I never expected anything. He was my sister's friend. My senior in school. Someone who would never see me the same way I did. I had this small crush on him. He was nothing like everyone thought. He looked cold and intimidating, he really wasn't. He was secretly a dork. My heart flutters with everything he did, the way he would laugh silently to himself, the way his lips curled into a small smile. He made me happy, sad, jelous, worried, and he did it without trying, without knowing.

I knew I stood no chance with someone like him. He had the looks, the personality, the- everything, he was perfect. I knew there wasn't any possibilites, I thought I did. Then he started talking and hanging out with me more. I couldn't help but fall hard for him. 

He would've never knew, but I wanted to get it off my chest. I was leaving anyways, what was the chance of us meeting again? What was the chance of him liking me back? Most likely zero. He once mentioned there was a girl he liked. He was her senior, she was beautiful, kind, caring, smart. She never realized she had all these qualities, she never saw the way others admired her. She was every guys dream, every girls role model, she was perfect. The feeling of jelousy stirred in me as he talked, but I held back from saying anything dumb. Of course a guy like him would like a perfect girl. They must be a match made in heaven. 

Another day he told me he was going to ask the girl he liked out when he graduated. For once I was glad I was moving back to my birth country, at the end of the school year. I haven't told anyone yet. Unlike me, my sister had decided to stay and graduate highschool. 

"Mi!" a voice shouts from behind.

I whip around, "oh, hey Hun." 

"Ahhh what flowers should I get? Pink and white or lavender and white rose?"

"For what?" I frowned

"For my lucky girl." oh.

"Lavender? I heard it means love at first sight....." I trail off, as I reached up and pulled my pony tail out. I tried to smoothen my hair without looking. Sehun suddenly raised a hand and combed it through my hair. I freeze in place, caught off gaurd.

"So lavender, I want the ones with lavender tips." he hums. I nod as I move on to my next class. "What class do you have next?" he asks as we brushed past all the other students.

"Socials with my favourite teacher." I say, being slightly sarcastic. I hated my socials teacher, she was a terrible teacher, no one knew what she was teaching. 

"Aw our baby's mad, should I buy you bubble tea to cool that fire?"

"My world does that revolve around bubble tea, and go to your next class already." 

He pouts and runs off as the bell sounds. A small smile makes way to my face, "idiot." 

There was only a few days of school left, and I'll be off and gone from this stupid school, full of stupid teachers.

And also only a few days left with him. I was leaving the day he graduated, I was glad I chose that day, I didn't want to be there when his lucky girl says yes. 

I should've never fell in love, it hurts, it hurts and I could do nothing but hurt.