11. A Mess

the smile that ruined mine

The plan was simple.

I had to stay in the hospital until I was well.....obviously. 

At first they said it was serious and then it wasn't? 

I don't even know what's happening. 

I've been taking eye drops. 

My temporary blindness came from shock, so I'm guessing it's not that serious. 

I hope. 

 

He came yet again. 

But this time with his girlfriend. 

That was a surprise I didn't need. 

I wanted to throw something at them. Anything. 

Here I was such a pathetic soul, in front of my crush and my crush's girlfriend. 

What is this?

Punishment for my crimes?

They bought me jelly, and I just wanted to bring them karma. 

Anger stirred up within me. 

I suddenly felt my breathing becoming more and more inconsistent. 

I could barely listen to what he was saying: something about them dating and some accident occuring...them meeting someone in particular. 

'I need to sleep now....please leave.'

With that I cover my head with the blanket and try to block my ears. 

I just wanted to be left alone. 

 

I cried. 

Just a little. 

Yes, a selfish and conceited person crying because she can't get what she wants. 

I've made myself a mess.

 


NO ONE'S P.O.V

For the first time, Jieun could see beams of light appearing, she could see figures moving however nothing more than that. Her vision was blurry and after a week or so, she hated this feeling. She still couldn't do anything without assistance, she could never do things alone by herself. 

She was growing miserable. 

It was interesting how she hadn't heard from the that rich family yet. She had the card that the father had flung literally at her somewhere. But it wasn't like she was bothered, not because she wasn't bothered but because she didn't want to be. 

The good news was that she could go home now, since there wasn't much reason for her to remain in the hospital. 

 

'Hey darling~' 

Jieun had to prevent herself from rolling her eyes at her mother's tone of affection. She heard shuffling feet and was surprised was she felt her mother's arms around her. 

'Yah, please don't do that here,' she muttered. Though strangely, she made no action to push away her mother's arms. 

'We are here to bring you home!'

 'Huh,' Jieun scoffed. 

As her parents began cleaning the room, Jieun went to the bathroom to get changed and get a breather. Why was her parents here? 

 


AUTHOR'S NOTES: 

I'm back.

Finally back - after a couple of years. 

Can't promise that I'll be staying for long as there are new things in my life. But this one was written quite a while ago and was left as a draft for I'm not sure what reason. 

I logged in for the sake of getting some nostalgic vibes (which I definitely got) and was shocked to see people subscribing to the story - not idea how long it was but still what a surprise~ 

Anyway I hope you enjoy this update (not planned at all) and honestly, do have the desire to at least finish what I started. :))))

Thank you all for reading this and hope you have a wonderful day~

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Alice_chan93 #1
Chapter 14: is okay authornim, stay healthy n hope u will update soon. tq
aneyeos
#2
now i totally found something good with myungsoo and iu as the leads!
inspirit0712
#3
Chapter 10: Thanks for the update. I wonder who that person is. Maybe the second male lead who will make Myungsoo realize that Jieun is the one for him. We will be waiting for the next one.
nana0415 #4
Chapter 10: Thanks for the update..cant wait to read the next chapter^^
deadmoon
#5
Chapter 8: Thank you for the new chapter~
nana0415 #6
Chapter 6: Please update soon^^
RinaAmalia #7
Chapter 6: I like the story, i will wait the next chapter
inspirit0712
#8
Chapter 5: I love this story. Maybe i'm not a normal person because i like angst and somehow, this story is somehow similar to my own experience..falling in love with your bestfriend who is certainly inlove with someone else.. I can relate to Jieun's character a lot.. Thanks for writing this story..<3
byeollie
#9
thank you for keeping infinite/myungsoo tag alive as well. i remember there were handful of stories that ship iuxmyungsoo but i see none these couple of years so this is definitely refreshing. gotta sub to this!
sushi_pilsuk
#10
I like angst, so this story is just my style haha
Well, I hope jieun will open a new page in her life and try to make new friends. She can't possible stick to Myungsoo all her life, having friends is one of the most precious things in life.