“I’m sorry..”

That’s all that I can say now, a word I’ve never said to you before. For the lack of opportunity to meet you, for these lonely nights without me, for your precious tears that had fallen from your enchanting eyes, for not concerning about yourself..

I’m selfish...

I’m really selfish...

If I can turn back the time, I’d call you every minute to ask “have you eaten, yet?”. I'd pick you up every noon to having lunch with me. I’d spend my whole night to sleep beside you. I’d cancel those appointment to accompany you.

I’m stupid..

I’m so stupid...

I shouldn’t have rejected your phone calls. I shouldn’t have let you skip your dinner until I came home. I shouldn’t have let you sleep alone. I shouldn’t have let you do anything by yourself.

I’m sorry...

I’m really sorry...

But now it’s too late, Khun...