Jin POV

I've Been Told

That If You Repeat A Word

Over & Over

It Loses Its Meaning 

I Have Stayed Up

Countless Nights 

Repeating Your Name

Hoping

That You Will Mean Less To Me

With Each Breath

I Can Close My Eyes From The

Things

You Do With Her

But I  Can Never Close My Heart From The Things

I Don't Want To Feel

Why am i so afraid to lose you 

When you're not even mine?

At least even for a little while, i was the reason

For that beautiful smile.

I remember the times we used to have sleepovers

Remember the time when we lined up dominos?

All the pieces fell over

One by one,

One after another.

When a piece falls,the next one does the same.

It reminds me of our relationship,if you can even call it that

I Fell Hard For You But You Fell For Another.

3 years Namjoon,3 Goddamn Years Of My Life

Spent Being Depressed Whenever I See You With Her

Maybe

Someday You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You

Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You

Someday,You'll Need Me Like I Needed You

Someday You'll Love Me

but i won't love you.