Once this winter passes (I’m gonna…)
if I still feel the same, I’ll tell you.
Honestly,
I’m in love with you, you-ooh-ooh-ooh.

If I could, (though it might be a bit awkward)
If I could, (I would do anything.)
If I could, (now to me you’re)
not just my friend, you’d be my girlfriend.

If you were okay with, (Now, for you,)
If you were okay with it, (I will try to be your man.)
If you were okay with this, (now to me)
it’s not just friendship, you’d be my girlfriend.

I run through time,
facing the morning with your hands in mine, yeah.

The moment Jin want to get free from her own misery with her one-sided love to JongDae and also to his son DaEul; JongDae always make an excuse to stop her from leaving which she is willing to be always the victim; JongDae always uses DaEul as his weapon to make her stay

“You are stupid,You know that?” SoYou shouted in frustration

KyungSoo, MinSeok, SoYou and Jin decided to meet at Starbucks for an afternoon coffee date; of course Jin brought DaEul with her; SoYou was ranting non-stop pointing how stupid she was for letting the chance slipped in her own hands; SeHun is saving her from JongDae but here she was still letting JongDae tied her with the invisible rope 

“JIN? ARE YOU LISTENING!” SoYou asked the silent Jin, head hang low avoiding everyones’ eyes

“SoYou-ah, That’s too much.” MinSeok being the eldest tried to calm the situation down

And a little later, they heard Jin silently whimpered; shoulders shaking trying too hard to stop herself being pathetic in front of her friends but she can’t help it

She rose her head up, wiped away her tears with the back of her palm

“I don’t know, I don’t know what to do.” She confessed; as she finally broke down in front of her friends; admitting them this kind of thing was a big embarrassment for her; telling them that she doesn’t know what she wants, what direction she is heading to; she is just plain lost, all depends on JongDae’s answer or what he really wants for Jin

“Do you want us to talk to JongDae?” MinSeok reached for Jin’s left hand and sooth her with light touches; he is a very sensible Oppa for SoYou and her. KyungSoo wa silent but jaw tight clenched realizing how selfish JongDae is. they have noticed before, they shouldn’t let it get into this worse and let Jin suffered

She shook her head, she can’t let them do that; She can’t let JongDae know thru them; she wants to JongDae know by himself that’s why she’s staying for this long so they will be the one who know by themselves 

Jin’s POV

SeHun and I were not talking for almost two woks because of my sudden change of mind of moving in with him; its actually me who rejects his calls; life is really full of surprise; its true; you don’t love the person who loves you but choose the one who always ignores you, even  I was invisible to him, I still choose him

JongDae requested to me to booked a private karaoke lounge because he wanted the group to hangout and enjoy to a different location since we always hang out from one another houses; DaEul is with JongDae’s mother; she asked for a night to babysit DaEul because he said he wants everyone to enjoy the night

I’m actually really not in the mood; besides my body clock changes and got same with DaEul’s sleeping time and I misses that little dinosaur too, I really got attached to that little nephew of mine, I am the one who took care of him like his real mother; even thought I was lacking from other things; I do have more meaningful  life experience because of DaEul

“Good thing, My best friend is smiling tonight.” JongDae suddenly sat beside me, wrapping his arm over my shoulders

I turned to look at him and just smiled; they do have the resemblance of DaEul, My body is uncontrollable that I reached my warm palm over his cheek, he placed his hand over mine and we just drown on our own little world

We were smiling to each other until he was the one who pulled me to sing with him; it was like back in high school, we do sing while walking down the street going to my apartment building; like time doesn’t passed at all, we still together, just friends but that’s all that matters right?

Everyone was tired because of dancing with BaekHyun’s trot number, JongDae excused himself to talk to someone aside the lounge; SoYou was giving me a teasing stare which I shyly ignored

“JIN!” A familiar voice of a woman called me once the door opened

It was Wendy in flesh, standing right in front of me, JongDae was behind her, a happy smile crept on his face, I stood up; hands trembling with the sudden surprised from the both of them, my fist clenched tight when I saw JongDae intertwined his hand to her and pulled her to join us

“Eonnie, It’s been awhile.” Wendy greeted before she wrapped me in a warm embrace

I was silent but composed myself to pretend that I am still in sanity; JongDae excused Wendy for a bit to introduce her formally to everyone

I felt my knees will give up anytime so I sat down acting all fine; throughout the night, JongDae and Wendy are inseparable leaving me all alone again in the corner, when everyone is busy with their own worlds; I took the chance to save myself; I left unnoticed; that’s all I need