Be strong enough to let go

And patient enough to wait

For what you deserve

-anonymous

January 1th 2014

"Confirm Im Yoona is dating lee suenggi

SM Entertainment have confirmed popular girl group member im yoona from SNSD is dating Lee suenggi. The agency say they have just started seeing each other and ...
"

L lower the newspaper in his hand and took out his phone

To dongwoo

Hyung, you are close with Hyoyeon noona right? Is the dating news real?

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" yoong are you ready?" Taeyeon ask as she peek into the room and yoona pretended to cover herself " unnie privacy!". " you are dress so stop acting and hurry up we are late ". Yoona lower her hand and grab her handbag " Okok I'm ready" and followed her leader out of her room." You know I don't understand why they have to have this party … they should just allow us to celebrate at home or something "yoona comment to Taeyeon as they reach the living room. Taeyeon nod " I know right  … Ok now 1, 2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 good all here let go" . The 9 girl exit the dorm and to the van waiting below.

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Music? check
Wine? check
fancy decoration? check

SM new year party was already pack as they arrive and loud music greeted them. Soon the 9 girl were drag by different people to talk. Yoona was surprised to see Woolim Entertainment artist here but remember that they are a subsidiary of SM now.

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" so this is sm party " sungyeol say to Myungsoo, his eye scanning the place as the two stood in one corner, the rest of the the member deserted them when they arrive " look like fun " he continues. " it just like any other party we been too " Myungsoo reply taking a sip of his wine and sungyeol shake his head" Ya but girls are pretty, let go ask them for a dance ". Myungsoo eye automatically connect to a girl dancing with a guy" maybe later ..."

He look as more guy approach Her. That it! He need to rescue her! He starts to make his way over but stop. She looks happy. He back off, look like she does not need rescuing after all. He took another sip of his wine. So what if she surrounded by Guy? Not like he should care

" hyung did you just growl?"

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Another pair was dancing at the opposite corner but instead of the typical slow dance, they are more of trying to outdo each other with powerful move

" hyoyeon Noona you are good " howon say, abit breathless due to the intense dancing. Hyoyeon smirk " I know " .Howon smirk too when he realise a certain raven girl looking at him . He knows she will fall for his move. Now she will walk over, he will explain the misunderstanding, offer to dance and they will hold each other and ... Oh she coming here. Howon tried his best to appear cool as she approaches

3...2...1

" hyoyeon I'm looking for you! Come here for a moment "

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Myungsoo walk around trying find his faithful member that leave him all alone." Im not drunk ...in really not " that voice caught his attention however and he turn. " yoona was walking unsteadily in his directions. He makes his way over, seeing she going to collapse soon. A guy suddenly blocks his view of her " yoona? are you ok " " I'm ok … I'm not drunk “. The guy laugh and hold her " come “. Myungsoo manage to have a good look at the guy as he turns. He doesn’t recognize him as any idol but he doesn’t like him already, not with the way he staring at yoona like she some kind of prize. " excuse me " he interrupted and gently pull yoona toward him " I see my friend is drunk I will take care of her " he says politely yet hinting that it will be unwise to contradict him. The guy look challenging at him " so what I'm her friend too”. Myungsoo stare him in the eye " I'm close to her and she didn't mention you before " after a few tension few second with both staring at each other, the guy back off saying he need the gent.

Myungsoo look at yoona which is leaning against him for support

"what am I going to do with you "

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" hey " howon shouted as he felt red wine splash on him. He turn and freeze " yuri ?" " Im sorry ...reall .. y" she slurs her word and howon become concern " are you drunk? " at this word Yuri become agitated " drunk? No I'm not drunk " "okok you are not " howon calm the girl down and steady her before she could fall. He put her arm around his shoulder

" what am I going to do with you "

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" you know yoona ...can I call you that?"  Myungsoo say to the girl his back." I was happy when I know the dating news is fake " no response from the girl " why did you drink so much? " he questions again but continue as he knows he will not get a response " are you unhappy?" He pauses to look at the girl. " I just want you to be happy ..." Myungsoo whisper " and maybe one day I will be the one that is lucky enough to make you happy " .yoona look up suddenly , making Myungsoo jump " yoona ?! You heard? What I say is just nonsense " he say frantically and yoona response by puking all over him

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" you are heavy " howon huff as he supports yuri " how do minho carry you? " " I'm not drunk " yuri say and howon smile " I know you are ... You say you are not drunk when you are ... I saw that from a show "he almost falls as yuri stumble " hey just a few more step” he says after regaining balance. Yuri only look at him but this action alone causes him to smile " you are really pretty ... Minho is a lucky guy ... Be happy with him ok?" Howon ask and whisper the Next part " so that I could move on from you ..."

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" there you go " Myungsoo say after settling yoona at a couch in the dance studio SNSD member frequently use. He took off his jacket and after making sure is puke-free cover her with it. He turns to leave but hesitate. After a few minute of debating with himself he turn back and walk to yoona , kneeling down so that they are of eye level .Before the last bit of courage could leave him . He bent forward and place a gentle kiss on yoona forehead. He stands up again and say one thing before walking away

" maybe one day you will dance with me ..."

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" here " howon say as he helps yuri into the room " just rest here for now ... Wait yoona " howon say in confusion " why is she here?  This jacket? Myungsoo !" He scratches his head " so where can I leave yuri now " he places her gently on the floor and search around the room soon he makes a soft layer fill with random thing and place yuri on it " this will have to do for now " he says and like Myungsoo place his jacket over her. He brushes her hair before leaving the room


January 2th 2014

" eh?"yoona say rubbing her painful head " what am I doing here?”. She looks around and recognise the place almost instantly “Dance studio? but I’m in the party how did i? wait … yuri unnie?” she shakes her unnie after seeing her in the floor. “ unnie wake up”. “ yaya okok yoong I’m up just wash your face first” yuri groan and remain in her position.

“ unnie we are not in our room “

“What?”

This statement was enough to make yuri sit up. “the dance studio?” she asks after realizing where she is. She looks at yoona “why are we here?” “that what I like to know too “ yoona respond “ you remember anything ?” . Yuri shake her head “well I remember the party … dance … wine …you? “ yoona shrugged to indicate she too have no idea. she look at the jacket that covering her now and smile “but unnie I guess someone kind enough to help us after we are drunk” yuri look at the jacket that covering her too “ ya …”

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“spill, it just us two now “ howon say as he sit next to Myungsoo. Myungsoo feign ignorance “what “. “I saw your jacket with yoona so spill” howon demanded and Myungsoo retort “if you saw that mean you are with yuri too so you spill “. Howon keep quiet after that. “I’m giving up, he says after a moment “and Myungsoo just say simply” I want to give up too but it not that easy…”