Hello Everyone
My name is Amber, well to be honest I don't know  what's the point of telling you my life story, but yeah I'm gonna tell it anyway because I know that between the lines there is a point.
As you know I'm a little bit boylish, ok ok not a little bit, soooo boylish that my females classmates had crush on me,
I adore writing and I've always liked boys stuff, I think that's because I live in a house full of males dad, my elder brother seung gi and eric, I'm the youngest. my mom died when I was 6 years old, our house was devoid from femininity after she left, through my moms items I tried to live my girly side.
and that didn't work 

seung gi: what are you doing?

~amber: oh nothing nothing just checking out some e-mails >.<

^seung gi took a peek ^ oh you hiding things from me haaa!! 
^grapping ambers head while she closed her laptop^

seung gi: Really!

~heeeey I'm writing stuff I'm writing stuff >.<

seung gi: hmmmm ok just write it awesomely K!

~ok <3

that was my elder brother he is so gentle he's 30 now and single
after my mom died he took good care us after dad,
I really want him to fall in love in the future I want to see him a groom some day.

^ohhhh whatcha writingggg^

*oh eric came*

~nothing important

eric: sure?

~uhm yeah yeah

^eric grabbed the laptop amber jumped in his back and they're killing each other^

eric: ouch please don't tell me you're writing about WWE :D

~ maaan that's definitely not funny :O

get lost
well, to be honest I'm an idiot cuz I'm writing in the living room lets go to my room. 
oh yea
that was my bro bro eric he's kind of annoying when it comes to feelings and sensitive things, I think that's because he's sensitive, he has that moms feels, tender heart but he tries to hide it. I got used to his kidding side so yeah its not a big deal !

Anyway, 
for me in school, it was awkward to have a female friend even in elementary school, its not that I'm shy of females its just that they always compare me between them, I hated that, I automatically didn't make friends with them and stayed as a good classmates, 
all of my friends were bunch of boys playing like there is no tomorrow, it was fun, everyday after school we go to the playground near to our neighborhood,
then we pass to the basketballs court play until all of our energy run out,
after that we head back to home. 

things changed after we grow but we try sometimes to stick to that plan.

ohh Thinking of that makes me smile cuz all we did was having fun and just living it.

so, amm when I first met him, you know who him. < I guess you don't > lol but you will know,
I was a second year student in high school, at that time l didn't care about love, you will know why later,
At the first day of school it was all ok I wasn't nervous I was super excited < cuz I loved school? or maybe because we were second year so nothing new and the place is familiar :) >
usually I go to school with rapmon "childhood friend"  on that day I didn't wait for him, I just run there. though I arrived late *sigh* 
because I stopped to help a grandmother in our neighbor she bring with her heavy stuff to go to the park she like to sit there while eating and 
helped the cat that was on the tree this cat is so stupid it like to climb over the tree but don't know how  to go down >.<

-school-
*waaaah it smells the same o.o I missed this place*

~Amber: seon-saeng-nim!! seon-saeng-nim!! I missed yooou ..

Teacher (jessi): Ameber you dont know how to properly greet a teacher!!

~oh yeah sorry I meant seon-saeng-nim annyeong haseyo ^bow^

^T(jessi) hugged Amber and told her we missed you too^

T(jessi): now go check out your new class !!

~okkk

T(jessi) she's the most amazing teacher ever if she didn't teach you, you have missed a spectacular inspiration in your life. I think all of the male in the school have crush on her lol

*hmmmm where is my name*

~Amber: oh oh rapmon rapmon  ^shouting^

here here 

^rapmon !!! looking^

yo I'm here heeeeere

rapmon: oh Ambeeeerr !! ^grabbing her head ^ why you didn't wait and came to school with me! haa!

~: ouch ouch heeey I was too excited >.<

rapmon: I don't know what makes you too excited. Hey guys over here ^waving his hand^

Bobby: ohhh lamaaa we're in the same class

~; Really ! 

BI: yeah me, you, bobby, rapmon, joon-yeol, jea-rim and jeonghan.

Bobby: I think rapmon is sad cuz jungkook isn't with us.

Rapmon: shut up

BI: yeah yeah did you saw his face when he knew that!

Bobby: hahaha yea he was all gloomy XD

^Rapmon snap bobbys head^

~: so, jungkook, kai, mino and kangnam are in the other class 

bobby: yup 

~: oh I wished that we were all in the same class >.<

Rapmon: its not a big deal anyway

^bobby and BI looking at each other while holding a laugh ^

~: they didn't come yet??

Rapmon: yeah I think 

bobby: come on lets go to the class

BI: lego lego

-class-

our seats weren't close 
Rapmon in the left first line> that but his near the window I think that's the positive side

bobby and bi those two don't separate they were in the right second line .

 joon-yeol and me we were in the left and last line < its cuz I'm not in the window side that seat was empty yet.

 jea-rim and jeonghan in the middle third line

^Rapmon putting his head on the desk^
*its weird Rapmon is too gloom*

~: Hey Rapmon 
R: hmmmmm

~: are you ok ! don't worry your wife is just in the class that next to us 

R: not funny

~: no for real, is everything ok with you?

R: I'll tell you later.

~:hmm
* I know you wont*

~: oh 3j came < 3j= joonyeol+ jea rim + jeonghan >
-their house are next to each other so we called them 3j cuz they always come together-

~:hey guys your seats is over there and there and there 

joon-yeol: ................

~: whaaaat! aren't you happy cuz I'm beside you !

joon-yeol: I didn't say that

~: yeah you didn't O.o but it feels empty right!

joon-yeol: yeah maybe because last year we were all in the same class, that was annoying

~: yup

bobby: heeeey guys we heard that there is a new face is gonna be in our class
bi: yeah I think that person is near to one of the 3j houses right!

jeonghan: yeah his near to joonyeol house

^bobby & bi highfived^ : we new itt

joonyeol: yeah we saw his younger sis they were at the playground he was playing with his lil sis, they seemed rich, I wonder why they came here!

jea rim: maybe bankrupt!

jeonghan: no my mom visit them she told me that his father is the CEO of mimi company and their house is full of money.

bi: daebak !!

bobby: I bet he wear a suit everyday.

bi: hahaha well that was not funny at all XP

~Amber: guys come on stop gossiping like a bunch of girls

bobby: hahaha you're talking like you're not a girl

~: whatever

bobby: even jeonghan is more girlish 

~: hahaha I think he took my feminine hermons 

jeonghan: yeah I stole it while you were sleeping 

hahahahaha

^sound of foot steps^

T(jessi): hello everyone

@#%$&^%^$%#$#rgHRTGE

T: shut the hell up !!!
.......................................
T: I'm your teacher for this year, you should be thankful to god

*I'm really thankful*

T: though you all know each other very well, there is gonna be a new student coming from seol, all of you must be good to him or else okkkk!!

class: okkkkk

T: come in, introduce yourself

new student: hello everyone I'm kris.

T: kris tell us more about you ?

Kris: *sigh* I came from seol, lets be good to each other. *bow*

T: ok then sit right next to amber there 

~amber: *oh *

he had a weird creepy aura coming out from him, though his handsome but
I was definitely not happy about that cuz my heart was racing, I'm in a panic attack because of this weird aura. 

he sit quietly looking at the window next to him
that looked perfect, *sigh*
I think that position suited him so much

from what the boys were talking he looked much normal than I thought 

^as I was starring unconsciously he turned my way and said^

what are you lookin at!?

~:oh um I'm just lookin at the sky, isn't beautiful ^.^

^he smirked and just put his head on the desk while his head is heading towards me starring at me^

^and I was like what the hell pretending that I don't know that his still starring^

T: okkkk who want to be the class president for this year?

@#$%^&*()))

T: shut uppp!! who was the class president last year ???

.................

T: Amber for the female 

~: >.< sorry teacher I..

T: who volunteer for the male president.

........................................

taeyeon: Amber can be the male and female president

class: ahahahahahahhah

bobby: that's not funny!

T:shut up,
............................................

T: kris well you be the male president for this class? ,

 ^all the class was looking at kris^

kris: ......*sigh* I don't care

T: I'll take that as a yes, ok then kris for the male and Amber for the female, please take good care of each other.

~That was unexpected, I wasn't planning of being the class president>.< but since T(jessi) asked I cant say no *sigh* 

-lunch break-

jungkook: oh hey guys

bobby: rapmon your wife came

Rapmon: where are the rest ?

jungkook: they went to the cafeteria lets go

bobby: lego lego

bi: lego lego

Rapmon: Amber come on

~Amber: ok you guys go first, 3j go with them, I'll go to talk to teacher jessi first.
 *gotta talk to kris to come with me*

^ kris seems sleeping but we have to go to T(jessi) ^

~: hey kris do you hear me !!

kris:...........

*I guess he is sleeping or maybe just ignoring me*

~: hey...hey....hey

kris: whaaat!

~: come on we gotta go to see T(jessi)

kris: ........*sigh* K

-walking-
~: so, did you went to that park next to the basketball court??

kris: yeah went to it couple of time to play my lil sis.

~: how old she is ?

kris: she just 5 years old and so hyper

~: hahaha I think she's cute, I like hyper kids.

kris: I don't

~: whyyyy!

kris: I bet you were one of them 

~: ..................... :)

kris: they're annoying 

~: oh here we are, T(jessi)! what is that you want to talk about!

T(jessi): ok guys here are the schedule for this year activity, I need you to  discuss with the class tomorrow and pick one of the activities. okkk

~: okkk

T(jessi): kris trust me, you will be ok if Amber is your partner 

~: whats with that ! of course he will >.<

kris: ..................

~: heeeey why you don't say a word 

^he just ignored me*

kris: that's it!!
 
T(jessi): yeah just let me know what did you pick before the weekend .. DONE

^as we got out of there^

~Amber: lets talk to the class tomorrow early morning!

kris: ummm

~: aaand now to the cafeteriaaaa 

kris: no ill just pass that 

~: why! aren't you hungry?

kris: no 

~: ok then see you at the class, parrrtner *salute*

^kris turned around then smiled^

-cafeteria-

^looking for my boys^
jearim and jeonghan: oh Amber! Amber! we're sitting there

jearim: what do you want? I'll bring it for you.

~: anything that you like is yummy ^.^

jearim: oh stop it you ^imitating girls voice^

~: I want orange juice or else i'll eat you ^wink^ 

jearim: okk

~: then I'll wait for you over theeere 

^heading to our table^

~: kai, jungkook, mino , kangnam >.< I missed you guys 

kai: oh really

~: yeah

kai: rapmon is with you 

~: yeah but kai is not

mino: ok ok stop this  

hahhahaha

mino: hey so your class Teacher is T(jessi) ha!

kangnam: we're definitely not lucky 

kai: yeah man

jungkook: ours is T(Seo-joon), all the girls were happy about it :(

bobby: if amber were there I don't think that she would feel the same about it :D

~: yeah I wont but jeonghan will

hahhahah

jeonghan: yeah yeah

Rapmon: bobby what happened to your father! is he ok now

bobby: he feels better but I'm worried about him, he don't talk much about his pain

~: I'm gonna come with you today so we will make for him a healthy dinner 

bi: yeah lets take care of him

Rapmon: to think of it Amber, are you good at cooking ?

~: I'll try O.o

Bobby: hahahaha thats scary

jearim: I have some recipes lets try it, kai bring your pot that I like.

kai: ok

mino: oh so you cooked for him >.<

jearim: I'll cook for you too >.^

~: ok lets go all of us and take care of him (: 

joonyeol: I'm coming just to eat though

hhahahha

-class-

we head back to the class the aura  wasn't cool at all 

half of the classmates were staring at kris in a weird way

I think something happend but

kris didnt care at all and just continued his day normally

-after school-

we head to bobby's house and helped him  taking care of his father hoping that he will get better soon <3

 

bobby has a sick father he sometimes try to hide that his worried about him but when it get hard he become quiet that's when we figure out that we need to take care of him, his mom is busy, she come home late cuz of work.
though we like to tease each other a lot but deeply we all love each other as a big one family,

friends are like family at the end we have to understand each circumstance that each of us are getting through and try to help even by a word.

The end of 1st chapter ,

 

chp2~~~

-teaser- 

what happen to kris and the classmates?

is bobby's father going to be ok ?