Seohyun Pov: 

  Yonghwa" don't do this, don't go, don't say that you are leaving me Seohyun... Seohyun .. Seohyun!!!"    I woke up from the sound in my dream his voice the memory from the airport takes med back to the same place 5 years ago the sweat on my forehead I try to use my hands to get it away. I stand up and walk to the bathroom I look myself in the mirror. This is not me.. My eyes are red from the tears I'm so tired I fall down to the floor and it's like I don't have any powers left inside me.  I sigh. Your a idiot Seohyun I say as I cover my face between my palms.  I guess I was crazy I just had my reasons to push you away you and your heart that only would beat for me, I thought putting a end to this would be better for you so that you could have a future and now you finally have moved on but it's with my friend why her why!  My voice inside my head stops talking as the phone rings I hurry up and can see Soyu name on the board. I slap my cheeks.   Seohyun: sorry Soyu - I did not feel well yesterday sorry.    Soyu: you got me worried Seohyun - are you okay and it rained did you go to the hotel and rest?    Seohyun: yes I took a taxi ( I say with a big smile on my face but I knew that I was lying to her)    Soyu: so what do you think about him.?    It felt like she just took a knife and aimed it straight into my heart. Once again I tells her a big lie.    Seohyun: he seems like a nice guy , I really hope everything will work out between you he seems like someone who really loves you your very lucky.    Soyu: thanks - I'm also calling you Seohyun to tell you about or plan a the wedding store later today, you did not forget right?    Seohyun: no no I will meet you there. By the Way Soyu?    Soyu: yes?    I take a deep breath and my