Cold Youngbae
Please, love me again
The next day at school
[Inside the classroom]
Taeyang was chatting with Jaejoong and Yunho.
"Hey, Youngbae oppa!" CL called when she walk inside the classroom. "I didn't see you last night at Chansung's."
"I came. Ask Chansung and Jay."
I saw you, too, haven't I? Daesung thought, feeling ignored by Taeyang the whole time.
"I'll ask your forever love instead." Said CL and laughed, and Taeyang smiled bitterly.
And after a few minutes, the door opened and it was Seungri.
Taeyang was laughing chatting with the other guys ignoring Daesung, and then looked at Seungri who just got in.
At first his eyes get dark but switch with loving smiles after. He sit beside Seungri and smiled at him.
Seungri didn't feel right about it. Taeyang notice that, too, and put his arms around Seungri's shoulder.
He can feel his boyfriend feeling uncomfortable. "You don't want them to start gossiping about us, do you?" Taeyang ask in low voice.
He's a little upset that Seungri was feeling uncomfortable at him, so he let his arm go on his shoulder.
Seungri's POV
I'm walking through the gate of school right now.
I'm scared, I'm nervous.
I just hope the other guys last night didn't noticed what had happened at the party.
And what would I say anyway, if they ask, why me and Jiyong suddenly had gone too. I hope they wouldn't suspect anything.
I sighed. Actually, I didn't have much sleep thinking about what'd happened last night. Jiyong send me a message, apologizing for what happened, and I didn't reply. I don't blame him, anyway, for what happened, because I let him do it. I even hugged him back, too, but only because, I appreciated his sincerity last night when he asked for forgiveness. That's all.
And now, at front of our classroom door, I'm not sure why I'm feeling nervous. I breath out heavily as I open the door.
I'm surprised to see Youngbae happily chatting with our friends. Daesung hyung were there too, but Youngbae seems like not speaking to him.
I saw hate in his eyes when he saw me entered, and then smiled lovingly, and I'm astounded.
But then, I sit in the second row seat and Youngbae walks and sit beside me. I'm unknowingly, panicking inside. I don't feel right about it.
What was he up to, now? Glancing with hate in his eyes at me, and then smiled lovingly the next minute? Nice one! It makes me uncomfortable! He's still smiling at me staringly.
I don't like this. Then he nicely snuggle his forearm around my neck.
"You don't want them to start gossiping about us, do you?" He asked lowly, but sounded like a mocking.
So, he's just pretending to be nice. Is that's so?! I breathe out. I'm not sure why I suddenly feel angry about that.
"Hey, Seungri oppa," Lee-Hi called. "I didn't see your honey lemon last night." She asked, looking at Youngbae.
And they all laughed, except me and Daesung hyung.
"He came last night." I said. "Sadly, you hadn't watch some live drama with us." I joked.
I heard Daesung choked and laughed a little. I'm glad. Damn Youngbae making Daesung hyung feel like an outsider. But then, he glanced at me with pain and angry in his eyes, and looked away.
"Youngbae," I called.
"Shut up!" He firmly whispered.
"Please-" our professor came in, so I decided to shut my mouth.
After our class...
Youngbae pretending to bid me good bye, saying he has to go see Prof. Yang. Well, I don't buy it. I'm sure he just said that because the other guys were still around us.
"Youngbae hyung sure, is kinda scary for his coldness and playing nothing's wrong with the others." Daesung hyung said.
I'm only watching Youngbae now, walking fast... away from me. I wanted to cry right now. I missed my sweet Youngbae. It's been 5 days now since we're not speaking with each other.
And it's a lot more than that. It's the little things all through the day here at school.
Meeting at the gate before the first class, walking to classroom together with our arms around each other, going for walks on the park, gabbing on the phone every night before we go to bed.
Those little things... I missed all those little things.
I'm sure some of our friends were thinking suspiciously about us. Because normally, I surely will come with him coming to Mr. Yang or he'll ask me to go with him. Unless we're not in good term, like today.
At the campus, to where their so called territory.
They were all great in liveliness, because of last night party.
That is, until Baekhyun, sitting cross-legged on the wooden bench asked, "Hey, what do you guys think of Youngbae hyung and Seungri?" Baekhyun asked.
"Why? What's wrong with them?" TOP asked, though he knows why.
"Well, I heard some gossiping just now, about them looks like aren't in good terms." Nana said, unhappily.
"You mean Youngbae and Seungri?" Jaejoong said, chuckling. "It's not as if the first time we've seen them not in good terms together," Jaejoong said, winking at Nana.
"But aren't they look fine earlier?" Yunho said, and Jaejoong just shrugged his shoulder.
TOP weren't comfortable hearing gossip about with his best friend Youngbae. "I'm sure it's no big deal." He said lightly.
"Seunghyun is probably right," Bom said quickly, sensing TOP worrily face. "And anyway, what they do is their business. Right, Seunghyun?"
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