Its been a week since i saw her and know everything but...good luck doesn't seems to go on my side 

Every time i want to go to her i feel scared 

I don't know why maybe because i still can't accept the fact that im just no one to her now and she's with that Lee Donghae how do i know well im not Lee chaerin for nothing im still watching my girl  

god his a Lee but the hell i care all i care is dara there's so many questions bugging one of them is Does she love him already

Damn that hurts i still own dara...she's mine alone 

"Awww!watch your way!"..i stand up quickly and fix my clothes such a clumsy person 

"Your the one who's not watching!"...my eyes widen i went deaf of a second i know that voice i slowly look around 

"What the!!!"...i shout holding my face it hurt damn much 

I look up seeing a girl who's in missing for a decade its a decade for me i bit my lower lips controlling my tears 

She's much beautiful now her hair is still brown but its more longer now although she didn't get bigger her lips are still red those eyes i can't help but admire her my hot goddess

"ert!"..she shout again and im back to my senses she throw another book at me 

"What the!!!..for goodness sake stop!!"..i shout holding my nose damn it bleeds 

She look at me own god how could i control my self now i want to hug her i want to kiss her i step my right foot but i stop remembering her situation 

"Im not a miss dar"...i stop curse this tongue I'll change you 

"Im not darling"..i sigh wohhhh my face is burning its not me saying those lines to someone but she's dara 

"Not had?!!you stare me like you wanna rip my clothes i can file a case you know!!"..she shout  i raise my eyebrow at her 

File a case huh i look at her from head to toe she's cute my girl is still cute 

I have a idea

"You don't have evidence to prove that but i have one..."..i point at my nose she widen her eyes and bite her lips my god help me

"Im sorry i didn't mean to do that"..she said and touch my cheeks i move backward i might lose my control 

I look at her eyes i smile inside she's still my dara 

"Why are you smiling like that?!!"..she start shouting again so i hold  

"Can you just up..please"..i said looking at her eyes she nod i realise her 

I sit on a bench below a light post i wipe my nose damn so many blood 

"Here..im sorry again"..she handed me a handkerchief and sit beside me 

"Thanks"..i said i sigh and sigh and sigh

"You OK now"..i look at her she's still here

"Yah..you can go..you shouldnt suppose to be here its already dark your a girl and.."i stop because she's looking at me weird i gulp 

"Your a girl to you know so why here and what am i"..gezz she's still unpredictable 

"I like this park its remind me of someone"..i look at the sky and to her then stand up "i should go now..you should to" she nod and i start walking "oh by the way your so small you shouldn't be here alone haha"..i laugh and start to walk 

"Ahhh!!damn enough!!"..i shout in pain damn she never change i massage my arm she almost break it

"Who's small now"..she said proudly hands in her waist i smile my girl 

"Nice meeting you.."..i said and walk away but i didn't get that far when i hear her talking to someone i look behind 

I wish im the one hugging you like that i suddenly wipe the tears away your making me weak again baby...

"Come on chae its just a party!"..bommie whine in front of me stamping her feet