After some hours , Taeyong woke up from his world . He was still in shock , he moved his head right and left but his eyes weren't focused on anything certain. He touched the wall and tried getting up only to fall back down. He put some more pressure and then he managed to get up, he frowned, tears were about to fall but held them inside  not  letting  any fall. He got a cold expression again and after  drying his hair, he got dressed and walked out of the bathroom. In the room there was no one , probably Doyoung and Johnny used Mark's bathroom, now they must be all in the kitchen eating. Taeyong got close to his bed and laid immediately , he looked up the ceiling and exhaled from the pain that left his body as soon as he stopped putting pressure on it from walking. Without realizing he fell asleep, but not for long since he was slightly shaken by his hand from someone. When he opened his eyes he saw Doyoung sitting on a chair next to the bed, looking at him , sharp eyes and serious face:

-What is it Doyoung? 

-Did someone touch you?

said Doyoung making Taeyong's cheeks turn red and his eyes become slightly teary. Doyoung's eyes widen, his lips pressing together and the anger building up inside him really fast. He got up and breathed through his nose, the breathing started to become hard and he couldn't stop walking back and forth:

-Take it easy Doyoung

said Taeyong and move his hand slowly to reach Doyoung but couldn't since the later was now few more steps away from the bed:

-Easy, I....I never said I didn't like it 

lied Taeyong to calm him down but he only managed to break the other in thousand pieces. Doyoung lowered his head and frowned his eyebrows , lower lip shaking before trying to talk:

-So you liked it...

said Doyoung without looking at Taeyong making the other lean his head on the side:

-Why you ask me if anyone touches me? Why you care ? Why you never let me hug or sit with anyone? 

Doyoung listened to him but said nothing, he approached  Taeyong's bed making the other try to half stand so he would be sitting but the pain on his lower back made him let out a small scream and clench his teeth while closing his eyes:

-He wasn't a gentleman as I see....wil you tell me who was it?

said Doyoung but got no answer , just a cold stare from Taeyong. He sat on the bed in front of him , crossing his legs. He was looking Taeyong in the eyes with a serious but also mysterious face:

-If I had the chance to have you, I would be more gentle , more caring 

said Doyoung and reached for Taeyong's jaw and cupped it in his hand, he tried pulling him close to his face but Taeyong resisted, Doyoung put more force to it making their lips come closer almost touching when suddenly there was a knock on the door making Doyoung get off the bed immediately and straighten:

-Yah! Come in the yard, we are all gathered there

it was Taeil, but soon his footsteps were less and less audible, he was walking away probably to go in the yard with the rest . Taeyong was looking at the closed door behind from where Taeil had just talked to them. As he got up , his legs felt weak, he was about to fall down when Doyoung quickly grabbed him by his arm and with the other hand being around his   waist holding Taeyong close to him. Taeyong had his eyes opened in shock and started breathing fast while Doyoung had his eyes focused on his. Taeyong looked up at Doyoung and nodded him with a smirk so Doyoung would let him go now. Doyoung kept looking Taeyong's eyes but then his eyes were focused on Taeyong's lips. He approached Taeyong's lips and exhaled on them:

-I know you will never let me touch you but if I ever get the chance , you will never regret it.

said Doyoung and slowly got his face away from Taeyong's and let him go before heading to the yard. Taeyong was looking at his back as he was leaving, he blinked and parted his lips, if Doyoung was indeed honest then maybe Taeyong found what he needed right this moment, someone to treat him better.