"Frankly speaking, despite being the least talented in the group , I somehow joined Big Bang. I'm very grateful to my hyungs for taking care of me even though I'm the least talented member in the group."

"I see. What's the next question?"

Voice in Seungri's mind

Seungri ah , you're really the least talented member in the group. Your hyungs did not stood up to defend and deny what you said and nobody bother to comfort you. After 10 years , you are still regarded as the least talented member of the group. Ha! What a failure you are!

Seungri POV

I had already accepted the truth that I will always be the least talented member in Big Bang.. Why will I still be affected when my heart is already numb to this obvious fact since 10 years ago? 

"He is not funny anymore."

Seungri POV

10 years ago , I spilled my hyungs secret on variety shows and I made many people laugh but I was accused as being rude towards my hyungs.

10 years later , I kept still and quiet during variety shows and let my hyungs spill secrets about me instead but I was accused of being unfunny.

What should I do to satisfy your expectations? Should I just die?

"Seungri does not eat with us."

Seungri POV

Hyungs , I do want to eat with you guys too but I couldn't and I'm sorry. I need to catch up with you guys. I need to go on business trips. I need to sleep a few hours in the small and tight seats on the plane. I need to travel non-stop to many countries. I'm so sorry that I was so busy handling my businesses that I could not spend much time with you guys but that's also the only way I can unleash my potential outside of Big B