I've loved Jonghyun for as long as I can remember, and I know he loves me back... but the only problem is.... It's not the same kind of love. Our bond is special, but we can never be together. I'll stay with him for as long as I can live, even if it's only for 12 years in this world. Being with Jonghyun has changed my life and I want to spend every minute of my life with him. Now that he's in Teen Top, he's known as Changjo and we hardly have any time together anymore. However, he's coming home for Christmas and I get to see him once more. I can't wait to see him come home.