Credits for the maker of this photo on Twitter is @BunnyMiele

I know that it has been months since I have updated this story, but I could not let this tragedy go by without saying anything.

On December 18, 2017, Kim Jonghyun from SHINee committed suicide. I have been so down and heartbroken for the past 2 days that I am sitting down to write this just now. First off, if any of you are feeling like you are not enough or that no one will listen, you can always find a friend in me. My twitter is @_kpop_saranghae and my snapchat is @loveitup, plus you have the comments below so if you ever need someone to talk to, whether you are happy or sad, I am always on any of the three social media platforms. Even if you just want to tell m that I am a horible author for not updating in months, that is fine as well :) I am still thinking of whether or not to continue this story.

Anyways, Jonghyun was the last person I would think had depression to be honest - he had a smile that could make anyone's day and a voice that could move someone to tears. But we never know what happens behid closed doors. Jonghyun seemed to have been dealing with a lot and as much as it pans me to say, it seemed to hae only been a matter of time. Even saying that, there seems to be things that could have been done. His sister called the authorities saying she was worrying about him at 4...the authorities did not get there until 6...a lot can happen in 2 hours, Jonghyun still could have been with us. I also heard that he talked to a doctor about his depression yet the doctor did not prescribe anything because he/she did not think it was that serious. People need to wake up. Not only depression, but other mental illnesses are