It's Not Fin.e
Description
Fine.
It took one word for it all to end. That marked the end of a secret love story that nobody (except their group members) knew of. To Taeyeon, kid leader of the national girl group, the word is a scar that - though she has yet to come to terms to admitting - it haunts her till this day.
And perhaps it takes more than another breakup - or moreso a publicly confirmed ex-boyfriend - to confront her that she has perhaps been held back from moving on. Her heart was elsewhere. How could she give possibly give him her heart when it was stolen by him.
The (forcibly) sunken memories re-emerge at her loneliest moments and they are of nothing but of him, what they used to be, them. together. It composes her day to day and she is unable to escape the pain.
Is it really fine afterall?
Foreword
This ficlet was inspired by Taeyeon's amazing song 'Fine'. I am absolutely in love with it. BUt throughout listening I feel an undescribable sensation of sadness, and pain. And ever since 11:11, I've been wondering whether it could've been a message to someone special.
Taeyeon's ideal type has always been someone childish - not too childish - but is charming at the same time. That's Wooyoung isn't it? His sense of humour is unbeatable sometimes. I always believed (well hoped and wished from the bottom of my heart) they were something. And when the news Baekhyun and Taeyeon dating was released back in 2014, of course i was sad, but i had a sense of frustration as well. Baekhyun always seemed like the Wooyoung of Exo (to me at least). But Wooyoung's way of humous if funnier and of course he's mroe mature. So when it was confirmed, i immediately thought that WOOTAE must've been. MUST have. So when 11:11 and Fine was released i was inspired enough to write this piece. I miss them sooo much
I have yet to finish it, so please be patient.
This is my first Wootae fanfic by itself (other than a childish piece i wrote before). It is a very angsty one. I hope you find it as an alright piece despite my lacking writing skills (sorry).
Thank you very much
Jang Min Young
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