Taeyong / Ten

I love you , even though I am dying inside

I love you , even though it’s killing me inside

I love you , even though it's hurt my self

I love you , even though I hate you

I love you , for all you have done, your failure , your happiness I want to be the part of it

I love you , even though the world against us

I love you , even though I still don't know what your feeling about me

I hate you , for giving all I have for you

I hate you , that I still want you even knew what you had done before

I hate you , for always thinking about you

I hate you , because I always forgave you

I hate you , for meeting you at the first place

I hate you , and it's killing me inside

Love hate relationship , I don't know whether it's love or hate that i'm feeling in my heart right now . I want to pushing you away just to pulling you again to my hug . I didn't even know who I am when i'm with you . this feeling is strange , what you've done to me actually? why I can't control my own feeling?

You hurt me so damn much , you take much than I asked . when will this end? untill you noticed me ? when ? untill I die ?

Look at me please , even just for once .