-KYUHYUN?!?!- Heechul screams as soon as he sees me.

-Do you want to leave me deaf?- the guy arm in arm with him asks.

Who knows who he is. His love interest? Not bad. He is tall and has a model's physique, black hair and dark eyes. I've never seen him in university, where will he have met him?

-Hello Heenim.-

-Kyuhyun, if I were not here with Hangeng, I would have brought you in a dark corner.-

-Hangeng?- I wonder watching the boy next to him.

-I am Hangeng, his boyfriend.- he reaches out his hand, smiling.

-Oh finally!- I exclaim, smiling at Heechul.

-Shut up, you spoilsport. Anyway..- he approaches me and studies me from head to toe -.. Who dressed you like that?-

-Baekhyun.-

-Let me say that he did a good work.- Heechul comments as he leads the way to the party.

I follow them in and I immediately start looking for my friends, who came here before me. I look in all the rooms, looking for Minho in the crowd and when I see his head, I start walking toward him. I rejected Baekhyun's proposal to wear contact lenses because I feel more comfortable with glasses; luckily I decided for it, so I see better than if I had the lenses.

-Kyu.. Hey!- Minho gives a start of surprise as he ogles me.

-Sh...oot Kyu! Do you want everyone in this room to die because of a heart attack?!- Kangin questions, crossing his arms.

-But what are you..- begins Leeteuk before turning towards us and look at me. He opens his mouth.

-I'm thankful that I'm not gay.- says Kangin, copied by Leeteuk who nods.

-And I hope that I will not have strange thoughts, or Minnie will kill me.- Minho kids while looking around, presumably in search of Taemin, his boyfriend.

I give him a punch on the arm and I start to look for the table of the drinks; I need a drink. And not water. I find the table and I approach it, looking around in search of a certain statuary person.

I'm taking a glass of punch when a hand rests on my shoulder. I turn around and I find myself watching Siwon's dimples.

-Hello Kyuhyun.-

-H-Hello Siwon.-

-Do you want a drink?- he questions approaching the improvised bar area beside the table.

-What kind of drink?-

-One invented by me. Do you trust me?-

I look at him in the eyes. My mother always told me to drink beverages or prepared by myself or that I have to open by myself. But honestly now I'm not in the mood and then again... I do not think Siwon is planning to do to me something. That's why I nod and he immediately begins to mix liquids in a glass. At the end, the drink has a pinkish color, so I assume is not very strong. He hands me the glass, smiling.

-Tell me what you think.-

-Sure.- and I began to drink and wow.. It's good! I finish it in three sips, surprising both me and him.

-Wow, I assume that you liked it.-

-It was delicious.- I affirm, beginning to feel that the alcohol is making effect. Did I said that I do not tolerate much alcohol?

I feel warmth everywhere and when Siwon takes my hand, I almost melt. He drags me down a corridor and up the stairs, then he takes me to the bay window there's on the landing, and makes me sit on the bench, settling himself comfortably next to me.

The point contact between our legs seem hot and makes me release a groan, capturing the full attention of Siwon, who begins to approach me. Arrived a few centimeters from my face, he stops and looks at me cautiously, as if expecting me to retract. But honestly, I'm not thinking of anything, blame the alcohol, so I close my eyes, hoping that he understands the signal. I hear him closing the distance and put his lips on mine. I can not help but let me go in the kiss, without worrying about anything, not even the hands of Siwon that begin to touch me everywhere. At least until we are violently separated.

-What the are you doing?!- shouts someone. I open my eyes and I see that in front of us there's Jongwoon glaring at us with his fists clenched.

-I'm kissing him. Any problem with it?- Siwon replies, sitting up and folding his arms across his chest.

-You.. You're taking advantage of him! He is clearly drunk and you do not care about him!-

-I do not impose myself on him nor I take advantage of him. He wants it as much as me. And frankly, I do not see why it should be your problem.-

-Choi Siwon, if you do not go downstairs immediately and leave the boy alone, be sure that I can make you not pass your exams and I know how would be pleased your father.- coldly warns Jongwoon, challenging Siwon with his eyes.

I see Siwon tense as a violin string. He looks back at me a moment before beginning to descend the stairs. Why Jongwoon had to come to interrupt us? Why could not he let us do what we were doing? My eyes fixed on Jongwoon, trying to show that they are angry but his serious look stops me immediately.

-I'm bringing you home.- are the only words he spoke to me before going down the stairs.

Noticing that I am alone on the top floor, I follow him to his car and while I sit in the passenger seat, he goes close to my friends and talks to them. When he finished, he returns to the car and starts it. The journey is quiet and somewhat embarrassing. The effect of the alcohol is dwindling and I realize the great bull I was doing. It is true, I feel something for Siwon but I am not sure this feeling is strong enough to let him kiss me and sleep together, and certainly it would have happened.

We arrive in front of the building, he parks and heads to the entrance, without waiting for me so I run behind him. I see him stop to wait for the elevator but not wanting to be alone with him, if only for a short time, I head to the stairs and start to climb, without realizing that Jongwoon is following me until he takes me by the elbow and makes me turn toward him. I look into his eyes and see that under the anger he is feeling, there is another feeling, more gentle and tender.

-Are you ok?-

-Ye-yes.- I can not help but stammer, as he has pushed me to the staircase wall, so he stands in front of me, without looking away.

-I know that I'm probably the last person you want to talk to right now but..- he whispers approaching me even more. - I wanted to tell you that I did it for you so that later you don't regret it.-

-You did good.- I answer simply. - It would have been... my first time and it certainly was not the right time.- I add, feeling my cheeks heat up.

-I'm happy. I also wanted to tell you that.. In short, I want to explain myself to you because I'm sure you think I'm a stalker.- I nod and I motion him to go ahead with the speech.

-Who you hear almost every night... from your room it is Donghyuk, not me. I could never go to bed with different people every night under the ear of the one I like.- he starts, making me open my eyes wide. "Under the ear of the one I like" I keep repeating in my head. I like it.

-When I first moved here, I kept seeing you, and... I liked you from the first moment I saw you. You look so innocent, kind and... you're absolutely fantastic dressed in home clothes and when you use glasses. When I knew that you heard Donghyuk and thought it was me, the thought made me sick, very sick. But you did not have any fault, because we had never spoken, and I don't have the best character in the world.- I know he saw me blush more and more with every thing that was said.

-I regret very much not having helped you and prevented Donghyuk from approaching you and molesting you yesterday. I didn't want to cause a commotion in your house, with your mother present. That's why I beat him as we went back to our apartment and I have forbidden him to approach you.-

At this point I do not know what to say. Everything he told me went to plant himself in my heart and... and I was filled with joy. I can not believe he likes me. And he finds me attractive when I am home. In addition, at the end he beat the out of Donghyuk. So I can not help but hug him tight, catching him by surprise.

-Sorry for my behavior.- I murmur while placing my head in the crook of his - y - neck and he tightens his arms around me.

We remain embraced for a bit and then he lets me go, still keeping me against the wall. I think he has more to say so I wait for him to speak. But I am surprised when he approaches me and pulls off my glasses, then put his lips on my neck and place tender kisses while taking my hand.

I am not satisfied with these little affection, so I get closer to him. He takes it as an invitation to increase the intensity of the kisses, leading me to produce light, almost inaudible, moans. Jongwoon nibbles my earlobe, sending shivers through my body, and then moves his lips in front of mine.

-Can I?- he questions even if he already knows the answer.

-Sure.- is all I answer.

He lays his lips on mine and begins to kiss me, gently at first and then with increasing passion, even chewing my lower lip to give him access. And I open to him my lips, enjoying every second, every minute that he does not let go off from me. Eventually he separates from me just to catch his breath and smiles at me. And it is the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, even without dimples.

-Well, we understood who is top.- he says before giving me a kiss on the nose.

-Top?-

-Yes, top. The person who dominates the other.-

I blush and I pretend I'm outraged. -Are you sure? I can also be top.-

-Oh no my dear. Do not worry: you will like it.- says Jongwoon before giggling.

-You are so full of yourself?-

-You will be the one full of me.- he responds shrugging from laughing too hard.

I think now my face has the color of a traffic light. How can someone be so... ert? I'm tempted to argue, but I'm sure he would always find the right joke to embarrass me even more. So I approach him and shut him up with a kiss.

-First, you must be able to take me to bed.- I answer him while climbing the stairs.

-Honey, you'll be begging me to take you to bed.- he replies following.

-Let's start now.- I turn to him and look at him mischievously. -Can you take me to bed?- I ask him almost with a baby voice.

-It would be my pleasure.- he responds while dragging me from my waist to my house.

He opens the door - he stole me the keys from my pocket - and lets me in, bringing me to my room. I'm going to greet him but he lies down on my bed. I look at him stunned.

-Well, do not you put your pajamas? Be quick that I'm cold and I want to warm myself.-

Ah, so he wants to sleep here? With me? I smile. If he really wants. Tomorrow morning he will regret his choice because I snore very loud. I'm worse than a tractor.

I change quickly, knowing that his eyes are upon me, and as soon as I finish I slip under the sheets. Jongwoon pulls me towards him and lays my head on his chest, holding his arm around my shoulder. Then, gently, he lays a kiss on my head and gives me good night. And I'm smiling like an idiot.

-Kyu, are you coming to have breakfast?- my mom questions from the hallway.

-Ngh.- I mumble stretching me. I look at the clock and I see that it's ten. I turn around in bed but I stop.

There is something wrong. I'm sure Jongwoon came to sleep with me so, why there's only me on the bed? He left me here alone?! I am searching for a note, something where he wrote where he went, but I find nothing. This makes me very furious. Unless I imagined it all. Which it is likely to be what happened, considering that I was drunk last night. And speaking of drunk.. "! Siwon!", I think as I prepare to go to university, thank God that I begin lessons at eleven today.

I leave the room and I run into the kitchen where I found my mother busy cleaning the shelves. I hug her from behind, give her a kiss on her cheek and greet her, without eating anything that she prepared. Honestly, I have no appetite so I do not want to risk to vomit what I eat.

I arrive at the university running, with the result that I bumped into a certain person and as usual, I fall on the ground.

-You know, I think we should stop meeting like this.- says Siwon while helping me to get up.

-I believe too. My can not bear other bumpings.- I say without thinking. Then, given the silence, I look up and I see that on Siwon's face there's a smirk. I blush. In fact the sentence seemed to have a double meaning.

-Anyway... - Siwon retorts as he walks by my side. - I'm sorry about last night. I should not have... kissed you, as you were clearly drunk.- I notice his cheeks change color while talking.

-Um.. I maybe could try resist you. But I did not because... I liked it.- I see him give me a hopeful glance and it hurts me to know that I'm hurting him. - But I like someone else.-

-Jongwoon, right?-

-...-

-I got it. That does not mean that we can not be friends. And if things do not work out with him, be sure that I will come to take you.- he simply states as he stops in front of my locker.

I thank him and greet him before heading to my class which, coincidentally, is the informatic one. If Jongwoon dares to even get close to me, I hope to keep myself calm because I don't want to go to prison.

Seriously! How can you confess to a person, sleep together and then go away without saying anything?! And I was more stupid for believing his words. Maybe he made it all up to take me to bed. Well if so, he can forget to take me to bed. Lost as I am in my thoughts, I did not realize that I am already in the classroom and the lesson started, except when I feel the phone vibrate, warning me of the arrival of a message. I pull out my cell phone from my pants pocket and open the message, which is sent from an unknown number.

"Good morning! I am Jongwoon ;)", I begin to read. A snort escapes my lips, drawing the attention of some of my comrades. "Did you sleep well? Sorry if I was gone but I had something to do". Something to do? In the morning? I am not stupid, loser! "Can you come to the office of the professor of computer science?" Why that office? And why does he wants to meet me? We live in the same building, same floor; he may also come knocking to my door, no? "Oh, one more thing.. You're beautiful when you sleep! : *"And at this point I think I blushed. No one has ever told me I am beautiful; even my mom! It can't be helped. That guy knows how to deal with all this. But that does not mean I can not play with him.

-Kyuhyun, haven't I asked you to go to the office?- Jongwoon questions taking my arm and stopping me in the middle of the sidewalk.
I did not go to his "appointment". Why should I? I'm angry - yes, I know I'm acting like a girl in the middle of his period but hey, I was born like that - and the can not expect me to follow him everywhere and do anything he wants. So I did not go in the office of the professor and I went directly to the next lesson.
Too bad he does not give up. He continued to send me messages, wondering where I was, why I had not gone etc etc; I never answered him. Unfortunately, this morning he went to the university on foot so he could catch me on the way back.
I free my arm from his grasp and cross my arms, daring him with my eyes to get my arm again. Of course he does not. However, he approaches me and looks a bit gloomy.
-Before entering your home, come to mine.- he says seriously, with a note of anger in his voice. Then he goes away and comes back to his way, without turning towards me.
Okay, his move scared me. And I say that not because I want to find an excuse to go to him. He and his damn kisses!
Arrived at the door of my house, I stop and turn instead to that of the neighbours, then shrug resignedly and ring the bell of their door. Jongwoon opens the door with a smile on his face, leans against the door frame and remains there, standing still as a statue.
-Why did you tell me to come here?-
-Because I know that your mom is out and I, alone in your house with you, I know I could do... things.- he says, keeping the smile on.
-What do you want?- I ask irritably.
-May I know what's wrong with you? You've been avoiding me all day and I thought that after last night things would be fine.-
-Fine in your head! No sorry. Things were fine yes, but only last night, because this morning I woke up alone on the bed!-
-I said I had...-
-Save the excuses. Where did you go? What do you have to do that was so important to do, in the early morning, to leave me alone?- I wonder retaining the voice because I don't want to scream like a hysterical crazy on the stairwell. Then who is willing to hear the other neighbours?!
-I had an exam to yake. Satisfied?- he says angrily.
-And why did not you say so? You did not leave anything written!-
-That's because you'd never found it in your messy room. And I have not sent you a message because my phone was charging.-
-Ah.- is my only word. You notice that I never had a relationship, right? - Sorry, I...-
-Were you jealous? Angry that, after we only pampered yesterday night, you did not come to bed with me? Kyuhyun, I'm not so petty and superficial. If I search for a relationship, it has to be serious, not a night stand, enough to satisfy my needs.- ends him. He does not seem angry, mostly affected. I lift my eyes from the ground and I see him give me a sweet look. - I would not dare to hurt you, Kyu. I wouldn't forgive myself.- he finally adds laying a hand on my cheek.
I lean even more to his hand, in search of comfort. I will look stupid... but love makes us all more and more stupid, is not it?
Since I do not know how I would respond to what he has just told me, I decide to take action, since the gestures are worth a thousand words. I approach him and interweave my hands behind his neck, resting my forehead to his. He rests his hands on my hips, my body closer to his, and, oh God at this moment I could die!
-Wow! If every time we fight, you end up clutching like a koala on me, then I think I'll fight on purpose to make you angry.- Jongwoon jokes, chuckling.
I give him a slap on the arm. - Do it again, and the one who will have to ask for forgiveness will be you!- I hissed, earning a sly smile on his part.
-Oho! So you realized that against me, under normal circumstances, you do not have hope? Bravo my boyfriend.- I blush to his words. He said "my boyfriend"! I can die happy now.
-We have already established who it is that makes the rules here, no? Now it remains only one thing to do.- I note. He looks at me confused and I smile at him. - The kisses you gave me yesterday were nothing compared to the kiss Siwon gave me.- I say on purpose, because I know that he'll reclaim his property.
-You sure, huh? Look, here's my neighbour but as I want to keep him away from you, we'll go to you. Your mom hasn't arrived yet.- he says as he starts to close the door of his apartment behind him and opened mine. - I have your keys. Your mother gave them to me for emergency.- he explains quickly, blushing and nervously scratching his neck.
-Well, this is an emergency.- I say pointing to the lower regions of both. What do you want?! We are both men, the instinct calls.
-Oh, we're both bad boys.- Jongwoon whispers in my ear, sending electric shocks down my body.
-And you haven't seen everything.- I exaggerate, closing the door behind us and heading to my room. - How about if we put up a little show for Donghyuk?-
-Also exhibitionist? You know, I guess I'll have to punish you.- he says while starting to give me kisses on the neck.
-This is your punishment?- I wonder between a moan and another.
-This and many more.- he simply responds while closing the door with his foot and get nearer to me, as a fair with its prey.
He was about to kiss me but he stops and looks at me for a moment. Apparently he has to tell me something.
-We should take this off.- he says huskily while taking my glasses off.
And at this point I think the glasses serve me as inhibitors because, as soon as he takes them off, something in me snaps and I sling to his lips, without giving him time to react. I start nibbling on his lower lip, asking him access and he opens his mouth, but if I thought to dominate the kiss.. Well, I was wrong. Jongwoon pushes me against the door and places a leg between mine, bending it until his knee touches me, making me let out a groan. He smiles with his lips still on mine and I can feel how much I excited him.
-You do not know... - he begins to say, continuing with its administration. -... how much you're so... exciting.-
-Well, show it to me, no?- I say before I place a trail of kisses down his neck.
-I thought you'd never asked to me.-
 
I wake up feeling fingers drawing circles on my chest. I open my eyes and look to the left, where I find Jongwoon intent to stare at me with his beautiful bright black eyes. I stretch myself a bit, feeling a stinging pain in my lower back that makes me wince, alarming Jongwoon.
-Take it easy, okay?- he says softly before giving me a kiss on the nose.
-Ok.- I answer cuddling against him.
-You look like a puppy.-
-I AM your puppy.- I say, blushing.
-Oooh, that's an honor.- he replies with a smile.
I am about to answer him when I hear the front door open. I look at the clock and see that it's six in the evening, so it's probably my mom.. MY MOM?!? And Jongwoon is here, , and everyone can understands that we bedded together! I'm beginning to have a panic attack for fear that my mother comes into the room without knocking and get us in bed together. Jongwoon has noticed that they I'am taut as a violin string, so to calm me, he takes one of my hands while, with the other, he my shoulder.
-Keep calm. Nothing will happen. Now we are going to get dressed and go to your mother to greet her, ok? And if you want, we can say that we are together, but only if you want.- he murmurs slowly after giving me a chaste kiss on the lips.
I nod. Probably what he just suggested is the best thing to do; also, my mom loves Jongwoon so she will not complain. And if she will understand that we just did it, well, I think she will be happy, because she keeps telling me to hurry up before someone takes him away from me.
I get up from bed, sensing on me the gaze of Jongwoon following my every move and studying me, as if to impress me in his memory. At the attention my face assumes all shades of red and I feel my cheeks burning. Concentrated in taking my clothes, I do not notice that also Jongwoon got up until he hugs me from behind. He lays his face on my shoulder and his lips touch my neck.
-I will never get tired of your body.- murmurs him and I feel his hot breath on my skin, triggering electrical shivers in my body that make me excited.
-O-okay, but p-plea-please, I don't w-want my mum to see me in this state.- I stammer toying with the fingers of my hands.
-Sure darling, as you wish.- he replies breaking away from me and beginning to dress.
-Thanks.- I say in one breath before giving him a kiss, surprising him a bit. He smiles just before fixing his clothes.
I also get dressed, and I fix my hair, helping Jongwoon to fix his - I love his hair! It's so soft! - before trying to cover with the concealer the hickeys that this damn boy has left on my neck and my shoulder blades. Something impossible so I just hope my mom will not do many questions.
We leave the room and go into the kitchen, where we find my mother humming, busy preparing the dinner.
-Hi mum.-
-Good evening Mrs. Cho.- greets Jongwoon.
My mom turns surprise to us and smiles at us. - Hello. I did not know you were here, Jongwoon. And please, call me "mom".-
Jongwoon blushes. - Uh, sure mad-.. I mean, mom.-
-Good boy. Stay for dinner; I do know that Kyu will be happy.-
-I'm also sure of it.- replies Jongwoon making my mom laugh.
-So, have you got some news to tell me? It's boring the life as a housewife..-
-In fact, there is something mom.- I answer her, surprising Jongwoon when I intertwine our fingers. - Jongwoon and me... um, we are together.- I confess.
My mom starts bouncing and I know that she's holding back from screaming. I try to calm her down but she will not listen to me. After a minute she calms and near all gloating to me.
-My baby is a grown up.- and kisses me on the cheek, unleashing the hilarity of Jongwoon.
-Mom!- I blush with embarrassment
-C'mon Kyuhyun, don't be embarrassed.- says Jongwoon containing another burst of laughter.
-Yah! Stop the both of you.- I retort sulking.
Jongwoon took the opportunity to give me a kiss, surprising me, that I blush even more, and making my mom go crazy. Seriously, I think my mom is too young at heart!
 
-So you are together.- says Minho putting his arm around my shoulder.
-Yes.- I answer making all my friends hear me.
-And you've already gone to bed.- says simply Hyukjae, clutched like a koala on Donghae - as he has now joined our circle -, while assuming a devilish smile.
-Yeah?- it comes out as a question.
-So the question arises..- Heechul butts in with a smile that goes from ear to ear and that seems anything but reassuring. - How was it?-
I blush to the tip of the hair. - It was.. It was ama-amazing.- I stammer without looking to the amused glances of the others.
But Heechul calls my attention and when our eyes meet, I already know what he's going to ask me. No one can escape to that question.
-Big?- he questions, looking at me mischievously.
I can not help but nod, causing the laughter of my friends. Not because they are teasing me, but because it was my first time and to their eyes I'm... cute? Or at least that's what I think.
-I was right.- exults Hyukjae, high-fiving Minho.
-I am so happy.- Leeteuk says finally.
My friends resume to laugh, giving me pats on the back. I hope that people in the tables next ours have not heard, otherwise Jongwoon could get angry.
"Speaking of Jongwoon", I think. I turn on my place, in search of his black hair but do not see it anywhere. I take the phone out but someone takes it from my hand. I am going to stand up and protest when I realize that the person is no other than Jongwoon... blonde?!?
-Hello Kyu.- he greets me sitting at the table. My friends look at him in silence.
Since I do not answer, he adds: - Wow, do I look that bad that you do not like me anymore?-
-NO!- I exclaim, drawing the attention of the other tables. - I do not like you by the hair.. And if you like it blond, then you have to make it blonde.- I murmur while blushing.
-You don't know what I'd like to do to you now.- he whispers in my ear before saying hello to my friends and strike up conversations with them.
I had to find the perfect guy?! Also when he's blonde he's a bomb, maybe a little more innocent. But appearances are deceptive, given the hickeys widespread as on canvas on my body.
-Can I try something this time?- and finally I asked him, though in a low voice. I hope he will not laugh in my face.
-We'll see Kyu, we'll see.- responds Jongwoon while laying a hand on my thigh, very close to my intimate area that begins to awaken.
I address to Jongwoon an annoyed look because if he wants to provoke me an in the cafeteria, in front of everyone.. Well, he is succeeding. He shrugs and leans back toward me.
-Let's go home together.-
I understand from the tone that his is not a question but an order. I shudder to find out what he has in mind because they sure are not innocent things.
-Listen you two! There's already the EunHae couple that flirts in front of us, please you who behave.- grumbles Kangin.
-You shut up and found someone to do the same as them!- Heechul replicates.
 
 
We are laying on my bed. He is leaning with his head on my chest and playing with my fingers, occasionally kissing the knuckles. I'm sliding my free hand through his hair and down his back. I will never get tired of doing so; he invites to physical contact.
-I thought you weren't the cuddle type.- I say. He looks up and smiles.
-And I did not think you were so active..-
We remain still a moment, looking into our eyes before bursting into laughter. To calm down, before my mother comes into the room attracted by the laughters to learn the cause - as she has just returned -, I plant a kiss on his lips.
-Are you asking for another round?- he says softly, sending shivers down my spine.
-No.- I answer giving him another kiss. - My mom is back and I do not want her to disturb us. Let's go to her.-
-It's better if we first shower. We both reek as .-
-.. Ok. Let's go.-
Together we get up and head to the bathroom, covering us with the sheets so as not to let us my mother see us . True, my mom accepted our relationship but I do not want her to see us , both for me, but especially for him.
We just walked into the shower when we hear my mother who, from outside, yells a "I recommend you to be silent!". Okay, this is embarrassing.
-I love your family.- Jongwoon comments. Then he notices my pout. - But most of all... I love you, puppy.- and gives me a kiss.
Well, now I can die happy!