My Feelings
The Best ThingAmber's POV
I just completed my performance for Shake that brass and went to my room. I took my phone to call my manager but that's when I got a text from Top oppa. Yes we are friends and it's been a few years since we became that. I am someone who always like to make new friends and Top oppa became one instantly. Eventhough we are so different from each other somehow we clicked right away. I still remember the night when we first met. He was standing there all alone kind of spacing out. I recognised him right away but I wasn't sure so I approached him. When I was talking to him I could see in his eyes that he was feeling really lonely at that time and he looked really lost. That made me offer him that I would take him to the places in Palawan. After that day we never looked back we did became close.
But the down side is not many people know about our friendship. It was all oppa's idea, he wanted our relationship to be secret. It's not like we are dating or anything we are just friends but he don't want to take a risk with the Korean media. I was never a fan of this idea I'm not someone who likes to hide things and I even said the same thing to him. But what he told me after kinda shut me up cuz he told that he don't want to lose me and my friendship. He is really afraid that if the media knew about our friendship the fans wouldn't let me live. He may look brave on the outside but he's really paranoid when it comes to things like this. Well not only these he's scared of so many things especially the ghost in his dorm. So that made me accept his wish and it's not like we are unhappy or anything it's just our friendship only existed in our world. We do have so many wonderful memories and those are enough for me.
I opened his text and all that is written "Meet me,Hurry". This worried me a little bit because oppa can be really depressed sometimes and those were the times when he would send me messages like these. So I changed my clothes and went right away without even telling my manger oppa. I know where I have to go, we have this secret hideout
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