He had a feeling, he had to go home but if he does, it will be with a heavy heart and an empty mind. He just cant do that yet, he needs a rest but who cares about that in a world full of flash lights and cameras, where everyone is just there doing nothing but watching what are you doing and waiting for any small hint from you. N wondered if the fans knew something about him beeing away, or if there was some kind of a rumor saying that he was missing. He layed on his hotel bed looking at his phone which was placed next to him on the night table. Should I check ? he asked himself and in the end he decided he would.

He set on the bed with his phone in his hands and watched it as it . Just seconds later, all the missed calls and messages from 4 days agao started to come. First, it was MinHyuk's messages

"Where did you go?"

"Are you ok ? Can you at least tell me where you are ?"

"Are you home? How are you feeling?"

and arround 20 missed calls. 

There were also his manager's missed calls and messages, he wasnt surprised when he saw that they were arround 40 but he was surprised when he saw s' names on his screen

HongBin 'Hyung I'm sorry just tell us where are you?"

Ravi "I just finished a new track and I need you here to tell me if it's good or not ... like always"

Ken "I'm sorry, please Hyung come back T.T"

Leo "I know that the boys, including myself, gave you a hard time but we cant deny that we need you here, we need you badly Hakyeon all of us and especially Hyuk. He is just very worried and somehow got sic