5 years later

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nan sumswigo sipeo i bami sirheo (I want to breathe, I hate this night)
ijen kkaego sipeo kkumsogi sirheo (I want to wake up, I hate this dream)
nae ane gathyeoseo nan jugeoisseo (I’m trapped inside of myself and I’m dead)
Don’t wanna be lonely
Just wanna be yours

wae iri kkamkkamhan geonji niga eomneun i goseun (Why is it so dark where you’re not here?)
wiheomhajanha manggajin nae moseup (It’s dangerous how wrecked I am)
guhaejwo nal nado nal jabeul su eopseo (Save me because I can’t get a grip on myself)

nae simjangsoril deureobwa (Listen to my heartbeat)
jemeotdaero neol bureujanha (It calls you whenever it wants to)
i kkaman eodum sogeseo (Because within this pitch black darkness)
neoneun ireohge bitnanikka (You are shining so brightly)

geu soneul naemireojwo save me save me (Give me your hand, save me save me)
I need your love before I fall, fall

geu soneul naemireojwo save me save me (Give me your hand, save me save me)
I need your love before I fall, fall

BTS Save me

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He listened to the song on the radio in his car. The lyrics was too deep which made his heart tighten. His eyes get teary.

He took a deep breath and continued driving. A few minutes later, he park his car on the side road. He got down from the car and walk to the main gate.

"Afternoon Miss Katy," he greeted the lady at the gate
"Oh Mr. Tuan! I thought you came already. She just left a few minutes ago. I'm sorry, I thought she left with you," the lady sounds shocked and worried 
"Oh its ok, I think I know where she is. I will find her," he assured. He bid a goodbye to the lady and ran to the park, not far from there.

He ran slightly around the park while his eyes sharply searching for her. Then his eyes landed on a figure, playing on a swing. She looked upset. He tiptoe silently from the back, and closed her eyes his his big palm.

"You are late again," she mumbled while crossing her arm.
He put down his palm and knelt in front of her. He sighed a bit and looked at her eyes. 

"You know it's dangerous to be here alone right?" he asked
"I thought you gonna apologize," she complained 
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry dear," he apologized sincerely 
"Nah i'm not taking it anymore," she looked away, still crossing her little arm
"Princess, Appa really sorry. The meeting finished a bit late today. Please forgive me, baby. I will treat you an ice cream, I promise" he tried to persuade her.
"Promise?" she pointed her pinky finger. He took it with a smile. He love that she took her omma big bright eyes and cute pouty lips. She's too cute when she's mad and upset. But its not like he purposed to come late.

She opened her arm to him. Understanding the signal, he spontaneously scoop his daughter to his arm and carried her to the car.

"Appa," she called
"Nae," he answered 
"Can we stop at the cemetery for a while, i havent been there for a while. I miss her," she told him with a sad tone. He nodded to her.

They stopped at cemetery for a while. He let her went alone, not mind to accompany her. From the car, he saw her little lips mouthed something to the stone happily, assuming that she was telling a story. Its like a b