(February 06 2018)

“This is it” Jungsoo told the guy beside him who is looking very nervous. “Yah! Relax”

“How can I relax? What if she says no?” Donghae says who is really very nervous.

“Really you think she’ll say no? Donghae I’m sure she’ll say yes to you. You two are very much in love. Don’t over think things. Wait, is your speech okay? Don’t mess this up Hae” Jungsoo who suddenly became worry that Donghae might ruin his speech knowing him who can’t even say a proper speech because he always stutter.

“Don’t worry hyung, I know what I’m going to say as long as it came from my heart” Donghae who suddenly became confident.

“Very good.  I am so happy for you. I envy you, when will be my turn..” Jungsoo says

“Soon Hyung, we never know maybe she’s just around the corner” Donghae says

“Just relax, been there done that. Everything will turn out fine according to your plan. Just tell her everything that is in your heart. I am very happy for you. Goodluck Hae. ” Sungmin says to his dongsaeng.

“Thanks hyung” Donghae says to Sungmin

“Donghae I think it’s time for you to fetch her.” Jungsoo told him

“Fighting!” SJ members says to Donghae.

“I’m so happy for Hae that finally after everything he’d been through he finally found the right one for him. He deserves the best things in life and the best partner in life.” Hyukjae says who is emotional knowing that he saw everything Hae went through in the past and now that his best friend/brother will have his happy ending in few hours with the person who truly love Donghae.

“She is very lucky to have Donghae. That pabo might be annoying sometimes but that pabo is very special.” Heechul says who can’t help but be emotional also because he is the one who always hear Donghae cry every night before. He suddenly remembers that one night when he and Hae had a heart to heart talk.

(2015)

“Hae what’s up?” Heechul asked Donghae who’s obviously spacing out again.

“Hyung?” Donghae says.

“Are you okay? You’re spacing out again” Heechul says to Donghae, Heechul has been observing Donghae these past few days and he is sure something is wrong with him.

I’m okay hyung, I’m just tired with all these promotions” Donghae says

“Oh, c’mon Hae, you think you can fool me, we’ve been together for 15 years and I know you so well. I know when you’re tired or when something is wrong. What happen?” Heechul says

“What? Hyung I am just really tired. Don’t mind me. I’m okay” Donghae says

“Hae I am your hyung, you don’t need to keep it, I already know. I already talked to her because I can’t stand seeing you always looking lost and she already told me everything. You don’t need to shoulder everything. We are here for you; we are your brother’s right? You can count on us, anytime. Cry if you want.” Heechul says to Donghae who looked any moment will cry

 “I’m sorry hyung for keeping this. I’m sorry for making you all worried. I just don’t how to say it, I don’t know how to face it. I don’t know what to do now, now that she’s no longer mine I don’t know how to live without her. I already planned my life with her.  I don’t know what did I do wrong for her to break up with me. I give her everything, I made her my world. I give her my 100% but still it’s not enough for her to stay. It hurts hyung. So much..” Donghae says who is already crying

“Maybe that’s the problem Hae you loved her so much that you forgot yourself.  Hae maybe both of you are really not meant for each other.” Heechul says to Donghae who is crying so hard

“But hyung I love her so much” Donghae says

“I know but it takes to two to tango. Not just you, because as I see it, it was only you who wants the relationship to work. Hae move on, accept it. Not everything we want is for us.”

Hae I’m sure there is someone destined for you. Maybe the people we love leave us because there is someone who will come to our lives to make us realize why it didn’t worked out with someone else and will correct all the mistakes in our lives and will love us the way we deserves and all these pain that you’re experiencing now will be worth it. Wait for the person who makes your heart beat faster by simply saying your name. Wait for someone who can point out the smiley-faced freckle hidden on your knee, and tell you it is their favorite feature on your body. You deserve to wake up smiling every morning, because you know you are so very deeply loved just because you are you. You deserve to shake the first time your lips touch theirs, half-delusional from the anticipation. You deserve someone who wants to go out with you on a Friday night, and woke up next to you ready for even more adventures on Saturday morning. You deserve someone who understands you so completely that it is unnecessary to explain yourself because they simply already know the thoughts running through your complicated, but beautiful mind, and they know how to put your fears at ease. You deserve someone who will stand by you at your best and catch you when you succumb to the worst. You deserve someone who will wipe every tear away and turn the suffocating darkness into beautiful rays of sunshine, because you are so beyond worth it; wait for the one who speaks to your soul. Heechul says to Donghae hoping that he will listened to him and will finally decide to move on.

“At the right time at the most unexpected time that someone will come and you will no longer cry because of sadness instead you’ll cry because so much of happiness.” Heechul says while wiping the tears on Donghae’s face.

(Back to the present time)

Heechul decided to text Donghae “Dongsaeng, Hyung is very happy for you finally you found that someone who can speaks to your soul. Congratulations in advance”

“Thank you, hyung. If you didn’t knock some sense on me that night I don’t know if I will be this happy. I sincerely thank you. Saranghae hyung” Donghae replied to Heechul.

“Hi you look so beautiful tonight, oh scratch that you’re always beautiful love” Donghae says to the lady dancing with him.

“What’s so special tonight that we need to be this formal? You look handsome on your suit, by the way” The lady says

“Tonight is a very special night love, because tonight will mark a new journey to us” Hae says to the lady.

“Huh? What do you mean? The Lady says who is very clueless about what is Donghae is saying.

At the Han River Feb 2018;

Out of all the nights, I’ll bump to this lady tonight.  Heechul whisper to himself

“It’s been a long time since the last time I saw you here” Heechul says to the lady

“Oppa long time no see” Sandara says  to Heechul. Before everytime Donghae and her will have a problem she always call Hee to help them fixed their problems. Heechul is very supportive of them before.

It’s nice to see you again, Sandara-ssi. How are you?” Heechul ask, He suddenly remembered the last time they met he was really disappointed of Sandara. “I hope you’ve forgiven me for everything I said to you before. I was  just disappointed of you for hurting Donghae, you know how precious that pabo to me right that I’m willing to fight for him if It needs to. “ Hee says to Dara    
 

(2015)

“Can we talk?” Heechul says to Sandara who just finished shooting Sugarman.

“Is this about Donghae?” Sandara says

“What happen? These past few days Donghae seems lost. He rarely talks, everytime we ask him what’s the problem he will just say he is tired but we know that is not true. I know something is wrong, and I know this has something to do with you. So tell me Dara-yah what happen?” Heechul says Dara

“Oppa…. Donghae and I…. we broke up” Sandara says

“What? Why? I thought you two are okay?” Heechul says

“That’s what I thought too or what we chose to believe”

 “I felt like the relationship is going no where. We’ll just hurt each other if we will continue the relationship and I don’t want that to happen. We may not save the relationship at least save the friendship. We no longer compliment each other.  He wants to settle down and I’m still not there, I still have a lot of things I wanted to do. He is a laid back person who prefers going to a coffee shop while me I love going to bars with friends and every time I do he’ll get mad. He prefers to just stay at home making music while me I love going to other places try new things. He doesn’t mind being caught with me by dispatch while I am so worried every time we go out on public. I realized we’re so different from each other. Every time we meet it will just end up in an argument a petty quarrel. Relationship should be stress reliever an escape from the chaos of the entertainment world, but its not, it’s the other way around. He’s always jealous of the guys I hangout with. It’s not healthy anymore. The longer we stay in the relationship the more that I feel that it needs to end. It’s not the same anymore. Something has changed and I know breaking up with him is the right thing to do. I don’t want us to come to the point that we will hate each other” She says

“Are you done? Okay Now its my time to say my piece, Dara, Donghae can wait you know that. He even wait for you for almost a decade for you to realize that he is worthy of your love. Donghae already planned his life with you; do you even realize how this will affect him? Do you even think about what he feel every time you post pictures of you and Jiyong on your SNS like he is not your ex boyfriend and like you don’t have a boyfriend and everytime he will see the comments of your fans who is very happy shipping you with Jiyong. Do you even know how hurt he was every time some of your fans will tagged him pictures of you and Jiyong over and over again in almost all his SNS accounts. Do you even know how envy he was that you can post pictures of you and your ex anytime you want while him it took 10 freaking years for you to do so. He will always be Sandara Park’s biggest secret. Do you even think about what he feels every time you ask his permission to watch Bigbang’s concert, Do you even know how envy he was that you can watch  Bigbang’s concert openly and every concert of them anywhere, while him it took 100th Super show before you will be able to watched and you were not even in the audience area because you don’t want people to see you and when he announced that you are there you even got mad at him. Do you even know how bad he feels that you always tagged him as “friend for 10 years” even though we know both of you are more than that. Of course NO! You only think about yourself. You, you, always you! You don’t know how many times he cried because of you, you never think about him because you only think about yourself. He is always the one giving in your relationship. He is always the one understanding. He is always the one adjusting for you. Let me ask you when did you do something from him? It is always you who have the benefits on your relationship and now you have the guts to complain that he is always jealous, because Sandara Park you give him all the reason in the world to be jealous.”

“Maybe yes something has changed and that is to Donghae, by loving you he became stupid and blind.” Heechul says