The Promise

-Hansol’s Yuta

Yuta’s POV

I am really happy for my debut.

But there is something deep within my heart that is missing.

And I know what is that something.

“Yuta, congratulations on your debut.”

“My Hansoruuu, thanks”

I hugged him tightly…as if it was the end of the world…

We both know the reason why this happened.

/flashback

“You, the both of you” said with a loud voice

“How dare you displaying your gay acts on public. Aren’t you ashamed of yourselves?”

“we…”the both of us stuttered

We both don’t know what to answer.

“You leave this office, immediately. I’ll be thinking of what to do”

We left the office…

“Yuta, don’t worry. Your dreams wouldn’t be shattered. You’ll be debuting, I promise.” He said as if he is not worrying.

Hansol is trying to be the best man… the manly man he can be in front of me…

But I know deep within his eyes…

That he is scared and worrying just like me…

“but hyung? I am really sorry. I should’ve  not done that.”

“Yuta, don’t”

“what, ‘don’t’”

“Don’t think kissing me is a sin. We both love each other that’s why we did it. So don’t put a blame on yourself. Trust me. Everything will be fine.”

He held my hand and caress it. To assure me that everything will be fine and to show me that in his hands I’ll be safe.

/end of flashback

As we let go of each other embrace, I feel like something will change with the both of us.

And I don’t know what it was.

Tears started to fall in my eyes.

I know we will be separated for awhile(?)

“Yuta, don’t worry. I’ll be watching your performance”

“You promised”

“I promised”

*pinky swear*

He helped me arranging my stuffs since I’ve been moving to another dorm.

“Hansoruuu”

Then I rest my head at his broad shoulders.

“hmmm”

Hansol answered to me cutely

“Can you go with me?”

“You know, I can’t”

“I’ll be missing you”

“I’ll be missing you too”

He suddenly kissed my cheek.

I felt my cheeks heated.

I blushed hardly.

“You, you’re such a tease” I said to him and kissed his lips

Hansol kissed me as if he is a hungry beast.

I kept with his pace. This kiss wasn’t like the usual.

It is more intense. It feels like Hansol is in thirst.

I don’t know what he is into but I just let him.

And he suddenly break our kiss.

“Yuta, I think you should be going”

“but I don’t want to go”

“Yuta, this is what’s best for you”

Little did I know that will be the last time I’ll see him.

NCT 127’s promotion has been a very busy time for me.

In every performance, I kept on looking for Hansol but I haven’t seen him.

I feel very sad, he promised me.

/hansol’s pov/

“Yuta, you really shine the brightest in the stage.”

“I love you so much. Goodbye.”