Jackson POV:
“We have been together for a few months now..and we thought you guys should know.” Mark said while raising his and Juniors interlocked hands as proof. 

All the members were cooing and cheering at the lovebirds. While I just stared blankly into nothingness. It felt as if my world was torn apart. 
 Hello I am Jackson wang and I am in love with one of my closest friends, Mark who I now know is in a relationship with junior. I just sat there with a fake smile plastered on my face, on the inside my heart had fallen into pieces.

 I have thought of this moment before but it was always of me holding mark's hand. It was always me kissing him on the cheek, it was always me. And now seeing that it is not me..It kills me. Why did mark choose Junior? Why not me? There has to be a reason he did not choose me! Is it that I haven't payed a lot of attention to him? Is it because I am not as serious as Junior? Am I not as handsome as junior?! Am I a horrible rapper?! AM I NOT GOOD ENO-

 “ Jackson hyung..?” 

I looked up to Bambam's face close to mine, maybe a little too close.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

 “ I uhh” I looked away over my shoulder, to get away from Bambams questionable eyes just to meet the sharp eyes of mark.

 “Uhhh I'm going to bed, goodnight” I turned around walking towards me and Bambam's room with tears building up at the edges of my eyes. Bambam reached for my arm 
“ H-Hyung wait”
I felt his delicate hand on my shoulder. Even when he's trying to stop me he still seems so delicate and soft 
“I'm fine goodnight my baby bambam oh and mark congratulations.” 
I shrugged Bambams hand off 
“But hyun-”
I shut the door 
im sorry bambam 
Soon the tears I was trying so very hard to hold in came rushing down 

Bambam POV:
“But hyun-” 
Jackson Hyung shut the door in my face. I felt hurt.. But I bet he didn't mean it, I hope he didn't mean it.
 I don't know what to do 
Do I walk into that room and force him to tell me what is bothering him? Yeah that's what I'll do! 
I turned the door handle about to walk in but I stopped 
What if he just wants to be alone… What if I was the one who upset him..
I slowly let go of the door handle.
Im sorry Jackson Hyung I didn't mean to...

Next Day:
Jackson POV:
I wake up alone, where was bambam? I feel  so cold without the latter.
I replay the events of last night through my head and sigh. Mark will never love me I should just get over him..  Tears start brewing in my eyes I need to calm down..I think of bambam to calm me down, it's what I normally do because I never want bambam to see me cry. I want him to always see me as his strongest Hyung, his favorite hyung.

My eyes are now dry so I can go out.
I walk out of me and Bambams shared room. I look around the living room, it looks like nobody is up. I start to walk towards the kitchen when I hear a light thud continuing with a quiet whimper  
I turn around and there is a lump of blankets  with pink hair lying on the ground. Only One thought came into mind 
“bambam..?”  

I hear a muffled “yes?”  

It is my baby!!! 
“Why were you sleeping on the couch baby?! Are you okay? Is your neck okay? Do you need to go the hospital?!?” 

He started laughing 

“ no, I'm fine Hyung” 

He stands up and gives me a cute smile while walking into the dining room to wait for the others to wake up 

Bambam always seems to lighten up my day. When everyone is up and ready to eat. He pats the seat next to him excitedly, telling me to sit there, like he does every morning. I wish mark would be this excited to see me.

 I sit down next to bambam whose eyes are sparkling with joy. With him around I almost forget all about mark.  I ruffle his hair and smile at his cuteness. We later start bickering because that cute brat took three spoonfuls of my cereal while I wasn't looking!

Me and bambam were still fighting over cereal when It feel like someone was staring at us. I look behind bambam, who's still talk, To meet the gaze of no other than mark. it hurts just to see him. he's so breathtaking  but he looks kind of upset. he's still handsome even when upset. Wait why is he upset?  I should be the one upset. His expressions keep changing ..wait he looks shocked? Upset? Or maybe JEALOUS?     

I think I know why mark didn't choose me, it's because of this cute brat in front of me named Bambam. 

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