Its been a week since dara live in our house and i barely go there...i want to see her every time but i can't stand seeing her with that Donghae it hurts so much seeing her hug him although i didn't see them kiss but i think he loves her i don't know about her maybe damn this hurt ..

I hold my chest and lean on my chair closing my eyes 

What will i do for you to remember me dara ..

"Spacing out again?"..i look at the man who dare to interrupt my thoughts he smile like a fool 

"What you doing here..i thought you have business to do in new york"..i said and stand up grabbing the wine in my table and pick some glass at the cabinet i pour some of it onto the glass and give it to him

"hahahaha bad chaerin you really want me to go?"..he pout like a duck i look at him seriously he then turn to his serious mode what a great mood shifter 

"So?"..i ask coldly

"I postponed my work there..his back chaerin"..he said i sigh and drink all the wine in my glass 

"I know my man told me"..i sit across him 

"Whats your plan?"..he ask seriousness all over his face

"Nothing..besides dara can't remember me"..i look at him his face are not calm 

"let's go home Chae"..he said my cold expression change into said after hearing that "go home"

"I can't .it hurts"..i said and pour another wine in my glass and drink it all

"You know you can't just run...im i great fan of you two since the day you meet..protect her chaerin"...he said and stand up i was dumbfounded by his words is this really sungri i never see him like this he really grown up now i sigh 

He tap my shoulder i look at him he is again with his foolish smile

"Go home ok..we will wait for you i hope you don't forget what's the date today"..he stop in front of the door and look at me again

"Happy 5th anniversary to you two"..then he go out

"How could i forget "..i whispers then lay in the couch 

5 and a half years of being together...but not physically 2 and a half years of together 3years of suffering what a mess i don't really get the time to spend with her 

Im lost in my thoughts when i hear my phone ring i didn't bother to answer it but it's keep on ringing it irritates me so i answer it

"What do you want!"..i raise my voice a little using my cold voice

"Uhmm..im sorry to interrupt you chaerin-ah"..i froze i look at the caller unknown number that's right i don't have her number i didn't ask 

"How you get my number?".,i ask coldly can't really process wait how did she get my number and why is she calling me 

"I ..uhmm bommie give it ...im sorry to disturb you but chaerin-ah can you go with me.."..she said suddenly just a flash of light my heart softens im melting just like what she always did back then i sigh 

"Go..go with me grocery..to grocery"..why stater is she not feeling well 

"Where are they?"i ask maintaining my cold voice it wouldn't change 

"There not here yet..im.kinda alone..they sa