We we're on our last concert MADE US tour in New Jersey. From on stage i could see an ocean of yellow lights in front of me. Thousand's maybe more fans are coming to our show. I felt proud, proud of my fans, our fans. They shows us a lot of support. I'm happy with them, we love our VIPs so much. But instead of all that, I felt scared, yes, I'm scared of my fans, our fans.

Back to our hotel, in my shared room with my lovely oppa, my sweet dragon, Kwon Jiyong, I felt tired and weak. It's when that thought crawl back to my head. I sigh while lying on the bed. Jiyong noticed my weird face. 

"Baby what's wrong?" Jiyong asked me with care.

" Hmm...nothing."  I answers blankly looking at other side avoiding his eyes. He then crawled into the bed, cupped my cheek and caress me lovingly. He then turn me to look at his face. 

"Don't lie to me baby, I know something is bothering you rights?? " He smile a little.

" please tell me what is it?"..

I turn over and snuggle Jiyong's chest. Hug him as tight as could and let go of small sobs.

"hey..hey.. Baby why you're crying? Did oppa do something hurt you?? ". Jiyong said worrying while tried to loosen my tight hug. I shook my head and tighten my embrace. He give up.

" no oppa, I love you. You didn't do anything hurt me". *sob *sob

"I love you too baby.. Sooo...sooo..much". Jiyong now caressing my hair and ask me softly.

" Then why you're crying? ". He let go of sigh.

" I'm worry you know, please tell me my baby, what's been bothering you??". 

I..ummm... I'm scared oppa". I'm sobbing more now.

"why..?" Jiyong tried to hush me.

"What you scared off?."

"I scared of our fans, our whole world VIP. What if.. *sob...what if they knew that we're truly dating, what if they hate and reject our homoual relationship. I'm scared reading all those comments that state they will actually kill themselves knowing us like this. I scare imagine that we could be the reason of somebody's death. I care about the, care aboit how they feel and moreover how G Dragon's fan feels". I loosen my embrace and facing my lovely boyfriend's face right now. He just bit his lower juicy lips and keep silent.

Jiyong's POV

I just keep silent upon hearing my baby's confession. I understand his feeling. I also have this damn feeling in my heart. I took a flash when rumors about me and Kiko are spreading, it do hurt my feeling when all fans are really want to get through my personal life. I hate it, I hate being match with other model, actor, singer or whatever. It kind of annoying me and make me sick. It's because I know it also somehow hurt my baby's feeling even he tries to deny and said he completely understand it's for marketing. I hate it, I just hate hurting him.

I bit my lips while he's now facing me. I got froze, I dont know what to do or what to say. So i just kiss him, kiss him on forehead, on cheek while sweep his tears aqay, kiss his nose, his chin and finally his lips, his soft, sweet lips. I pressed my lips on his softly. He return it. As our lips beautifully slip into each other, I caress his chest to lighten the pain. Suddenlyvmy baby just stop, I back away and saw him already drown into sweet dreams. I smiled looking at his beautiful face. The baby face I always adored. I kiss his forehead, whispers him good night and put him into my embrace.

A/N: I Actually wants to make a one shot, but because of its tooo long so i split into two chap. Gonna update second one tonight.