Jackson’s deprived for love. Every time he fall in love. He was always not enough. In the end his feeling would be crushed over and over again. He wanted love. But why was it always hard? Why does he have to suffer?

There’s cold and ignorant Jinyoung, divorcee lawyer, who was the first guy he fall in love madly with, who he gave everything to, but had broken his heart more than he count.

There’s Mark who was his ex boyfriend after Jinyoung. Kind and understanding but he was playboy, freeloader, who received everything Jackson offered but in the end cheated on him, on his bed, in front of his eyes, having in front of him with another girl and without having guilt or what so ever he called him to have . And he wasn’t biual! He was purely 100% gay! He hates the thought of sharing bed with another girl. And most of all he doesn’t like to share!!

And there's Youngjae, bipolar, sweet yet demanding guy, who always make his heart confused! His best friend ever since University, a colleague. He didn’t even know he likes Youngjae as individual guy or as a friend. Of course he was interested in Youngjae ually. But the problem is he doesn’t know what this feeling is. It was very confusing one time he want to be his friend, or one time he wanted to be his lover and protect him. But Anyways he was off limit, he had no choice but to give up as he had boyfriend who had not so long time to live and plus who was really scary! Looks can kill.

And why all these three make his heart go on roller coaster ride? Every time? Who are they making him suffer all the time? Hot then cold behavior. On and off relationship. Confusing feeling of not knowing what his feelings were. He was going to move one every one of them but now they’re all counter attacking him? At the same time! What was he supposed to do!!!

"They all decided to kill me. I’m telling you! My life is stressful enough and I don’t want anything to do with them."

But there’s a guy saying he divorced because of him. And a guy who said he would give him everything and want him to leave to another country. And there’s a guy who needs him to be with him more than anything in this world.

What was he even supposed to do?

-Jackson.