here the update guyss..and i'm really sorry if this is not what you expect

 

The sun hit Mark face and wake him up,he stir and open his eyes but then he feel empty beside him,he look and Jaebum not beside him,he get up and search Jaebum but he find nothing.Mark start to feel panic,”Jaebum-ah where are you?..Jaebum-ah”,he search again but vail,”Jaebum-ah!!”,he go back to his room and keep looking but then he see a letter at the lamp table he take it and open it,what he’s gonna read will rip his heart badly. Dear my love, My love the moment you found this letter it’s mean I’m gone,gone from Got7,gone from your life for good..I’m sorry hyung for leaving you but this is for the best.Hyung I know my disappear will make all of you devasted but trust me when I say it’s for your own good,I don’t want your dream destroy because of me,I don’t want you take care of blind person like me..hyung when I said I love you believe me it’s true,the moment I saw you I have fallen in love with you and then we become group member,we become best friend,my feel for you grow everyday but I’m afraid to tell you,afraid you did’nt feel same as me but when you confessed to me at the hospital I’m feel like this world just have you and me but when I’m remember about my illness..i’m afraid and thinking what kind of future we have if I accepted you,that’s why I can’t accept your love that time.Mark hyung when we at the rooftop you told me you know about my illness,you don’t know how afraid I am that time but then maybe fate have other plan, we get be together,I accept you as my lover and everything I feel like heaven when I’m with you but we can’t predict the future.When I told the others about my illness they disappointed with me because they feel I did’nt trust them and that make me take decision to leave eventhough I have promise to you I will not leave.I’m really sorry hyung..i’m so sorry,I want you to always remember hyung that I will always love you no matter where I am,whether I have become blind or not,trust me I will remember your face and other members.Please fullfil your promise toward me hyung..i  begging you,take care of them for me,love them dearly for me,make Got7 the greatest group ever for me and I hope all of you can forgive me if fate let us meet.Also please tell Jongin,Baekhyun hyung,Chen hyung and Taehyung don’t worry about me,I will be fine,and hyung please don’t find me,send my love for them hyung..i love you hyung,goodbye my love… For the last time Got7 leader JB       Mark tears rapidly fall,”Jaebum-ahhhhh!!!!”,his screaming shocking the others and run to his room,”Mark hyung what happen?”,they shock see Mark crying his hear and can see a letter in his hand,Jinyoung go to him,”Mark hyung what happen and where is Jaebum hyung?”,Mark look up and hug him,”he leave me Jinyoung-ah..leave us”,Jinyoung confuse what Mark say,”what do you mean hyung..who leave us?”,Mark pull away,”Jaebum..he leave”,they stunned hear that,”what?..Jaebum hyung..no it can’t be”,Mark give Jinyoung the letter,”here the letter he leave”,Jinyoung stand up and read along with the others.They can’t contain their tears when they read it,Yugyeom step away from them with disablieve on his face,”no..no Jaebum hyung will never leave us..he promise he will never leave us”,his tears rapidly flowing.Mark look at his dongsaengs one by one and can feel anger in himself,”this is all your fault”,they shock with Mark outburst,”hyung what do you mean”,Youngjae ask,”if all of you just accept when he ask forgiveness from you guys he will never leave us,he’a already promise me he will not leave us but then you guys just can’t...”,Mark can’t stop his crying,”if you guys accept when he ask forgiveness about him keeping his illnese as secret then he will never leave..leave me”,they look down feel guilty,”we’re sorry hyung”,Bambam speak,”sorry will never bring Jaebum back to me”,he then out from his room and go looking for Jaebum.They stay in silence,”this is all our fault Jaebum hyung leave”,Jinyoung tell and the others agree,”what are we gonna to do now”,Youngjae ask,then Jinyoung,”first we have to find Jaebum hyung,ask everyone he know”,Jinyoung act like the older he is,”we have to split up and when any of you have news about Jaebum hyung call me immediately understand?”,they nod and move to search their leader. Mark keep looking for Jaebum all the places they had been went but he found nothing,no Jaebum and that made Mark more frustrate,then he remember Jongin,”maybe Jongin will know where Jaebum is”,he call Jongin,”hello Jongin,it’s me Mark..listen did Jaebum with you?”,he face fell,”he’s not with you..Jongin-ah,Jaebum he’s gone..i don’t know,when I wake up this morning he’s no where to be seen..he only leave letter..you want to meet?..okay I will wait for you at hangang river..Jongin-ah please come quickly”,he end the