This is a story about myself who was trying to find myself but accidently have a connection with a famous idol BTS.

The story started when I was walking and walking among the darkness for my part-time then my happy time asked me am I really okay , It asked me then i realize that I'm so afraid to be alone still , I hold a flower tightly in my hands so I can meet my shining knights.  

I always remember the fifteen years old me who didn't have anything and the world was so big, I was so small now I can't even imagine myself who used to have no family but only a brother who was taking care of me until I was big enough to take care of myself. 

Love you my brother , thanks to my brother , I now know the meaning of family so I like having a family especially a family like you but you know , sometimes I really really hate myself , to be honest , quite often I hate myself , when I really hate myself i go to Hangang and I just stand there with the familiar darkness. 

I like to stand in the darkness because sometimes in the darkness , people look happier than the day. Everyone else knows where they're supposed to be but only me who was walking without purpose   

In the darkness I always wondering where have my brother go and what is the purpose or meaning to my existence and since then I decided to fin