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It was just a radio show, I can do it i'm sure, radio shows don't take so much energy it's just talking right ? I know that i told Shownu hyung that i can make it with them to the night schedual but i don't know, something deep inside of me is telling tells me not to go, telling me to stay in bed just one more night but i just couldnt. 

I don't want to be useless or worthless, four days in bed and i missed already so much and i caust my members so much as well and i don't want to be a bother. So i decided it was time for me to get up and get started once again. 

I pushed myself out of the bed, as i soon as my feet touched the ground i felt so dizzy, the ground was shaking it took me some time to stabalize my vision and actually start moving. ChangKyun was here with me all along, he knew i was faking my strengh 

"Hyung" he called out for me from a distance "Are you sure you can do this? i still can tell Shownu hyung and manager hyung that you can't come" 

"Yes i'm sure, you don't have to tell anyone anything" I said as i reached my hand to my closet trying to find something to wear "But hyung" he continued "I know that you'r faking it". His voice came out so gentle and somehow shaking, he was sure but afraid at the same time. I turned and faced him and i just knew from the look on his face that there is no way to prove anything else to him "Just let me do it" i said desperately "I can't stay here forever" he put away his stuff and got closer to me

"But you'r sick, you don't have to do this"  

"I feel so uselss and worthless staying behind in here" 

"Don't say that Hyung ! you know you'r not, you'r very important to us and we would love you to come back but we just want you to come back healthy"

"But I---" I was really suprised by his unexpected hug, he pulled me so close, so tight. His head on my shoulder and arms wrapped all around my waist and back, he felt jus

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DolphinWorld 1997 streak #1
Chapter 12: He's finally cured??? That's pretty good news I guess? And it's also good how others realised they were taking him for granted and agreed to share on the workload from then on. Anyway, I can't believe the story has come to an end already!
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Chapter 11: Aw... boys feeling guilty even though it wasn't their fault like Kihyun said. Wonder how they are gonna make it up to him! Anyway, will be back later to read more.
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Chapter 10: Hmm... Poor him again! Wonder what Shownu meant by that at the end. And hopefully, things get better for Kihyun soon. He's already gonna through so much here. Anyway, I will be back later to read more.
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Chapter 9: What kinda ending is that? Don't make me cry. I thought he was recovering well... Anyway, I can't wait to see why the members were frantically trying to wake him up while he was just trying to get some rest/sleep. Will be back later to read more.
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Chapter 8: Wait! What does he mean by he lied? He lied about feeling better or that he would inform the other if he wasn't feeling well? But don't tell me if it's a spoiler. Anyway, can't wait to read more. But will be back later to do so ^^
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Chapter 7: He slept for two days? It's a good sign that the medicine is working, isn't it? Also, hope he doesn't push himself too hard and setback his recovering health. Anyway, will be back later to read more ^^
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Chapter 6: He is getting better now, isn't he? It's not a false hope right? Strong will sometimes really beat terminal illness too. So his resolve at the end is nice I suppose. Anyway, can't wait to see how things would go further. But will be back later to do so ^^
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Chapter 5: I believe things would get better for him from herein? Although, it's sad, it was still nice to see things from all members' perspectives. Also, speaking of their POV, you have addressed Hyungwon as Hyunwoo at every instance in this chapter. Hyunwoo is Shownu's real name. Just thought would let you know. Anyway, I will be back later to read more ^^
DolphinWorld 1997 streak #9
Chapter 4: Now that they have done tests and stuff, will they finally figure out what's wrong with him and start treating him with the required treatments and medicines? I know what I have gotten myself into when I started reading this story but still poor him... Also, I'm curious why Kihyun calls Wonho as hyung but not Shownu. Anyway, can't wait to read more. But will be back later to read more ^^
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Chapter 3: Oho, poor Kihyun!! Will they find out what's wrong with him soon? Although I'm sad to see him suffer like that, I'm still curious of how the story would develop further. Also, is that how things work out IRL too? I mean him walking up the younger ones and IM being the easiest to wake up among them? Anyway, I'll be back later to read more ^^
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