Hello Everyone ! again Im Amber,

What makes me? who am I !

Finding myself in each place that I go is rough

Sometimes I feel thwart when I can’t feel the belonging feeling! that’s why I always avoid people, places and so on that I can’t get along with

Even though I want to wreck those walls, to get through, it’s easy to say but hard to do.

I love to be myself, but sometimes the automatic mode of switching myself off defeat me.

I can feel comfortable around my friends, family, neighbors, kids and old ones

But my classmates, females, strangers and so on I’m awkward towards them!!

I think most of the people got that too, maybe?

I don’t know

 

-at the basketball court-

“Playing with some kids”

Ambe: hey! Over here over here

Kid1: ok ok shut up

Amber: but you don’t listen to me

Kid1: because you’re annoying

Amber: what! We’re going to lose

Kid2: come on guys

Kid1: it’s all your fault

Amber: whaaat!!

*kid3 stole the ball and won*

Kid4: hehehehe losers

Amber: I’ll kick you, lets play again

Kid4: you’ll lose again

Amber: no we’re not! Right!!

Kid1: yeah we will because of you

Amber: heeey

Kid1: lets wait 5 min!

Amber: why!

Kid1: there is a hyung that so good at basketball, im waiting for him

Kid5: ok lets take a break! Amber! Go buy for us some snacks

Amber: Amberrrrr??? Say nona nooona you little brat

Kid5: you lose we won ok! So bring our snacks please !

Amber: what ever! Come on agata lets go buy some snacks !!

Agata”kid1”: oh here he is, hyung hyung

Amber: oh

Agata: heung this stupid nona made us lose 

 Kris: oh is that so !

Amber: omg what did you say!  I let them win cuz I had the money! you know

Agata: lets team up heung

Kris: ok I will

Amber: heeey

Kris: I didn’t know you play basketball!

Amber: yeah we used to play here everyday!

Kris: though you at it

Amber: no I’m not

Agata: let’s not team with her

Amber: you abundant me because of him, you the one who asked me to team up with you

Kris: *laugh* pfft what’s with that?

Amber: that’s not fair, you know

Kris: agata go with the other kids, amber and I will buy the snacks

Agata: ok hyung

Kris: which store!

Amber: oh amm do you know that lollipop store?

Kris: huh!

Amber: cool then I’ll show you the place, you should go there often, that halmoni is my friend 

Kris: ummm

-walking to the store-

Amber: so, about the box that T(jessi) gave us, I read some ideas but it seems that most of it are the same

Kris: yeah I noticed that too

Amber: what should we do now!

Kris: pick at least 2 good ideas then discuss it with teacher jessi

Amber: ok, here we are

-store-

Amber: pick up any snack that you want, it’s on me *smiles*

Kris: …uh ok

Amber: did you taste this lollipop?

Kris: nope

Amber: it’s not too sweet, it makes my mood better, I’ll buy some, you gotta try it

Kris: cool

Amber: some chips! hmmm which one should I pick?

Kris: that one

Amber: ok .. also juices hmmmm orange, apple hmmmm, kris which one do you prefer!

Kris: ice tea

Amber: ice tea? Hmmm I’ll try it too, ice creams? Nah nah, kris I’ll buy for your lil sis some lollipops don’t forget to give her ha!

Kris: hmm

Amber: ok I think that’s all, halmoni halmoni

Halmonie: oh amber!

Amber: we’re done

Halmonie: ok, here you go,enjoy

Amber: halmoni! I’ll bring for you dinner today so you don’t have to cook and just get some rest ok!

Halmonie: oh amber you don’t have to!

Amber: also this guy his name is kris, he’ll come her often so make discount for him ha!

Halmonie: ok no problem, he’s handsome too

Kris: you look much younger, calling you halmoni is too old for you

Halmonie: heheheh

Amber: he just want to be nice for you

*Halmonie hit amber*

Amber: i'm just kidding

Kris: halmoni next time I’ll come with my lil sis

Halmonie: ok, amber take good care of your boyfriend ha!

Amber: ok halmoni..huh! wait he..

* halmonie closed the door *

Amber: pfft she thought that you’re my boyfriend 

Kris: like that would happen!!

Amber: yeah someone as handsome as you? In my dreams! Oo whaaaaat! 

Kris: *smiles* you’re the one who said that 

Amber: what ever! Just stop smiling already

*kris stops walking*

*kris starring*

Amber: hey!

Kris: what!

Amber: stop it

-while heading back to the bascketball court –

Amber: I want a younger sibling!

Kris: huh! Why!

Amber: I’m the youngest and I don’t have a sis, I think it’s amazing to have one

Kris: yeah it is, for me the time that I spend with her is precious.

Amber: Aawwwww you’re a good bro, that’s cute.

Kris: …………..

Amber: my mom died when I was 6 years old, she had a late stage cancer, she died peacefully.

Kris: I’m sure that she’s in a facinating place now

Amber: thank you kris *smiles*

Kris: so that’s why you can’t have a lil sibling

Amber: yup

Kris: next time, I’ll bring haru to play, you should come too

Amber: really!!

Kris: umm

Amber: thank you >.<

-basketball court-

 Amber: hey kids come on we bought the……

^ kids interrupt her and took the plastic bag^

Amber: hey hey wait

^kids eating the snacks^

-amber receiving a call-

Amber: oh eric

*answered*

eric: amber sorry but you need to come home

Amber: why!

eric: I’ll tell you when you come.

Amber: ok

Souta ‘Kid3’: noona you bought my favorite

Amber: yeah I did enjoy your snacks! Kids bye bye I gotta go,

Kids: ohhhhhhhh no

Amber: hyung is here, tomorrow I’ll come too, so enjoy playing ok!

Kids: okkk

Amber: oh kris here is for your lil sis

Kris: oh thanx

Amber:  I gotta go now

Agata: hey we didn’t play yet

Amber: oh now you want me?

Agata: no its just that you’re…

Amber: I am what huh!

Agata: nothing

Amber: hmmmm ok then C ya

Kris: C ya

Amber: bye bye agata

Agata: bye

*amber leaves*

Agata: are you her boyfriend ?

Kris: what!

Agata: its just that I didn’t know that hyung is her boyfriend,

Kris: no I’m not

Agata: really!

Kris: yeah, also why is that matters to you? Do you like her?

Agata: *blush*

Kris: pffft

 

-amber running home-

 

-home-

*there were a broken glass*

Eric: amber let’s clean

Amber: Eric what happen?????

Eric: nothing

Amber: don’t mess with me eric tell me NOW

Eric: it seems that our cousin chan-hyuk messed with some gangsta

Amber: what!

Eric: otoke? Otoke?

Amber: what’s with you?

Eric: I told them where he is

Amber: Omg eric otokeeeeeeeeeee?

Eric: he is going to dieeee

Amber: ok then let’s calm down, where he is?

Eric: why!

Amber: tell me where he is!!

Eric: amber don’t get involve

amber: I’ll tell dad

Eric: heeey!

Amber: I’m calling him!

Eric: he is at his father’s store

Amber: ok then lock the doors! And clean the mess

Eric: I’m coming with you

Amber: no you’re not, if I’m late tell dad that I went to see bi’s working place.

Eric: ok, oh wait, no way if you’re late I’m going to call the police!

Amber: are stupid, there won’t be any blood or drama I’m just going to talk to them and everything is going to be ok! Just do what I told you.

Eric: ok

*amber leaves*

^She texted her squad, they came with her to that store^

Amber: we have to help  chan-hyuk

Bobby: I’ll push the door

Mino: I’ll help you

*they pushed it but the door was already open so they fell down*

Jea rim: pft

Amber: leave chan-hyuk alone !!

Chan-hyuk: what!

^ there were some bunch of people who looked like gangsta but actually they’re not ^

Bobby: we came to save you

Mino: stay away from him you bastards

Man1: what!

Bi: what what? Stay away from him we said

Man2: what’s with that?

Jung yeol: don’t ask a lot, can you please just go out!

Chan-hyuk: wait wait! What’s going on! What’s with the save thing!

Amber: they came to eric, asked for your place and broke some glasses

Chan-hyuk: yeah cuz my dad is sick in the hospital,

Amber: how did they know our house?

Chan-hyuk: they’re your father’s friends, they saw eric with me before and went to your house to ask your father but they didn’t find him, that’s why they asked eric

Man3: we called your father but his phone is dead

Amber: my dad’s phone is at the repair store, then why did you broke glasses?

Man1: glasses??  we didn’t mean to broke the glass, we were in hurry              

Amber: so what’s the problem?

*Jea rim hit amber*

Rapmon: sorry for interrupting

Jongkook: please continue your business thing

Bobby: sorry

‘they said sorry and closed the door’

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Bobby: that was embarrassing

Jea rim: hahhahahha you were funny

Kai: amber what’s with that! Are you stupid lol

Amber: eric is stupid

Rapmon: what ever lets go eat

Jung yeol: don’t ask a lot, can you please just go out!

Bi: I think you were scared

Bobby: his voice was shaking, did you notice that!

Bi: something like that zzzzzz

*laughed*

jung yeol: i was trying to act cool, you know

Jeonghan: you over react amber

Amber: yeah I did 

Kangnam: I think it's been awhile since we all gatherd together

Bobby: yeah it feels fresh

Rapmon: lets have lunch at that restaurant !

~okkkk

Amber: Jeonghan you dyed your hair

Jeonghan: yeah

Amber: waaah you look more handsome

Jeonghan: you just noticed that

Amber: it gave you some brightness

Bi: yeah I think im in love

Mino: if you were a girl I would ask you for a date

Jeonghan: but unfortunately I wouldn’t say yes

Mini: whyyy!

Jeonghan: because i would be already dating

Amber: who? who’s your ideal type?

Jeonghan: bobby

Bi: what? No no no I wouldn’t agree

Bobby: sorry Jeonghan im already taken

Bi: yup

Mino: see that what you get when you reject me! Amber amber *put his arm around her*

Amber: hmmm

Mino: if you were a boy and if were girls, who would you choose

Amber: hmmm jea rim

Jeonghan: what! Why not me

Jea rim: kakaka~

Amber: well, jea rim is so cute

Jea rim: uheem uheem im cute  though for me I would choose jung yeol

Jung yeol: im not happy 

Bobby: rapmon we know who will you choose

Bi: jungkook

*high fived*

Jungkook: im blushing

Rapmon: guys stop it already

Amber:  it’s getting weird

^ they went to the have lunch^

-restaurant-

Amber: bi show me the place that you work in ok

Bi: yeah sure

Amber: im looking for a part time job

Bi: I think you’ll find in our supermarket

Mino: oh lee hi   is working there too right?

Bi: yeah she’ll begin next week

Amber: lee hi?

Mino: she’s a classmate in our class

Amber: oh that’s great, bi introduce me to her

Bi: ok

Amber: I want to finally make a female friend * eyes shinning*

Jea rim: your acting weird

Mino: she didn’t make female friends since elementary

Jung yeol: oh are you obsess with boys?

Jungkook: nah we grabbed her to our squad

Rapmon: she couldn’t have the opportunity to get along with girls

jungkook: also most of the girls confessed to her

jung yeol: woaah 

Kai: amber I’ll help you

Mino: yeah he knows a lot of girls

Amber: really!

Bi: when we went to the amusement park, he invited some girls from his class

Kai: you know, im popular

Bobby: you should make friends with some classmates in our class too

Bi: yeah and then introduce them to amber

Amber: GUYS! I loooove you uwaaaa

Jea rim: what’s with that!

Amber: I love you

Jeonghan: we love you too

Amber: oh your so cuteeeee Jeonghan

Jung yeol: amber I don’t

Amber: I know you dooo~ wait!! oh I forgot to call eric

Jeonghan: lol all of a sudden

-dialed eric-

Eric: are you still a live?

Amber: no

Eric: ambeerrr! What happened

Amber: you are stup.. uh.. whatever nothing happened, don’t worry! It was just a misunderstanding did you have lunch?

Eric: yeah

Amber: I’ll be late, cuz I’ll go to bi’s working place ok

Eric: ok

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Rapmon: I thought you’re going to shout at him!

Kai: yeah me too

Amber: he sound worried

Bobby: ok guys i gotta go now

Amber: did you finish eating already!

Bobby: yeah C ya

Bi: take care

Bi: amber did you finish?

Amber: yeah

Bi: ok then lego

Amber: bye bye guys

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-supermarket-

Bi: wait, I’ll talk to the manager

Amber: ok,,,

//

Bi: amber come 

Amber: hello my name is amber

Manager: she’s in

Amber: really! That’s all?

Manager: well, you have to register first and you can start next week

Amber: oh thank u thank u

Manager: no problem, see you on Sunday ^.^

Amber: ok

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-walking home-

Bi: amber?

Amber: huh!

Bi: where is my tip?

Amber: my love is the tip

Bi: hey! You can’t say that to anyone

Amber: huh! You’re not anyone

Bi: hmmm amber, what do you think about romance love?

Amber: romance love?

Bi: your ideal type of guy?

Amber: oh I don’t have one

Bi: you should think about it seriously

Amber: your right!

Bi: here we are ! C ya

Amber: C ya

-amber’s home-

Amber: eric !!

Eric: oh amber!

Amber: lets cook dinner

Eric: ok

-finish cooking

Amber: eric im going to give halmoni some, so prepare the table ok!

Eric: no problem

- halmonie store-

Amber: halmonieeee! Here is your dinner

Halmoni: amber! You didn’t have to!

Amber: kris?

Kris: oh you’re here?

Amber: I came to… oh your lil sis

Kris: yeah haru introduce yourself

Haru: hello my name is haru, nice to meet you

Amber: im glaaad, you’re so cute

Haru: you too

Ambe: not as much as you

Kris: haru liked the lollipop, that’s why..

Haru: thank you noona

Amber: waah can you kiss me?

*haru nod*

Amber: thank you

Kris: haru say bye to halmoni

Haru: bye halmoni

Halmoni: goodbye, please come often

Kris: ok

Halmoni: amber thank you

Amber: good night halmoni!

-walking home-

Amber: haru what’s your favorite color?

Haru: blue

Amber: oh that’s my favorite too! It symbolizes trust, loyalty, wisdom, confidence, intelligence, faith, truth, and heaven. 

Haru: really! I didn’t know that it have this deep meanings

Amber: yeah my mom told me that, that’s why I loved it

Haru: we’re going to buy a blue fish!

Amber: that’s great, I want a blue cat

Haru laughed

Amber: whats so funny,oh I’ll stop here

Kris: C ya

Amber: haru let’s meet again ok

Haru: ok

Amber: take care

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After having dinner, taking shower and light up some candle

I sit to write some of my thoughts

Today was a long day

When bi asked me about romance love, ideal type

That made me rethink about what happened before with rapmon

Now im not interested in romance love

As long as my family and friends are with me im so happy and thankful

But

What is my answer to bobby?

Do I love him in a romance way?

Bob bobby bob bobby’

*sigh*

I don’t know

Cause I really do love him but…

 

Ch7 teaser~

Amber: bob to be honest I’m…