Sympathy
Namsong Oneshots Collectionđ¶BGM : Jung Joonyoung-Sympathy
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At some point, I stopped missing you
At some point, I didnât know if I even needed you
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Mino lifts his head and meet eyes with Taehyun who just stands there, stares at Mino with teary eyes. Today is their third anniversary, and instead going home like how Mino promised to Taehyun every year, he let himself rooting in his office room. Today is their third anniversary, and instead cuddling with his beautiful boyfriend, Mino lock himself with paper works. Its about time Mino lost the sparks in his heart when the first time their lips met. Its about time Mino lost the need to going home sooner than ever and spend the night with Taehyun. Its about time Mino stopped missing his boyfriend. Its about time to make it over for them both.
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So you left
And we split ways like that
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âYou wont going home, right?â Taehyun ask, leans on the wall with folded arms in front of his chest. Mino can see clearly, the younger bites inside of his cheek.
âIâm busy, Taehyun.â Mino answers shortly before turns his chair back facing the computer, âyou can go back alone, right?â
âYes, to my parentsâ house.â Taehyun speaks so fast and Mino almost cant reach the words, the older just glances at Taehyun before eyes glued back to his computer.
Mino almost jumps on his seat when suddenly the paper on his table slap his face and it fly around him. He turns his face suddenly before another hard slap landed on his face. Its hurt. Its stingy.
âweâre over, bastard.â And by that Taehyun throw the ring Mino gave him and dash outside the room. Left Mino alone collecting his papers back.Â
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I brought it upon myself
Something that couldnât be undone
I made everything so cruel
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Mino walks inside his and used-to-be Taehyunâs apartment. He can clearly see, thereâs none Taehyunâs stuffs anymore. Thereâs no guitar beside that couch. Thereâs no paper with scrabbled notes on the lamp table anymore. No vanilla-like scent anymore. The scent that always calm Mino down. The scent that owned by someone who will always greet him every time he stepped into his house. And those facts hit Mino hard.Â
He couldâve treated Taehyun better. But he didnât. He keep blaming Taehyun for not be able to be good like he used to be. But the problem was always Mino. The problem was always him. The one who never be thankful , the one who always so selfish, the one who always want to be treated like a king. He closed one of his eyes, he had never once thinking what Taehyunâs feel. He was so cruel, and now, he couldnât do anything.
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He lost Taehyun already.
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Maybe we had to love without any conditions
Thinking that Iâll be the first to hurt
All the things we talked about
Itâs leaving just like that
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Maybe we had to leave each other
Without any sorry feelings
Our memories of love
Even our good memories
Itâs all passing just like that
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Taehyun once asked, if Mino would hurt him or not. Mino said he wonât, and he didnât want Taehyun to hurt him too. And honestly during those past years, Mino always thinking the probability of Taehyun hurt him. But in the end, its him who broke the youngerâs heart.
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Maybe this is the best for both of them. Taehyun needs to find someone who will treat him way better than Mino. Taehyun is good person, he deserves good person too. The one who wonât spend Taehyunâs another precious time. The one who will always be with Taehyun. Suddenly Minoâs phone goes off, a message from Taehyunâs number, and Mino just smile. Taehyun is a good person.
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Hyung, donât hurt other personâs heart anymore.
Iâm the last.
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