LuHan POV

"Hyung!." I heard someone called me, so I turn around to see SeHun running towards my direction

 

"Hyung! Wait!." He shouted again which made me stop my track and wait for him like he said

 

"*Pant* Hyung!." He said while panting so hard due from running

 

"Why are you even running??." I asked raising my right eyebrow

 

"Well, I just want to, so we can go together." He said while I just shake my head because of his silly explanation

 

"Well, what are we waiting for, let's go then." I said before we start walking again

 

Oh! Sorry! I forgot to introduce myself. I'm LuHan by the way. SeHun's childhood best friend and I have a secret to tell you. I'm actually in love with SeHun. I know that it's bad to fall in love with the same gender but what can I do. It's LOVE

 

Right on time when we get inside the room, the Prof. is just behind us

 

"Good morning class." Our Prof. greeted

 

"Good morning, sir." We greeted back

 

"As you can see, we have a new classmate today, please come in." After Prof. said that, the door immediately open and a tall man came in

 

"Hello! I'm Huang Zi Tao. Nice to meet you all." He said

 

"Mr. Huang, please sit down beside Mr. Oh." Whhaatt!!!

 

I also forgot to tell you that me and SeHun is not a seat mate, he's in the second row in the right while I was in the third row.

 

"Okay guys, let's start our discussion now." Our Prof said before flipping the page of his book

 

I didn't even listen to the whole lesson nor look at the front because my eyes only glued to the two lovey dovey named Oh SeHun and Huang ZiTao and it pains me knowing that someone already occupied my best friend eyes and that's not me

 

"Okay class, that's all for today. Good bye." It's already lunch time

 

I was about to call SeHun when I saw him walk out of the door with Tao leaving me alone

 

I just decided to go to the school garden since I don't have an appetite to eat now

 

"Why does it hurt so much?." I scream since no one is here (for him it is)

 

"What hurts so much?." I literally jumped out of my sit when someone talk behind me

 

I look behind me to see a guy with a chubby cheek and a baozi on his hands

 

"Oh! Nothing." I said while standing up

 

"I'm sorry for scaring you." He said while sitting beside me

 

"No, it's okay." I said smiling to him

 

There was a long silence a comfortable one that surrounds us until he decided to break it

 

"I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Kim MinSeok btw, just call me XiuMin for short." He said while smiling

 

"Nice to meet you! I'm Lu--." I was about tell him my name when he cut me off

 

"I know." He said while grinning

 

"Huh? How?." I asked looking at me full of confusion

 

"Were classmates." He said while laughing

 

"Really? How come I didn't even see you there?." I asked while he just smirk at me

 

"Well, first of all, I know you because you and your best friend named SeHun are always the center of attraction." He said while smirking and I just nod my head slowly

 

"And secondly, you really won't see me because I'm in the back row and always kinda… sleeping?." He said with a little laugh

 

"I see." I said as I join him in laughing

 

Me and XiuMin are just laughing so hard until the lunch time is over. We became comfortable with each other in just a short time

 

"Hahaha." We just laughing and laughing until we get inside the room and in the corner of my eyes I saw SeHun looking at us

 

"LuHan can you sit beside me since my seat mate is absent?." He asked with an aegyo

 

"Sure." I said then smile at him

 

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My day went perfectly………… Good… since I'm with XiuMin. He's really a joker, he always made corny jokes that didn't failed me to make me laugh

 

"Bye LuLu." XiuMin said

 

"Bye hyung." I said as I turn my heels to leave

 

Hayst! Now I'm all alone now! I wish someone is here to accompany me

 

"LuHan hyung." I heard someone shouted at me from behind. I turn around to see my best friend SeHun running towards me

 

"What is it?." I asked

 

"Hyung! I'm sorry that I left you behind earlier." He said between his pant

 

"It's okay!." I said forcing a smile

 

"But hyung, I have a good news!." I can tell that he's so excited. I want to know why!

 

"And what is that?." I asked while smiling

 

"Me and Tao are already together now." Ouch! Is it me or I really heard my heart broke into pieces

 

"How come? You only just met him today." I'm sorry but I'm really hurt right now

 

"I know hyung! But what can I do it's love!." Love? Love my ……

 

"Congrats! SeHunnie!." I said while patting his shoulder with a force smile

 

"Thanks hyung! Oh! Hyung! Is it okay if I can't go home with you, I really want to accompany Tao today." Even if my smile is force it's okay, after all he's my best friend, right?!

 

"Sure!." Please don't go!

 

"Thanks hyung, I promise, I will buy you bubble tea." He said then immediately run away leaving me

 

I want to cry right now, but I can't, why?

 

What's the point of crying when you know that the one you love will never look at you in the same way you look at him. He will always and forever look at me as a best friend/brother

 

Maybe it's also for the best. Maybe Tao can give him what he want, and I hope that they will be happy even though it hurt so much but if it's for him I'll be the one to let go :'(

 

"I'll just go home…… ALONE." I whispered before going home

 

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It's already been a week! So fast right?!

 

But let me tell you something~~

 

Do you know that it's also been a week since SeHun is like ignoring me? I don't know, it's just that SeHun is always with Tao, as in ALWAYS!

 

I'm