At some point he knew.

When you would constantly ask him for money no matter where he was at, if he was doing something for his fans or in the middle of practice,if he was shooting for a new MV or out of the country it didn't matter to you, you would still ask and just like always, he wouldn't hesitate to still give it to you.

At some point he knew.

When you would flirt with s in front of him even tho they would look at you in disgust that didn't stop you. He always wondered if you knew that it was hurting him, he always wondered if you knew he was watching even tho it hurt him to do so....he couldn't look at you because if he did he'd have to face reality....the reality of you not loving him but, still, he loved you.

At some point he knew.

When he saw you kissing someone that wasn't him, when he saw you bringing someone that wasn't him back to your apartment. He wouldn't admit it but it killed him inside in all honesty he just wishes he could break up with you to end all of his pain, but then he would remember how much more pain that he would feel if you were gone.

At some point he knew.

You were using him.

But he didn't care......

He loved you.

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"I'll Forgive You." 

"Yes! We can finally go home!" V cheered loudly pumping his fist in the air as dance practice came to an end. "We've been working all day, I just wanna lay down." Rap monster commented shortly after. They had been working all day and jimin knew he wasn't the only one exhausted only heavy breathing and moving equipment could be heard in the practice room. They were told that they could wrap things up after one last dance practice of Fire. "Should we get something to eat before we head home?" V asked, everyone was hungry they didn't have time to eat this morning heading straight to work as soon as they woke up."Hyung it's 4am I don't think any restaurant is open this early." Jungkook explained jimin was sure that they could just eat some snacks for now. Without another word Jimin and the other members packed up their stuff to head home.

He assumed Jhope and V were sleeping since the car ride was quiet they were usually loud no matter what the only time he ever actually got some peace and quiet was when they were asleep, or if he was just hanging out with Yoongi. Jimin looked out the window as the little droplets landed on the window one by one, it was 4 in the morning and they would have to get back up again in 3 to 4 hours from now. He wasn't planning on sleeping when they got home because he didn't see the point in going to sleep for a little while when he would just have to get back up anyway and he'd probably all grumpy and pissy because he didn't want to get out of bed, so to save himself and s from trouble he was just going to stay awake and keep himself occupied with who knows what. He pulled himself out of his thoughts and then looked towards Namjoon. "Hyung, do we have an interview today or is that tomorrow?" Waiting a while for namjoon to give him an answer but it never came, it took him a moment to realize that he was sleep, he just couldn't tell because the black hoodie that was covering up his face....and plus he had his headphones in. "That's today jimin." Jin said softly probably trying not to wake up some of  others, jimin mouthed a 'Thanks hyung' before turning his gaze back towards the window.

  "Hyung, hyung wake up!" 

Jimin opened his eyes slowly to see Jungkook hovering over him with an irritated expression placed on his face. "Hurry up hyung, we're home." Jimin glanced around before slowly making his way out the mangers car. "Where are the others?" He questioned stretching slightly Jungkook huffed "Their all inside, they told me to be a nice dongsaeng and wake you up, so here I am." After jungkook finished his explanation he walked ahead leaving jimin behind who he probably thought was taking to long to move his so he left. Jimin looked up taking in the beauty of the morning sky, suddenly he just wished his life was different...but quickly comes to his senses and immediately regrets thinking that way, was it because he stressed out? He didn't know. He let out a shaky breath before crouching down and putting his face in his hands, his head hurt, probably from the lake of nutrition, he wasn't starving himself of course he just thought he should back down from the food a little bit to get his abs back, not to mention he practices hard every single day, he's pretty sure he's coming down with a fever. He just hates his life. "Stop. Stop acting like your the only one working your off, the others are tired and stressed to." He said to himself aloud I mean it was true how could he be thinking so selfishly, he always found it funny how he would say something then immediately correct himself.

 After taking a deep breath he finally decided to go in the house with the others. "Ah, jiminie wanna play this game with us?" Jhope said happily pausing the game to speak which annoyed V who was so into it. "You to are already awake? Aren't you tired?" He asked curiously because they were just sleep a few minutes ago and now there playing video games and eating snacks. "What are you talking about Jimin? We've been awake for like 30 minutes now, if you just now woke up that must mean jungkook was having a hard time waking you up." V commented while motioning Jhope to unpause the game, which he did. Jimin nodded "What time is it?" "Um I don't know like 6 something or about to be 6." Jimin couldn't help but groan he now only had one hour till they went to work again, "Okay." He said quietly before heading to his room, the room he shared with V and Jhope. He went to his closet picking out clothes he was going to wear today after picking threw most of his clothes he finally chose something, something not to flashy but just simple. He stepped in the shower and to his relief immediately felt his body relax as the cold water ran down his body, his body was hot he felt sick that was the main reason he had switched the water to cold, but they couldn't afford any kind of distractions right now especially when their about to start doing promotions again. After a while he was now in his room changing into his causal clothes to start off the new day, he walked into the kitchen to see everyone at the table eating something Jimin guessed Jin quickly cooked up for himself and the members, he walked himself over to the table and sat down in between Yoongi and Namjoon. "Jin hyung you always make what you like." Jungkook complained scrunching up his face after he took a bite out of the food Jin made. "Ya, if your hungry you'll eat stop complaining." Jin scolded pointing his fork at jungkook "That's our mom for you." Jhope said laughing but his laughing was quickly stopped when they heard a knock on their door, Yoongi looked confused "Is it Manger hyung?" He questioned. "I'll get it." V said standing up suddenly quickly walking to the door, everyone just continued eating they figured if someone had the wrong house or something V would tell them that it's a mistake. "Ugh it's you. Well? Are you gonna move out my way? Geez..." Jimin stopped when he heard a familiar voice getting louder behind him, he heard the door shut thinking V just shut her out Jimin knowing how much he hated her, he was about to protest  when he felt hands wrap around his neck from behind "Hi baby." She said in a happy voice but even Jimin could tell her happiness was fake, but he still turned towards her smiling from the bottom of his heart "Hi Y/N." Her face fell at the sound of her name she quickly removed her arms from around jimins neck and put her hands on her hips. "Really? Just Y/N? I don't get a hi baby or what's up y?" Jimins smile fell a little hearing her words, was that not her name? he didn't see what was wrong with him calling her name, she called him Jimin all the time and he had no problem with it. "Sorry, hi baby." She frowned even deeper "Geez your no fun..." she said quietly but clearly "Anyway...baby.." she said making her arms back around Jimins neck turning his head toward her where she kissed him deeply moving her hands up and down his chest. Jimin quickly pulled away at this action "Stop" Jimin said loudly, she smirked "Come on baby, don't act like you don't want it, you haven't tasted me in 5 weeks. I know your hungry." She pushed her chest into Jimins back pulling his head back to their first position, his lips. "I said stop." He said even louder it wasn't a surprise that s were looking not like they weren't looking before but you could just see the complete disgust in their eyes as they looked at her. "Stop pretending, because your in front of your friends jimin." She said about to continue for the 3rd time "Welp....I lost my appetite, someone brought trash to the table." Yoongi said bluntly Clearly unfazed by her shocked expression. "How dare you! Jimin oppa....why are your friends so mean to me." She said in a pouty voice she knew always worked on him. Jimin looked at Yoongi with pleading eyes not to continue anymore "Hyung...." Yoongi stared at him for a quick 3 seconds before leaving the table. As soon as he left V couldn't take it anymore " this , Jimin are you serious!?" V yelled loudly "V sit down, this is his problem...not ours-" "Really hyung?! It is our ing problem! what the hell are you talking about? it's our ing problem to if she's hurting our friend, manipulating him into thinking she's in love with him, not knowing that he cries himself to sleep every night because he thinks about her,  because he knows she's doesn't feel the same way, I hate seeing him this way, don't you ever try to tell me it's not our problem." Jin turned his head to the side not being able to face him knowing that he's right. Y/N cleared grabbing jimin to the point where he was now standing up. "Come on baby, let's go have some fun....your probably stressed out-" "What the do you know?" Jungkook said finally speaking up Namjoon glared at him "Jungkook.....don't start.." Jungkook ignored him "You don't know about him" She huffed clearly not interested "Of course I do, I'm his girlfriend-." She confidently "When's his birthday?" Jungkook said not wasting anytime "January 5th 1997" "STRIKE ONE!" Jhope yelled loudly slapping his hands together once as he said this. Jimin was tired of letting his friends stick up for him without warning he pulled Y/N into his room and locked the door. 

She smirked "Oh....you wanted us to be alone" She said slowly taking her clothes off "Stop." Jimin said turning his head sideways refusing to look at her if she's "Oh my god, what now?" She said irritated "Do you love me?" He asked her his voice barely over a whisper but she seemed to understand him. She sighed and walked over to him slowly, pushing herself against him causing  his back to be pushed deeper into the door than it already was. "Of course I do baby...." she said moving her hand slowly down his body until she reached his crotch. Him not saying anything just staring at her she assumed that she could just continue. "It's amazing...." he said quietly. "What is?" She said moving her hands up towards his belt buckle. "How you can lie straight to my face, without feeling anything..." "What-" before she could finish Jimin pushed her off of him ignoring the little stumble she took as he turned around to unlock his door. He would be lying if he said he wasn't feeling anything right now, apart of him just wishes she could just walk out of this room he would tell her to  leave and she'll do it not caring if he's hurt or not...it will making happier if he's not with her, he could go back to his old self again...he's sure. Another part of him just wishes she would come up with some kind of excuse and beg him to stay with her and promise that she'll try better so he could give her another chance, but only one of those wishes is going to happen. "Hey!" She yelled as he opened the door and walked to the living room to which Yoongi hand returned to. "Leave." He said loudly not being able to face her. She laughed "Haha, are you serious jimin? You need me, you know it you can't just throw me out." She said smirking putting hands on her hips "I said leave, we're through.....I can't be with someone who doesn't love me back.." Jimin looked at his feet "Maybe you don't understand, and maybe you'll never will but...it hurts so bad not to be loved by someone you would die for...someone you would give up everything for if you had to.......just why? Why did you do this to me?" She huffed and pushed her hair out of her face "Oh my god jimin stop being so dramtic it wasn't that serious between us in the first place, and plus you have money so that was basically the only reason i was here." She said walking halfway out the door that jimin opened for her, waiting for a while before she turned around not noticing Jimins hurt reaction at her words "Oh! Jin baby! Call me!" Jin tried not to show how disgusted he was but it failed because it was clearly written on his face "Sorry I'm taken, and.... I don't date…people like you, especially they ones that hurt my friends." She pretended her feelings were hurt "Ow! Jinnie...That was offensive..." he laughed "I'm sorry, I'll try to say this in the nicest way possible." He said nervously Jin wasn't a mean guy but he didn't know how to say what he was trying to say nicely "I don't date es? Is that a better? " Yoongi took a deep breath before walking over to the door and shutting it. Jimin looked at him surprised and he just shrugged "What? You were letting all the heat out, it's freezing outside." Jimin nodded sadly secretly thanking Yoongi for his silent act of kindness. He couldn't help but run his hands through his hair, This ....he thought to himself it really .....he knows he has to get over it and he's read many romance books to know he can't stay like this forever or it will ruin him.....but he just didn't think that.....it would hurt so much. Without realizing it hot tears quickly escaped his eyes. It's like he just now realized what he had done and was scared to think about what would happen from now on. "Jimin...." V said quietly walking towards the sobbing man on the floor "Jimin I know-" Before he could finish jimin quickly stood up walking to his room, when V tried to grab him he roughly pushed him back immediately regretting it when V fell to the floor "I-Im sorry.....I'm sorry V...I just need some time.." V picked himself up and smiled sadly at Jimin before nodding "Yeah....ok"

 4 months later~

"Noona~" jimin whined she turned around with an angry look on her face. "What now jimin?" Jimin smiled "Can you dye my hair again?" She huffed accidentally pulling the comb that was in jungkooks hair to hard earning a scowl from him. "Ask someone else." She said putting her attention back towards jungkook "But noona~ your my hair stylists!" She shrugged "So, their are other hair stylists here to." Jimin whined again even louder making her turn around again angrily "But noona I want you" "And park jimin I want you to shut up.." jimin stood up and wrapped his arms around her waist causing her to blush "Noona....please" she started looking around nervously "J-jimin what the hell are you doing" Jimin smirked and put his chin on her shoulder whispering in her ear "I said I wanted you didn't i?" "Yah!" She turned around and punched him in the stomach causing him to crouch and groan in pain. "You to are disgusting...." Jungkook mumbled getting out of his seat and walking away ignoring his noona's protest. "Park jimin! Why are you always bothering me and messing me up!?" Jimin groaned again as he was still in pain, he then glanced up and smiled "I can mess you up in more ways than one noona-" she took a deep breath and pulled her jacket up some more in the cold room "Geez this kid...just...what color do you want your hair jimin?" Jimin finally getting up seated himself in front of her looking at her threw the mirror seeing what color dye she had. "Hmm what about blonde?" She looked shocked for a second "Really jimin? You serious you've never went blonde before..you think the fans will like it?" jimin smiled at her from his view in the mirror "Noona, life's all about taking chances, plus if the fans don't like it I'll change it, they mean everything to me I'll do anything to make them happy." 

She smiled At this "I love how passionate you are about your fans and your work..." Jimin smirked "Are you saying you love me? Look I'm sorry noona it's only business between us." He said joking which caused him to get hit in the head "Don't flatter yourself you I would never love someone like you." Jimin would admit he was slightly hurt by this but he didn't want her to worry about it, he was used to it. "Ow Noona why are so mean...?" She ignored him and was about to put the dye in his hair before he suddenly got up and left the room. "Jimin?" She said looking confused she then looked at Jin who was also in the room who looked back at her angrily, she stepped back a bit offended "What? What did I do?"

After Jimins break up of course he was devastated, who wouldn't be after a break up with someone you truly cared for. He stopped eating, he cried more, he got angry more easily, lost most of his confidence to. Of course s tried to help him but nothing they said seemed to work, poor jungkook was actually to terrified to even talk to him none the less be near him he mostly explained later on that the reason he didn't want to be near Jimin was because 1 he didn't want to try to cheer him up or say the wrong thing and make Jimin even more sad or Jimin could take it the wrong way. 2 was because Jimin would get angry very easily over little things, over little things such as wearing his glasses to the point where he punched jhope. 

V also tried cheering him up in the best ways he could. Sleeping in his bed more often so he would have someone to sleep with but it only irritated jimin more, so he stooped. He tried paying more attention to jimin like trying to feed him snacks or trying to be clingy, but it only made jimin more angry. So eventually he didn't know what to do.

Jhope occasionally tried making him laugh or tease jimin about his height just to make him smile or laugh, it never worked he kept trying to make him laugh but it resulted in him getting punch in the face by jimin for trying to do something funny with his glasses, he never stopped trying to make jimin laugh...after all his name is Jhope and he didn't plan on giving up just trying not to take it to far.

People always said when someones down they probably just need a hug suga tried his best to be more affectionate but it just wasn't him so how was he supposed to comfort his friend. All he really did was get jimin things at practice and share his bottle of water with him, he didn't know how to act none of them did. 

Namjoon being the most logical one in the group tried telling jimin things that could maybe help him get better saying things like "Feelings are much like waves jimin....we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which ones we surf.." which is a quote he got from online but he hoped that the quote helped jimin and made him think a bit more after all it was true.

Jin, being the emoa of his group of course worried about him the most as much as a mother would so for her own child...seeing jimin sad made him sad seeing any of s sad made him sad, but none of their sadness ever lasted this long mostly because they all never had problems like this Jin certainly hasn't he was perfectly happy with his girlfriend. He would ask jimin to help cook with him so jimin could get his mind off things and focus on maybe trying not to burn the food. He would also clean up after jimin so he could rest more but jimin only took it the wrong way taking it as an act of pity towards him.

None of them knew what to do, I mean what could they do?

At the beginning of the year they had gotten new staff, and their was one particular staff member that had caught Jimins eye. Even after 4 weeks he still never talked to her didn't even look at her, nor did he know she had already known why he was depressed because of questioning the other members about his behavior, she had backed off from trying to communicate with him because she thought he needed some more time to himself. Yet when they came face to face she greeted him but he treated her so rudely even cursing at Her, but she let it slide just watching him walk away she actually wanted to slap the out of him for calling her such a nasty word, but everyone has hard times. The next time she spotted him she waved but she got a glance and a middle finger in return, he was watching her reaction to see what she would do but she just forced a small smile and waved walking off. 

Sooner or later it became a competition to see if he could piss her off and if she could hold her anger in, but eventually she let out all the anger she's been feeling inside for the past month. "You know what park jimin how about you get off you ing and stop sulking over some stupid girl who doesn't love you, crying over her is not going to bring her back or change her from the way she is now, maybe if you at least try to appreciate all the hard work your members are doing for you maybe you can be happy again knowing you seriously don't need someone girl to love you when your members are already giving you more love then you need now! So stop being so selfish and thinking everything is about you, other people go through this to!" She quickly shut when she heard sobs escape jimins mouth thinking she maybe said to much she sat down next to him and hugged him surprisingly he hugged back. 

Everyone was shocked when they seen jimin happily smiling like he did before the next day and they questioned him about it asking if he was okay but he just replied with "Why wouldn't I be ok?" What happened back stage between him and his noona was their secret, everyone just let it go he was happy again so why question it. 

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Jimin had told his Manger that he would be going for a walk alone he told his Manger not to worry because he would be covered up so no one would recognize him. Walking down the streets of Seoul it might sound stupid but this is the first time he actually looked at the city...I mean it was beautiful the way the sky was dim shinning different colors making the city look more Beautiful then it already was. He was happy he was...... why should he get so upset over someone not liking him? It wasn't a big deal right...."Right...it's not a big deal" he said answering himself.

He had been walking these streets for almost 2 hours just getting lost in its beauty. "Jimin!" Before he could turn around he saw his Noona running to reach him, she stopped when she was in front of him panting her hands on her knees. He looked surprised at first but it changed into a smirk "Noona if you wanted to tell me you loved me in a dramatic way you could've just said so, then we could've set the entire thing up like a drama." She stopped panting and laughed walking up to jimin and punching him again, His face scrunched up as he held his shoulder in pain "Noona! Stop hitting me!" "When you stop being stupid then I'll stop hitting you!" She yelled Jimin rubbed his shoulder in pain some more ignoring her remark "Why are you here?" He asked curiously "V said that the Manger said you've been gone for longer than your supposed to be and someone needed to find you. V volunteered but suga immediately protested saying he was dumb. So then Jin suggested me so....here I am, do you even know what time it is? I'm hungry and I had to choose you over my food." Jimin grabbed her hand and locked his fingers in between hers holding her hand and pulling her with him back towards their company, she didn't have time to protest she even tried yanking her hand out of his but he just held on tighter, so she just gave in. "Noona, you could've just said no"

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They had been walking for 30 minutes now and they were still a little far from their company. But jimin was enjoying his walk teasing and joking around with his noona, but his happiness was short lived "Jimin?" He stopped in his tracks as her heard that same sickening voice he used to cherish so much. Hesitant he slowly turned around "Y/N..." if he was honest he almost threw up looking at you, not because of the way it hurt his heart to look at you but because of the way it hurt him to seeing you looking the way you did....He couldn't help but notice you were all bones just a small skirt and a Small shirt on, "Y/N....oh my god..." She smiled at him and grabbed jimins other hand he could feel her bones on his hands. "I'm sorry jimin....I mean it...." Jimin almost wanted to cry at the site of her...when did she become like this? "I-" He tried speaking but she cut him off trying to pull him closer "Jimin....I've been lost without you baby....and I needed money-" that was the key word...money it was all about money soon his look of pity and sadness turned into anger and hatred. He yanked his hand out of hers "No," he said angrily "I'm not some toy you can just use and throw away when your finished." Y/N looked shocked but soon tears started coming down out of her bloodshot eyes and it made jimin hesitate to say more. "Please jimin I need more....I need to buy more...." she pleaded as she got on her knees, it made him think once more why she may be all bone.....was she doing drugs....was that the reason she seemed slightly different? Was that the reason her eyes were red? "Jimin....." jimin was snapped out of his thought as he heard his noona's voice, she squeezed his hand tighter in hers "Maybe....we should go..." Y/N Glanced at her and jimin seeing their hands locked and she got angry "What the hell jimin!?" She yelled making jimin and her jump. "Your giving money to her now! Your money is mine!" She accused Jimin felt his noona squeeze his hand even tighter before she stepped in front of his almost like she was protecting him. "I'm his girlfriend...." she said quietly but confidentiality and without another word she walked off yanking jimin along with her as she continued heading back to the company.

The next day jimin had asked his noona if she could dye his hair again since they didn't get to finish or even start before, thankfully she quickly agreed, none of them talked about what happened last night, but that doesn't mean they didn't think about it. But just like always his noona always said something to get him going for the day "Jimin, I think blonde hair looks good on you" he again did his signature smirk "Noona, about the other night-" she sighed and ran her fingers threw her hair "Look jimin...i won't tell anyone-" "What are you talking about? Noona I'm asking since when did we decide we were a thing?" She looked at him blankly clearly confused "Aww noona! Don't tell me you forgot!" Jimin whined loudly she was startled at first thinking that she maybe did something wrong "W-what?" Jimin pouted "You said your my girlfriend, is this you way of breaking up with me?" She punched jimin again and just like always he held himself in pain "Jimin, I'm not breaking up with you-" "Great! Then I'll see you tonight at 7!" He said immediately letting go of his arm like he never felt pain in the first place smiling from ear to ear kissing his noona on the cheek before she could punch him as he walked out of the room drying his wet hair with a towl. She stood their in utter shock as she finally came to her senses and covered her face in embarrassment. "Whatever...." she mumbled to herself Jungkook shook his head "You guys are seriously so disgusting-" "Yah!" Jin said smacking him in the head.

1 week later

"Noona~" jimin whined from the counter of the fast food restaurant making everyone look at him weirdly, she covered he face in embarrassment. Once jimin had sat down with their order she wacked him in the head with her hand. "Ow! Why did you hit me!" She huffed "because your yelling at me from across the whole damn place, people are gonna look are us!" Jimin smiled "Awww are you embarrassed?"

"Yes! Hell yes!"

"Your so y when your mad you know that?"

"Jimin lower your voice!"

"Ah, noona I wonder how you sound in bed-"

"Jimin, I will do anything just shut up!"

"Anything....?" He said wiggling his eyebrows her eyes widened as she quickly realized her mistake. "I mean-" "To late!" He said cutting her off "I want you to kiss me." She immediately shook her head he shrugged "...okay I guess I can just yell out how hot I think your is when you bend-" "Ok! Ok!" She whispers while removing her hands from , she kissed him quickly leaving him unsatisfied because it was just a peck even tho he wanted more, but he couldn't help but smile seeing how cute she was. "Noona....I love you." He said and it took her some time to believe what he said "I love you to...." she said quietly "What was that?" He said scooting closer to her "Yah!" She said trying to smack him but lucky for him he pulled himself back just in time. He wrapped her hands in his and smiled "I heard you noona." She smiled to, but her smile dropped as she her stomach started growling "Jimin, let my hands go I'm hungry and my fries are getting cold" he pouted "Your no fun..." She laughed and threw a fry at him "Whatever you ." Jimin was happy, he was happy what more could he say. He loved her......he had completely forgotten about Y/N I mean their was no reason for him to think about her anymore he had you someone more important to him than she was, someone that he could love and you would love him back, you to would always be together, you would see each other almost 24/7 the only time you wouldn't see each other was when he was performing. He knew that he could be truly happy from now on, he knew that you would always be by his side no matter what.

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