''Why? Why must I born in this world?’’ Jung Kook thought in his mind. Lying on his bed late at night. Every now and then, Jung Kook had thoughts of killing himself. He really did. However, he can’t. He tried many ways to kill himself. Walking on to the road and get killed by a car, jumping off a building, injecting poison or even run away from home and starve to death. Sadly, he could not do it. He didn’t had the guts.

Every night, Jung Kook dreamed of things that could make him happy. He was totally depressed. He dreamt a lot. He being rich, famous or having a beautiful girlfriend by his side. All these dreams make him happy I guess.

But why did Jung Kook became depressed? It all begin since he was 12 in grade 5….