I feel like I'm at my wits end. My life is an endless circle with no difference in its path. I thought another door would open up when I started dating. Shortly it did,but again, the endless circle again. I blamed myself for everything but obviously that's not the case. I make relationships with people who helped me progress little to none and took jobs that required minimum potential. When I would tell my partner about this, the stories would direct to him and my timid would just let the night conversations drift in that direction. I let others control myself and it wasn't fair. Nothing's ever fair. But again, I have the controls and I just hand them over to other people. It's time that I break through and become free. This is my runaway story.