for her, if its still love or.... just pity. We tried countless times but still ended up at same place. What's wrong with me?  

[Tiffany's POV]
Sometimes I wanna give up on Taeyeon and just give her what she always ask me to do but I love her so much, I couldn't. Despite of her being moody and getting mad at me most of the time, I still think of all the good things she did and good times we had. She thinks I didn't know all the affairs she had, I chose to stay silent, I am afraid if I argue with her about it she might leave me,  she still goes home and spend the night with me,  it is enough for me. All I have to do is to be more understanding, and love her more so she won't leave me. 

~~~ 
6 months later~ 

Fighting have become their regular routine. Tiffany got a new job, she works  7 am to 12 mn while Taeyeon works 9 am to 10 pm. 
At first Taeyeon was okay about it, she thought its the best for them, because she don't get to see her wife that much now, Tiffany will leave in the morning while she still asleep and will go home when she's already sleeping. 
There were nights Tiffany didn't go home because she was out with her co workers and will only text Taeyeon that she will go straight to her work in the morning.

There were nights too that Taeyeon went home drunk, she would always looked for Tiffany, same nights where Tiffany will be out with her co workers. She wanted to call Tiffany tell her to go home to take care of her but she knows she couldn't. She's been having this weird feeling ever since her wife got very busy,  She misses her wife,  and everything Tiffany does for her. 

~~~

She woke up with the smell of something delicious, she got up from the couch and noticed that she is now wearing nice and clean clothes.

"Hey you're up, I saw you sleeping on the floor this morning when I got home,  I changed your clothes and cook this for you before I leave" Tiffany said without looking at her wife.

"Leave? But you just got home. " 

"My boss invited me to his nephew's birthday party, not just me but my co workers as well, I couldnt just say no" Tiffany places the food on the table. " I'll be back before lunch, I took a day off today tho' by the way Yuri called you this morning, I answered it, she told me that you don't need to go to work, she will take over your duty besides you're 2hours late already, so after you eat have some rest, see you before lunch, Love you" Before Taeyeon could answer, Tiffany was already outside their house.

Taeyeon feels annoyed, jealous at the same time. She wanted to chase after her wife but decided not to.
~~~

[Taeyeon's POV]
Why do I miss her? Why I feel so annoyed everytime she's with her friends, not with me?  It's me who wanted this relationship to end in the first place.  

~~~

"You're now realizing her worth Taeng, this is what I am talking about" Yuri told her friend.

"I don't know Yul~ I miss her but I'm afraid if we get back on being sweet again, another problem might occur, we also might start to fight again........oooooover again"  Taeyeon sighed. 

Taeyeon told Yuri everything about her relationship with Tiffany.  

"Don't think that way,  To love is to communicate, open up to her, when problems occur, talk and sort things out with her. Don't just let her solve it for you, and stop blaming her over small matter, don't be so hard on her, can't you see? All these years, only thing she do everytime you asked for a break up is to understand you even more, and love you even more. You two wont last if she didnt do that. You're lucky Taeyeon, to have her. You're the one who need to grow, you know Tiffany very well, she loves you more than she loves herself, do not be afraid, you won't face the problem alone, you have her. Take this as a wake up call before it's too late, People gets tired too" that hit Taeyeon hard, she now realized how lucky she is to have someone like Tiffany, that she was blinded by her anger, she thinks of  a way to make it up to her wife. 

On her way home, she saw a black sedan infront of their house, where there is also two people standing infront of the door. She saw a man hugging her wife, it angers her. She quickly pull Tiffany from the hug.

"Thank you for bringing my wife home, you can go now"

"You must be Taeyeon, I'm Siwon, her boss" Siwon offers his hand for a hand shake but Taeyeon just stare at it.

"I know" 

Siwon got the feeling that Taeyeon is not in the mood so he said goodbye to them. When Siwon left, Taeyeon harshly pull Tiffany inside their house.

"Are you cheating on me" Tiffany's jaw dropped with Taeyeon's question

"What heck are you~~~" **PAK**

Even before Tiffany could finish what she was saying, a palm landed on her right cheek, it sting she thought, Taeyeon was also shocked on what she did, she tries to touch the cheek where she slap but Tiffany moves backwards.

"Tiffany, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that" 

"I understand, you were jealous. If I were you and see you hugging someone else I'd be furious too but I am thankful I didn't get to see that kind of sight when you were cheating on me"

"What?" Taeyeon was shocked

"Yoona told me, Yuri told her but she begged me not to tell to both you that I know. That hug you saw that was nothing compare to what you did to me Taeyeon, I never once thought of cheating on you even after I heard about your affairs"

"I'm so sorry Tiffany~" 

"I don't think I can do it anymore~ I had enough"

Taeyeon felt like an arrow was directly hit her heart, she kneeled, hug Tiffany's legs, begging not to leave her. 

"I was a jerk, and still  I am but I am trying to fix things Fany~ah, I love you so much please don't do this to me, please don't leave me, please I love you, I love you very much, without you I am nothing" 

"I can't take this anymore, this is what you wanted right?"

"No, I don't want that anymore, I want us, I want you"

"Why now? Whyyy?!?!?!??!!!!!!!!"

Taeyeon gets up and hug her wife, she kept begging and saying sorry.

"What have I done wrong Taeyeon ah? For you to treat me that way for the past years? Is it because I am stupid? Clumsy? Or maybe because you never love me as much as do? I never complain about these things but now I feel like I ought to know why, " Tiffany said between her sobs.

Taeyeon hugs her tight. Tiffany was right, she never heard a complain from her, she feels more guilty about it. Both of them now are crying.

"Please give me one more chance Fany"

"I gave you that not just once Taetae~ you don't have any Idea how hurt I was whenever you came home drunk knowing you were someone else and I never refused whenever you ask me to make love to you when you just had it with someone else, i tried and still kept trying to be someone you wanted me to be, the not so stupid and clumsy Tiffany. Those anniversaries I had to celebrate alone because you were out with God knows who, the cold treatments you gave me. Why see only the bad things in me? Whenever you hurt my feelings, I think of all the good things you did for me,  I was always thinking of the loving, caring Taeyeon I once knew, that~ that~ It was my fault why you became like who you are right now~ I said to myself to stick with you and still be there for you no matter what but I couldn't anymore, mianhae"

Tiffany left.

 All Taeyeon did was cry and cry and cry, she never felt so hurt like this before.  She realized she took her wife for granted that she never really considered Tiffany's feelings , all she cared about is hers. Realizing the Shouldn'ts and should've. She never thought Tiffany could do this.

[Author]
So sorry I have to end the story this way, my eyes is not helping me anymore.
Feedback is very much appreciated.
I hope you like this one. Ü
Kamsahamnida~ /bows/