"Don't frost your heart hye, let it melt..."

i was standing at the front of the library waiting for Joshua to pick me up for lunch where suddenly i saw a couple sitting in front of the entrance's stairs talking about where will they have their meal for this lunch, then i saw a guy standing not far from me waiting and holding book for his gilfriend while she was looking for something in the phone. It sounds weird when a person like me loves to watch the warmness of a couple especially an old couple but unfortunately i have fear in having a relationship.