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I Miss YouJongDae’s POV
For the past few months my life is a living hell, as my Exes exposed our relationship in public by posting it online and I couldn’t question myself what’s their reason to do that, they will not gain any thing good but just to hurt me and themselves but still they did it, and that got me depress with not my usual self, I become moody and get mad easily with people around me and to my members which they understand and I’m thankful for them with that
I was busy signing a CD for a fan and after I returned it to her, a hand with a familiar warmth that gives me held my hand and handed a small paper underneath my palms, I looked up to her to see a familiar face; the woman I had one night stand months before, of course I will remember her because of her great personality when we had a short talk the next morning and after that we didn't have the chance to contact each other not until she showed up here in our fansign event with a worried expression that caught me off guard
“What’s wrong?” I asked as I hurriedly put the small paper on my pocket
“It’s an emergency.” She plainly replied before she bowed and left
I watched her retreating back and from that very moment I was disturbed and can't wait to see what’s on the paper, I have an idea it was her number but what I am most confused is what does she want to say?
After the event and while riding on the car, I fished out the paper out of my pocket and I’m right its her number, I called her immediately and she answer at the first ring, her voice was timid with a short greeting while I instructed her to go to the street where my manager will pick her up, they did meet and now we are sitting face to face in our dorm’s living room
“I’m pregnant.” She dropped the bomb on my head
“WHAT?” I asked in disbelief and I know my members heard it too since I knew they were listening from the kitchen
She felt silent but her eyes are not lying, I saw how sincere she was telling me the news but I also saw her fear; a fear that I believe what if I disregard the fact that I am the father of the baby she's having
“The baby is how many months?” I asked with my stern tone
“Almost four months.” She replied
I was silent still trying to comprehend the situation were I was about to get involve, this can sabotage my career and affect the members
“I need your help, JongDae-ssi.” She still managed to talk despite of her nervousness
I raised my eyebrow and fixed my body forward resting my elbows on my knees
“It’s money. Right?” I asked with my annoyed tone
All women are the same, needs you when they want something from you
“If this is just money for the baby, I’m willing to donate, Just don’t drag me into this silly mess.” I retorted to her sarcastically causing my members to went to us to ease the situation
Her eyes are shaking; and a tear slide down on her cheeks, women really knew how to use their weapon to men, they knew tears are always the weakness of us
“I’m not lying, You are really the father.” She still insisted as she stood up and her hands are clenching in a fist
“How would I believe that you only had with me? I met you in a bar and we did it. Do you think that you can fool me after we clicked on a small conversation in our one night stand the morning after. You think I would believe that you only had with me after that? I have been fooled for how many times by women like you but sorry I don’t give a this time.” I lost my rationale this time, knowing that I may be the potential father could really ed up my career
“What would I gain if I lied to you, of course nothing. But
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