Hi guys, this is basically a recap of my life. At the time, I was your typical ... normal ... I was an 18 year old girl (20 in Korean age) haha. I am in a kpop 4 girl group called, MONSTER. I honestly don't get why we're called Monster, since our members don't look scary but I guess I just have to follow the companies orders. This is going to be a recap of my life within the kpop industry because unlike what fans see, there is more than meets the eyes. Although, it's true when people say that "the industry eats people alive," I never thought people meant it literally. Hopefully, through this diary of sorts, I'll be able to reveal the true nature of this industry. 

that's about it for now I guess. Well then, come back for another update on my life. I'll try to update this as often as I can but you know... Life as an idol is hard work.