Chapter 1: [Okay. Start nonsense comment:]

Hello. Since it’s nighttime here, こんばんは

I just read this, and was kind of curious— was “zutto” also from Google Translate? If so, what did you type in to get it?

I’m sorry; I know that I’m probably supposed to comment on how touching the story is, but while I’ve only read three of your works so far, I feel like they are not as much the type I would cry over as much as the sort which calms me down...
Would you mind if I asked how you decide your endings? —and with what sort of an emotion do you write them? (Is it a sort of bittersweet release, or perhaps even ataraxy?)

Okay, I’ll shut up now.



P.S. 七 can also be read “nana;” somehow, that fits the image I’m getting a little better, but at the same time it’s a small matter and it’s cute either way. I would say it’s for future reference, but I don’t know if you’ll do anything like this again, so...
またね！

Hi there my friend! I missed talking you so I meant to surprise you by reading this fic. Who would have thought that I would be the one who's more surprised after reading? That it would be you who would actually give me what I want... You see, since April started I wanted to read angst, to have a real good cry over fanfiction. I know I am not actively searching for angst fics, I just pick what I read randomly and I found out that you had a submission for the NHE fest. Of course, I am curious to check this out...

I like how it all started light and sassy, with all the characters and the premise itself. You already set our expectation so well, made me fall in love with Chanyeol and Baekhyun even if I know what's coming. When the focus shifted to Chanyeol's, I knew you had a good plan but I also know that I am doing a good job of keeping my emotions at bay.. But when the notes and the letters started coming, it seems endless btw, I really couldn't hold my tears anymore, those are my weakness you know. Everything is so perfectly painful and hurting and crazy good. So before I knew it, my tears are already streaming down my face, and heck it's noontime where I am at, isn't it ironic to be crying now? Still i didn't care much cause I have to let it all go.

It's a good cry at the end, and while my heart bleeds for my Chanbaek, I'm still glad they met. I don't know if it's because of the fact that they already made me cry more than my other otps, but I can see that your writing is a very reason for it. It was heartwrenching but still beautiful in the end and I couldn't really ask for more. Even that ending was perfect. I sincerely wish for them to have a better afterlife or at least have that golden chance to see each other in this life before the next.

This is amazing dear! I'll put this under my favorite fics! You certainly deserve more love for this precious story. Thanks for writing and sharing this one. I hope to read more from you in the future... Good luck and gbu

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There are so many things i want to point out because this is just such a good fic but i really cant.... Im so emotional. That birthday scene, what yeol said he wanted for his birthday.... A lifetime.... God im close to crying.... I just want them to meet again.... Please god..... I want their souls to be bound.... They cant end this way..... Please....
THAT ZUTTO OH MY GOD it s because i knew what it meant before soo had to explain that my heart was in intense pain just from that.... Oh my god.... .......
OK ENOUGH LOOK I KNOW MY COMMENT IS STUPID AND LACKING FOR A FIC AS GOOD AND ANGSTY AS THIS ONE BUT I HOPE IM GETTING IT ACROSS HOW MUCH I ENJOYED THIS OK I LIKED THIS SO MUCH SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR WRITING AND SHARING THIS FIC I DONT KNOW WHETHER IM BLESSED OR CURSED BUT THANK YOU GOD...... huhuhuhuu let me run away in silence now bye huhuhuhuhuhu

Okay now im sad.... My eyes just legit glossed over and i was spacing out. This makes me so sad et at the same time so warm hearted too
Of course from the beginning i knew baek was doomed i wasnt really going to ask for a miracle i mean.... It was obvious from the get go that his condition was really bad even tho his sickness hasnt been named yet. That one month was even just a bonus, extra month. Holy im really so sad. I wasnt even angry at baek for wanting to just die already at the beginning because he obviously had no motivation at all anymore. And thats why i think it s so ing tragic that he found yeol (or yeol found him) because by then itd already been too late. Even if we try to imagine yeol having had courage in the beginning so that that one whole month couldve been theirs, it still wouldnt have changed thw fact that baek was dying. The sad truth the tragic truth is that no amount of love from either of them could have kept baek physically alive
Tbh most people would think it s unrealistic for them to have fallen in love in such a short time, esp for baek who seemed like he didnt care much about relationships and breakups. But for me it was super realistic and really had my heart aching, bec for someone like baek who had his days literally numbered already, to have suddenly found someone who gave him enough hope that he wss for the first time scared to die..... Of course hed cling on to that love for as long-- or as short-- as he can. And yeol who's known too, claimed that he wanted to be selfish and wanted baek to be his..... These two literally just met at the wrong time and THEN didnt have enough time.... Thats the tragedy here
Altho maybe looking at it it isnt as tragic as it is, because in the end yeol hasnt been throwing his life away just bec he lost baek. Instead hes living his life productively and happily helping those who were going through what he did and what he couldnt control.... Baek would be so ing proud of him 1/2

Chapter 1: I HATE YOU SO MUCH OMG! YOU MADE ME CRY AT 4 AM JHFSFHJK
YOU ARE SO HARSH WITH CHANBAEK. WHHHYYYYYY???? TT^TT *wipe snot and tears*
Will you ever write a happy ending? Will you? TT^TT

and I miss you so much too :") GOOD LUCK CHINGU (*^*)/

Chapter 1: Wow..this is really good! I love the concept of the story! (Although I thought that u are going to make yeol move on with someone else saying he's tired to wait or whatsoever..luckily u didn't..pheww >_<)

Chapter 1: SAENGIE! !!!! WTH DID YOU DO TO MY CHANBAEK? ! OMFG! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO MEEEE? !

Chapter 1: :'( I really like your story