Here it goes again...

Sometimes it's embarrassing in some way, to stand in the first row when you don't think chances are high.

Sounds pessimistic? Yep, I am not called the complainer in our group for nothing. But this is actually quite realistic of me, I think. 16 days from the release of the music video, 12 days from the comeback stage, 7 days from the first win.

In a way, it is easier to stand in the back (not that I want to). Feel free to zone out, and just follow the rest when everyone's leaving. Not much ups and downs in emotions, since you don't expect anything, and you are not prompted to expect anything.

Do I not want the win? I would be lying if I said I don't want it. I want it, and I want it badly. Not for the trophy, but for the recognition.

Anyhow, time to focus, put on a smile, and wait for the results.

Yep. Here it goes again.

*Author's message*

This is a really short chapter I know...coz in reality, I can't afford to procrastinate that much, so I guess I have to write it bit by bit~ _(:3