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Broken: The Collection

It had been 2 months since their breakup.

Yongsun stared at the mug of hot coffee sitting on the table in front of her listlessly. Her face was bare of any make-up. The dark circles under her eyes were more prominent now but she didn’t care anymore.

There was no one to look pretty for anyway.

“Yongsun, don’t do this to yourself.” Byulyi said from across the table. Yongsun looked up, the familiar bitterness pricking at her insides. Her eyes wistfully traced the sharp outline of the younger girl. From her long slender fingers, folded neatly in front of her, to the crisp blazer that complimented her figure perfectly.

“Do what?”

“Torturing yourself like this. You deserve to be happy.”

“I can’t be happy. Not anymore.” She locked gazes with Byulyi, feeling the familiar swell of want in her chest as the words left her lips in a painful whisper. “Not without you.”

Byulyi smiled sadly.

“You know that can’t happen.”

“Can’t,” Yongsun leaned forward. “Or won’t?”

“Both.” Byulyi answered, words ringing resolutely in the relatively quiet space of the cafe.

“Do you still want me like I want you?” Yongsun asked, desperate.

Desperate for a love that didn’t exist, that had been blown out like a flame, that had left behind the broken shards of a future that would never happen.

Left her blistering, struggling, after a love gone too soon.

A chase that had no end.

Byulyi’s answer was to place a hand over hers.

“Yongsun-unnie, what are you doing?”

Yongsun looked up, almost ready to lash out at the intruder for daring to interrupt them, but any anger she had disappeared instantly when she saw Hyejin’s stern face, fingers gripping the handle of her bag so tightly that Yongsun could see her knuckles turn white.

“Hyejin…”

“Unnie, let’s go home.” Hyejin grabbed her hand and pulled her up, eyes cloudy with an emotion Yongsun couldn’t decipher.

“But Byulyi-”

“There’s no one there.” Hyejin looked at her, clearly upset. “You were talking to yourself again, unnie.”

Yongsun turned to look at the seat opposite again.

It was empty.

All that was left was a lingering warmth on her hand and a cold cup of coffee.

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HwabyulTrash
#1
Chapter 2: I think I've read this before in AO3 and now again bc it's so sad I can't resist it
HwabyulTrash
#2
Chapter 3: Ok, I'm not even a moonsun shipper but that last line was truly heartbreaking, god
CheshireKat019
#3
Chapter 2: I've been searching for this kind of angst since I discovered moonsun. I daresay I'm not disappointed.
MooMoodle
#4
Chapter 4: thank yo u for the a ng st
its short but it punched me square in the throat i love it
AND yoU ARE A BLESSIng TO THIs FANDOM i love YOu
KD_leon #5
Chapter 4: Great angsty little things :)
Chapters 3 & 4 would be awesome as longer stories!
2 is way more than my little heart can handle.. :'(
merugoo #6
Chapter 3: It really is a tragedy, and while it would have been nice to read a longer story I think you managed to grasp the feeling of it all in this ficlet, I think it's perfect as it is.
ahjungah #7
Chapter 3: Does it make me a masochist for loving all the angst and tears you write? Probably. Let me just hide in a corner while I sob over this update now.
phanti #8
Chapter 2: I love angst so much and feeling things. And crying. And hurting. Ahhhhh damn this tragedy is so beautiful.
pupwhee
#9
Chapter 2: Oh gosh i remember reading this in tumblr i almost cried. Ill be waiting for the full oneshot and cry more!xD