So, its finally come down to this. The selection process for who will debut. On one hand there is Twice which was put together recently as a girl group by JYP or me who was has had a shaky run upon the path towards this dream. To be honest I don’t really fancy my chances.

Twice are charismatic funny kind and talented. While I’m on short end of the straw with only my looks and voice to give me this chance.

I shook my head before looking ahead of me again, ‘I shouldn’t have thoughts like that. I need to be confident. I thought to my self before solidifying my resolve and tuning back into what CEO Park Jin Young was saying again.

“Now I want you guys to know that I think all of you are talented in your own little ways and I don’t want you to think otherwise if you’re not chosen to debut. Everyone nodded. While looked over at Tzuyu as she looked back and gave a small smile and nod which I returned happily. This was probably because I’m closest to Tzuyu out of anyone else in JYP because we became trainee’s at roughly the same time and had to rely on eachother often for motivation or support.

“Now I have chosen Twice to debut” CEO Park Jin Young said with a small smile aimed towards them. My whole world crumbled at that very moment, I wanted to be happy for the girls but… I just couldn’t think properly. I quickly regained control of facial expression and offered a smile to the girls and congratulated them. “Jaehyun-ah” CEO Park Jin Young said as I turned towards him. “I hope you will continue to train for the next opportunity debut, you’re still only 16 and have time to become an idol. My brain was split, on one hand I wanted to give being an idol another shot. But on other I don’t know if I can afford to spend that time again just for it to be wasted. Plus there is always the possibility for me to switch to a smaller company to try and debut faster. I’m sure they will take me with