Jeongmin's POV

Just once, just once, please look for me
The more you feel, the more you feel become more and more invisible

She will never look for me. Now , I'm planning to spend all my last days with her wisely . I might never see her after this. My hands slowly trace the words on the plane ticket. I'm going to USA . To persue my studies there. And I'm gonna live there. Forever. 

I will be more invisible in her eyes. I will be leaving her forever. With those uncertain feelings I keep in my heart . 

At the end of my desperate prayers
If only you will find me so that I can have you in my arms

Now, every night  I will be praying so that she would see me. If only she can realise my feelings for her and I can have her in my arms. 

Ring~ Ring~

My phone rang interrupting my thoughts and I answered it quickly. Turns out that she wants to see me in the coffee house next to our school. I got ready and meet her at the coffee house. 

AT THE COFFEE HOUSE

"Hey . Go ____ . Sorry for keeping you wait. " I apologize to her.

'Nevermind. I understand." she said.

"So , what's up. Any problems?" I asked .

"No . just wanna hang out with my best friend" she replied with a small smile across her face. 'Best Friend' . That title will still stay the same.

In the hazy winter frost, I try to draw my heart but you don't know
I gather the scattered raindrops and shed them instead of tears but you don't know

Since our seat was facing the window, I try to draw a heart on the hazed window. She didn't realize that. I quickly erase it away.

We chatted for about an hour and the rain starting to fall. 

"Aigoo , it's raining. Go ___ . I need to get going. " I excused myself. 

"No. wait ! I'll follow you." she said while holding my arms.

"Okay ." I said getting more uncomfortable.

We quickly get into the nearest bus stop. I gather the scattered raindrops and shed them instead of tears that was falling. But she was looking the other way.

She'll never realize my true feelings.