Moment #8
If Only It Wasn't You
*sorry i haven't updating. i've been sick. D: well, i still am. but i feel so dead in bed right now, i thought i'd update. lol. plus i've been racking my brains on how to get ppl to read my other fic. T_T*
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December 1
The season is changing already. It feels like fall never came. It feels like all of this is still just a dream that I am refusing to wake up from. Yoona is no longer in a wheel chair. She's healing. I can't say whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. When she is fully healed, will she leave again? Will this dream finally end? The coldness is creeping in and the loneliness is come threatening towards me.
December 1
The season is changing already. It feels like fall never came. It feels like all of this is still just a dream that I am refusing to wake up from. Yoona is no longer in a wheel chair. She's healing. I can't say whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. When she is fully healed, will she leave again? Will this dream finally end? The coldness is creeping in and the loneliness is come threatening towards me.
-Yoona-
I wonder when all this would end. I wonder when reality will break things apart again. Hwa Ran must be furious, probably even more so that I am out of reach. What am I to do when all the things protecting me is gone? What do I do when I have to go back to facing reality all by myself? Will he come with me if i asked? Would he stay if I begged? Can we stay in our dream if I said "I love you"?
Winter is almost here. It's right at the tip of our fingers.
I was watching reading a book in the living, when Donghae came downstairs.
"Hey, I'm heading out. I'll be back later. Miranda should be here soon."
Winter is almost here. It's right at the tip of our fingers.
I was watching reading a book in the living, when Donghae came downstairs.
"Hey, I'm heading out. I'll be back later. Miranda should be here soon."
"Okay, see you later." I watched him leave, but he didn't. He stood in the same spot and looked at me.
"Can I ask your permission for something?" He asked me with a gentle look in his eyes.
"What is it?" He walked up to the couch.
"I just wanted to," he started to say. Suddenly, he embraced me. It took me by suprise but I wasn't unhappy. I felt safe again, it felt so right to be in his arms. It felt like we lost reality and it will never catch up again.
-Donghae-
-Donghae-
We stayed there for a moment.
"Donghae..."
"Hmm?"
"Donghae..."
"Hmm?"
"Weren't you going somewhere?"
"Oh, right." Leave it to her to ruin the moment. I let out a little laugh. Upon hearing it, she giggled along with me. She probably knew what I was thinking. If I could let you in my head and show you all my feelings, I would. For you are the only one my feelings are meant for.
The door opened and Miranda came in.
"Oh hey Miranda. I'm heading out I'll be back later."
"Sure." She nodded.
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*sorry it's really bland. please bare with me. Sick D: i'll probably be taking a break from updating till my head stops pounding and this fever goes away. and my voice comes back. *
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