Still in Flashbacks,

Three month has passed and Yuju starts busy with her study,so she can't always catch up with Chaeyeon news. Chaeyeon heart never be in peace and calm because she still can't tell Yuju about her feeling. She tried to say out her feeling to Yuju through a phone call that they made before but every times she wanna say it,there's always has something bothering

So she decide to go and pay a visit Yuju at U.S.A. She has determine that she'll go and confess to Yuju about her feeling. She don't mind if someone call her desperate to get Yuju's love as long as she got what she want

"Chaeyeon ah,are you sure that you'll be fine if you go there alone?" Chaeyeon's mom ask as she watched Chaeyeon packing her thing

"Yes mom,you don't have to worry ok? Beside Yuju's there to look after me" Chaeyeon assuring her mom by sit next to her mom and hold her hands tightly

"But I've got a bad feeling about letting you go alone Chae ah" her mom said in uneasy tone. Chaeyeon's parents can't go with her to U.S.A because of their works

"Mom,it just a feeling"

"What about you cancel your journey to go there to next week? Me and your father are on a leave that day" Her mom suggest

"Mom,I've told you that I'm gonna be alright. Beside I'll having an important exam next week" Chaeyeon pursued her mom

"Chae,are you done with your thing? Your flight will be in 40min" her dad come to her room and told her

They've arrived at airport and Chaeyeon mom keep on pursued her to delay her plan to go to U.S.A to other day but being a stubborn Chaeyeon is,she's still insist to go on that day. Both of her parents can't do anything other than following her request

"Chaeyeon ah,be careful ok? If something bad happen to you,call us" her mom remind

"Mom,yes I know. You've told me that many times already" 

"She's right chaegi, you've told her that about I myself can't count it. She has grown up already,she can take care of herself,beside she's going to Yuju. You know we can trust Yuju" Chaeyeon's dad hug her mom side to calming her

Chaeyeon hug her parents and heading to boarding terminal. With smile on her face,she's walk full with confidence. She's going to Yuju,her Yuju

"Yuju here I come" she said to herself with bright smile,without knowing what will happen to her once she got to her destination

Airport,U.S.A

With a piece of paper in her hand,Chaeyeon pull her bag along the way out from airport. Yuju didn't know about Chaeyeon being in State for pay a visit her,since Chaeyeon want to make a surprise for Yuju

She get in one of the cab and heading to nearest hotel. She wanna get some rest and a refreshing bath first before she go and meet Yuju

As soon as she arrived at the hotel,she's sleep for awhile before taking a hot shower. She's preparing herself and take out the paper that shown Yuju's current address. With the taxi,she managed to arrived at Yuju's house

Unfortunately,Yuju's not at home that time because she's at her parents house. With disappointment,Chaeyeon walk out from Yuju's house area and to redeem her disappointments,she decide to take a walk and seeing State city night light

When she was walking suddenly she felt hungry,she then remembered that she didn't eat anything yet since she's landing,she want to eat with Yuju but Yuju's not at home. With pouting she patting her growling stomach and look around to find any stall at the street

After has filling her stomach with some food,Chaeyeon heading back to her hotel,want to get some sleep because she will go back to Yuju's house. On her way,she's bump into someone till make that person stumbling

"Omo! I'm sorry sir,I'm really really sorry. I didn't see you while walking just now. I'm really sorry" Chaeyeon say sorry in English

"What the hel- Oh so you're the one who bumped into me milady?" That guy turn around and was about to punch whoever who dare bumped into him but he's talk with soft tone when he saw the one who bumped her were a cute and fairy white girl

That guy was wiping his corner lip with his thumb. He's eyed Chaeyeon from head to toe with dirty look and smirk was playing on his lip. Chaeyeon felt uncomfortable with that guy,she's excused herself

"I'm sorry once again. I'll go now" Chaeyeon said while walk away but her way only got stopped by that guy tight grip onto her arm

"Wanna go already? Ow c'mon. Let's have fun first" that guy said while trying to pull Chaeyeon more closer to him but Chaeyeon struggling in his grip

"Let me go!" Chaeyeon scream but since there's no one at there,so nobody can't help her

"Shout as much as you want because nobody gonna help you!" That guy said while smirking

"Help! Help!" Once again Chaeyeon shout but once again too,nobody heard her

"Yow! I can see that you're having a great time there Mike!" Both of them look at the source of that voice and then they saw there's three guy with a muscle body walking toward them

"Sir help me sir!" Chaeyeon try to ask for help from the other three guy but it seems like her wish will not come true when she saw those guys was sharing a dirty look on their face. Chaeyeon can't do anything other than cry

"Don't cry my dear,save your tears for the pleasure that we're gonna give you later" one of those guy said make Chaeyeon cry even more

She kick Mike "main part" hardly make him groan in pain and his grip was getting loosen. Chaeyeon take this advantage to run away as fast and as far as she can

"Hey don't run!" She heard that guys was chasing her but she didn't stop. She's running even faster instead. She's running till she's hurt her ankle but she just brushed that pain away and keep on running

Bad was on Chaeyeon side when the alley that she took were heading her to death path. She was about to turn around and take another way but those guy already be behind her. A frightened immediately rushing in all over her body

"Wow! Your energy while running was no joke"

"Yea and I'm wonder if your energy will be the same while you're playing with us" those guy words only make Chaeyeon crying hardly

"Please,I'm begging to you. Please don't harm me,I promise that I'll not report you guys to police" Chaeyeon try to talk those guy but being a thug guy they are,police is nothing but a dust to them

"Police? Tch! We didn't give a ing care about them!" One of that guy said

"Don't worry,we just wanna play with you"

"Yea,there's no pain involve just a pleasure" that was the last thing that Chaeyeon heard from those guy before all of them was her one by one repeatedly

'Yuju help me. I need you' That's the words that keep on Chaeyeon say in her mind. Wishing for Yuju to come and help her but Yuju never come

With lifeless body and torn cloth,Chaeyeon walking heading back to her hotel. As soon as she get in her room,she walk into bathroom and turn on the shower before wetting herself under the cold water. Never once she thought that her journey to State will be the black hole in her life when she thought that's she's and Yuju will be together

Chaeyeon didn't got and meet Yuju while a week she's in State because most of the time,she use to locking herself in her hotel room and thinking about what will happen to her future and what will her parents said if they know about that incident 

When Chaeyeon was packing her things to go back to Korea. Chaeyeon felt her body was not in good condition,she's feeling unwell. So she decide to go to make a medical check up from a doctor. Then there she just find out that there's another life was living in her body. Miserable,scare,dirt,disappointment,lifeless. That's what Chaeyeon felt that moment

She tried to kill her child many times already but God seems like have something else that He create for that life. It's keep on save no matter how many time it's mom try to destroy it

Chaeyeon cutting all her way to communicate with both of her parents and her friends including Yuju. She's stay at State in the due of her pregnancy. With all the money in her account,she's survive living in State alone

After she's gave birth of her child in her room that she rent with low cost. She got a baby girl and she don't want her. She put her baby in a basket and wrote a letter for whoever who found her baby

She want to just put her baby at some random park but suddenly her humanity feeling was hitting her. And there's only one person that comes in her mind for her to leave her daughter with. And that's person is Yuju

She's walk in darkness with a brown basket in her hand to Yuju's house. Before she leave her daughter there,she's look at her baby who were still covered with bloods

"I know that I'm a cruel mother because I throw you out from my life but I'm doing this for your goodness. If you're living with me,your safety will not been guarantee. Don't worry,I leave you with someone who has kind heart. And someone that I love so much. If I can't have her love,I'll let you get her love" Chaeyeon said while crying and kiss her daughter small forehead before leave the letter under her daughter and knocking Yuju's door house

She run and hide behind the big tree that it's located not too far from Yuju house. She look at Yuju who are currently turn her head left and right to find the mother of that baby. Of course she can't see Chaeyeon there because it's dark that time

"Good bye Yuju. I hope you can take care of her" Chaeyeon said as if Yuju can hear her. Then she turn around to face her life,her new life

Chapter 17,check! Poor Chaeyeon T.T and so it's true that Umji is Chaeyeon daughter 😲

Sorry for any mistake *bow90°