Chapter 25
UmjiEunha Pov,
After that last meeting with Yuju,she never come to see me anymore. Maybe she's spending her time with Chaeyeon. Why did you so sad Eunha? This is what you want right? For her leaving you and be with Chaeyeon. Don't felt sad because you'll be happy too with Jungkook
I look at my reflections on the mirror in front of me and saw myself in this white wedding dress,my face being make up,my lips has been apply with lipstick but why my forehead was frowning? Is it because I don't like Sana make up techniques? Or is it because it was Jungkook that I'll marry today not Yuju?
Once again I let out heavy sigh,I look down and to take a look at my chubby finger,it's not chubby anymore since I've been skinny lately. I lost my appetite in everything. I look at my cheek too,it's also didn't chubby anymore. Both of this cheek is used to be pinched by Yuju,after this I'll never feel that pinch anymore
Ugh! Why did my stupid eyes flowing out it tears? Don't cry Eunha,don't cry! Today is your wedding for God sake! Nobody cry on their wedding. Thinking about my wedding isn't enough to make my eyes stop from flowing out it tears,maybe my eyes was hoping for Yuju
I was about to wipe my tears suddenly Sana come into my room and got shock seeing me crying. She come toward me
"Why did you crying?" Sana ask in concern and I just hug her tightly. She's shock with my sudden hug but then she rub my back softly to calm me
"Stop crying Eunha ah,you still have a time to run away" Sana said and i take a glance on the clock that hanging at the wall. Yes it's still has about 30min before the ceremony start,I want to run away from here but what will Jungkook feel? His families? His parents? They'll got a big shame if I did runaway
"No Sana,I'll go on with this wedding"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes" Sana let out heavy sigh,tired maybe with my stupidity
"If you're insist to do so" Sana said and was about to fix my make up but I hold her hand
"Sana ah,I'm sorry for angry you that day. I'm just out of control,I felt so miserable that time. I'm sorry,I'm really sorry"I said with full guilty tone
"It's ok Eunha ah,I understand. I'm sorry to because interfering in your life business" Sana and I look at each other then pull into a tight hug
"Thanks for always be with me Sana ah"
"Yea, no problem. I'll always be here for you anytime and anywhere if you need me,hope this wedding Will bring a bless and happiness for you two ok?" Sana said while hugging me and all I can do is just nodding "Ok,let's fix your make up,it's ruin already. We don't want your groom seeing you with this ruin make up right?" Sana chuckling and fix my make up
Once she has done with her jobs,she's get out for awhile to finishing her unfinished work. But then I heard another clicking sounds signing someone open the door
"Why did you come again? Did you leave something in here?" I ask without looking at Sana direction because I thought it was Sana who are coming
"Yes,I leave something in here. Not something but someone" That voice. It so familiar with me,that voice is the voice that I'm dying to hear,that voice is the voice that I've missing so much. I turn around and saw Yuju was standing at the door with warm smile
"Y-Yuju? W-what are you doing here?"
"I'm here to take you from Jungkook of course,what else?" Is this girl crazy or something? How can she's smile so wide when say that?
"Are you crazy"
"Yes I am Eunha,I'm crazily in love with you and I don't think I can life without you by my side"
"Go away Yuju ah. Even if you can't life without me,there's nothing can I do about it now go please" I'm try to sounds like cold but it's fail,it's becoming shaken instead
"No,I'll not go without you"
"Just leave Yuju,Chaeyeon and Umji is waiting for you" I walk toward Yuju and push her out from the room
"No,they're waiting me to come with you" What?? Chaeyeon`s waiting for me to come with Yuju? Is that girl crazy? She's the one who come and begging for me to leave Yuju. Now she wants me to be with Yuju again? Seriously? What's gone into these people?
"No,Yuju. You must leave now. What will Jungkook family thought if they see you're here" I try to push her again but she hold my hands tightly then pull me into a kiss
I'm kissing someone on my wedding day,and that someone is not my future husband but my ex lover. I repeat my ex lover! I admit that I miss to feel her warm lips onto mine,her lips still feel the same,warm,sweet,gentle just like before
My mind told me to struggle in that kiss but my body working the otherwise,it's react to Yuju`s kiss. Our lips move harmonies following it rhythm. Yuju move her tongue to my close lips,asking for an entrance which gladly I give
Her tongue was exploring my mouth,she wrap her arm around my waist and my arm goes around her neck unconsciously to pull her more closer to me. All my organ in my body felt so tense toward that kiss,it's all gone wild
No matter how far I pushed you away from me,you still have this effect on me Yuju ah,how can I life without you Yuju. How? How will I be happy with Jungkook if all my mind,my eyes,my nose, my mouth,my heart was belong to you?
Remembering Jungkook names make me open my close eyes widely and pull away from the kiss by pushing Yuju away from me
"No,this is wrong. This is wrong" I muttering and walk backwards
"Eunha ple-"
"Don't come near me!" I said when I saw Yuju was about to walk toward me "Just leave me!" I shout at her
"No.Eunha I'll not going without you" she said firmly
"Fine,if you don't want want to go. I go" I said and was about to walk out from the room. Yuju hold my hand to stop me
"Why you don't want to come with me? Did you hate me already?" I heard she ask sadly make meet out heavy sigh
"No Yuju,I'm not hate you. I'm just can't come with you because I can't just leave this ceremony without saying a word. What will Jungkook,his parents,his other families member will say? It's enough Yuju ah,between us,there's nothing else left. It just a memory who left. And it'll always be that way" I can feel that Yuju`s grip on my hand getting loosen
"You always thinking about someone else feels but never once you think about my feel and my heart. If you already said so,there's nothing else I could say. I hope you'll be happy with Jungkook. Good bye Eunha" She said with clearly disappointed,sad,angry tone then walk out from the room
Once she has get out from my room,I'm falling onto the ground and burst into tears,why my life being this way? Why? Can't I just reach any happiness?
Ended of Eunha Pov.
Yuju Pov,
She has make a decision to not come with me. That's make me feel like want to shout in disappoinment. I take out my phone from my pocket and call Chaeyeon number. After a few rang,she pick up the phone
"Hello?"
"Chaeyeon ah,she didn't want to follow me" I said then burst into the tears. Chaeyeon was about to say something but I hang up first. I don't feel like wanna talk to someone right now
I can't see what else can I do at here,in this church. The place that will be a sweet moment for Eubh and Jungkook,here I am sitting at the middle row. Not far from the church door
While I was sitting,I just stare at the Father who'll announce Eunha and Jungkook as a husband and wife. Suddenly I feel a small poke on my thigh. I look at beside me and saw SinB was standing next to me with sad expression
"SinB ah, why your face so sa-" I didn't manage to finish my word when suddenly SinB hug me tightly
"I miss you Auntie" she's mumble into my dress. I just chuckle and carry her to put her on my thigh
"I miss you too SinB ah" I hug her. How I miss this kid,last time I saw her, she's a cheerful kid and always has naughtiness in her eyes but now,it only has sadness
"Where's Umji?"
"She's at home" SinB pout "Hey,why so sad huh? You'll get an uncle after this so don't be sad"
"But I don't like him" SinB said in slow voice
"Why? Did he gonna leave you right after he's marrying you Auntie?"
"No,he said that they'll bring me to live together with them after this"
"Then why so sad?"
"Because I want you to marry Eunha auntie,not him" SinB word make me chuckle
"Listen SinB ah,not everything we planned will come true"
"Can't you talk to Eunha auntie?"
"I've did it dear,but she still want to go on with this wedding. There's nothing else I can do" SinB pout even more when I say that
"Auntie,can I live with you? I'm sure that Eunha auntie will spend less time with me once she got married"
"You have to ask you Auntie first. Now go and sit at the front row,your auntie will be arrive in no time. I'm sure she want to see your face when she say her vow"
"Come with me auntie" SinB ask for Yuju to come with her
"I can't baby,I afraid my wound will be bloody back" SinB just nodding and walk to the front row with Eunha other close friend
I'm just smiling seeing SinB crossing her arms above her chest like she was sulking. How I wish I can take her as my daughter
I'm in my own world when I heard the church door being opened and reveal like an angel Eunha was walking on the aisle,she's so beautiful with that white pure dress,that dress fit her so well. I caught she's look at me but when I smile at her,she look away and focusing on Jungkook that are currently waiting for her in front of the Father
Jungkook is so lucky to have her as his wife. When Eunha has arrive at the small stage,next to Jungkook,I'm stand up and get out from the church. I can't stand sitting there and saw Eunha say yes to the Father,I can stand sitting there to watch Jungkook slide the ring around Eunha's finger and I can't stand sitting there then watching they sealing their promise and vow through the kiss
I'm walking out and heading to the river that it located not far from the church. I lean on to the rail then just stare at the calm water. Suddenly I heard a footsteps,I'm just ignoring it becay I guess that person just a stranger who take walk at this river
"Yuju" I heard that familiar voice,I look behind me and yes she's there. Someone that I know really well. She's standing there while spreading her arms widely gesture me to come into her arms
I wipe my tears and run into her arms to feel her warm. I can feel her hand softly rubbing my back to make me calm,and it's works,I felt more calm now. I pull away from the hug and look into her eyes,she also did the same. She let out warm smile at the same time
"Thanks you Chaeyeon ah"
"Your welcome" she said while giving me soft smile. Maybe the word is right
Seeing someone we love happy with someone else is already enough to make we happy. Even though we're not the source of their happiness,but at least they're happy.
THE END
Last chapter,check! Sorry EunJu shipper T.T I broke you ship. By the way,I'll make a sequel for this FF and it'll maybe post on tonight or tomorrow. Hope you guys looking forward of it ^_^
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